Gods, this took forever! Missed you people so much! I've been up to my eyeballs in school stuff but now here's an update! Trying to make more stories but my brains low on creative juices... Set after Gaea got her primordial butt kicked, Bianca is alive but stayed at Camp.
Just a Crush...Right?
Nico lie awake as the rest of Camp Half-Blood, save for the few nocturnal gods and goddesses kids, wondering about Eros. The god of love had made him admit he had feelings for Percy but now after a second major battle for the world he was dating Rachel and he loved her...right? I mean it was just a crush, nothing more than a boy filling the void in his heart. Nico lied to himself everyday. Every touch, every kiss, just one big lie. But he liked it that way, it hurt but it let him know he was alive and could feel. I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Nico repeated those words as if it would somehow be true someday.
Only his sister knew about his feelings, a late night confession by knife point really. She threated to dye all his clothes pink if he didn't tell her why he was unhappy. But Nico didn't do it because of the threat, no he did it because he needed to tell someone so that he wouldn't be alone. When his sister was gone and he had run away all he could think of was how he had made the worst mistake ever and he even considered joining Luke to get revenge but the one thing that stopped him was that stupid crush. Maybe it had been Aphrodite preventing him from making an even worse mistake, but most likely not. Even she could make feelings like this, not even if she tried.
It was the kind of feelings that you had for a person that are so strong that it hurts not to be with them, to hold them, to be able to know their save. Nico barely showed it but he was being eaten up on the inside everyday because of Eros. No, he could blame the God since he wasn't the one to make Nico love Percy, no this was all Nico's doing and he had no clue what to do. I mean it's just a crush...Right?
A/N: BOOM! I read about Nico's encounter with Eros and it messed with my happy head cannon world! I loved it but I hated it, mostly cause of it could never happen within the confines of Cannon material. So I wrote this about how Nico's torn up inside over loving Rachel but wanting Percy. I've had a moment just like this so I know the Feels. Love the idea of Bi-Nico, as if being a half-blood wasn't enough trouble he had to also like boys X3
PLUS THIS DOESN'T AFFECT/EFFECT THIS ONESHOT STORY! THIS DON'T COUNT, NEXT WILL BE NICOXRACHEL STUFF POSSIBLY IF I CAN THINK OF IT!