Chapter 2

Healing

Its only been two months since we went to court. It feels like a whole lot longer. I didn't want to go back to the public school, so Edward's mom, Esme, agreed to home school all of us. No one in the group wanted to leave my side.

I hated that what happened to me had such a big impact on their lives. Alice and Rose found me crying in my bedroom one night and forced me to talk to them. I told them everything that Aro had forced me to do. I told them about the pain I was always in that I tried to hide from them all. Alice told me I wasn't doing a very good job of hiding it. She told me that Emmet was still unsure if he could touch me. That hurt me most of all. I knew I would have to tell him eventually what happened.

Rose was sympathetic, she had a similar thing happen to her but it only happened once to her. It was her first boyfriend Royce. She told me she knew what the pain. She said that she still had a hard time with being intimate with Edward. That was not something I wanted to hear about a guy I considered my brother.

(A/N: If you do not want to read some very graphic detail then stop reading. Also if you are under the age of 18 STOP READING NOW!)

After talking to the girls that night I knew it was time to tell Emmet my story. I knew it would be hard on me but if I truly wanted to be with him he needed to know everything. I called him into my room.

"Em, I need to tell you about the stuff Aro did. It will help me be able to put it behind me and move toward the future."

"O.K. Bells, lets have it." he sat in front of me.

"Aro started molesting me when my mom found out she was pregnant with Alec. He stopped me leaving the bathroom one night after my shower and ripped my robe off me. He started touching my breasts and trying to kiss me. I tried to push him away, but that seemed to urge him on more. He started to rub the outside of my pussy and I was to frozen to do anything. He made me touch and suck his dick. He forced me to swallow his cum and I felt like vomiting. He then forced me down on my bed and rammed himself inside me. It hurt so bad. I cried the entire time. He continued doing the same thing every night that my mom worked. I tried several times to sneak to my room after my shower but he always caught me. He stopped after Alec was born. I thought it was over but it was just the beginning of how bad it would get." I took a break from speaking and looked at Emmet.

"Emmy, are you ok with me telling you this?" I watched him carefully.

"Bella, it kills me that I wasn't there to stop this from happening to you. I know your not done yet so I'll let you finish telling me the rest, but I want to hold you when you tell me the rest ." he gave me a pleading look.

I crawled into his lap and proceeded to tell him the rest of my story.

"When my mom found out she was pregnant with Jane, I got scared. I knew Aro would come after me again. I knew I couldn't stop it either. The night after my mom found out Aro cornered me as I came out of my room for my shower. He told me that he was going to join me tonight. I started shaking. He watched me get undressed. I started to climb in and he grabbed me and jerked me back. He told me that it was my fault that my mom didn't want to have sex with him while she was pregnant. He said he was going to make me pay for it with my body. He slapped me for the first time that night. He got in the shower and fucked me in the ass hard and rough. I hated it and by the time he was done I was bleeding bad. He just laughed at me." I paused. I knew what I was going to tell him next would be the worst.

"The night I called Alice to come and get me was the worst. He stopped me before I even left my room and forced me down on my knees and gagged me with his dick. He fucked my mouth until he was about to come and then pushed me back and rammed himself inside me. I tried to fight back this time. He hit me repeatedly. I finally was able to get some leverage and pushed him off me and ran for it. The rest you know."

I realized by the time I was done telling him I was sobbing into his chest. He was holding me tightly and telling me everything would be ok. He kept telling me I was safe and that he would never let anything hurt me.

I looked up at him and kissed him. It took him a few minutes to get over the shock but he responded eagerly. I pulled back and looked into his eyes.

"Emmet, I love you and know you would never let anything hurt me."

"I love you too, Bella and I will do everything in my power to protect you."

"Em, I want you to make love to me tonight. I want you to make me forget the pain and replace it. I never want to feel this way again."

He looked at me shocked. I knew that I had rendered him speechless. That was a great fete for Emmet.

"Baby, are you sure?" he looked at me with love and hope in his eyes.

A/N: I know I left it as a cliffy. Please Review! Like I said in the beginning, this story is very close to my heart. This story is now my number one priority. Sorry to those of you who were reading my other Fic "Love Always Returns." I have put in on hold until I can get this one out. If you would like to see something happen in this story feel free to leave me a suggestion in a Review. I will try to incorporate your ideas.

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