A/N i own nothing. sorry it took me so long to get this chapter out, we've had really bad weather here and it cut my power for a few days. i hope you enjoy.
Chapter 4
Running
Bella
He loves me! Wait did he just say he's always loved me? Then why the hell did he leave when the others did. I looked over at him and he was staring at me. I knew he was waiting for me to say something but all I could think about was him leaving with the rest of them. I wasn't sure that I could trust my voice not to betray the emotions I was feeling and then I remembered he's an empath. I kept staring at his eyes waiting on him to tell me that it was all a joke. I couldn't believe that the only Cullen to come looking for me in the two years that I had been gone was telling me he had been in love with me the entire time.
"Jasper, I really don't know what to say. I never thought that any of you would want me back in your lives. I don't think this will work between us. I've been hurt once by your family and I'm not going to take that chance again. I would like you to leave."
I stood up on shaky legs and went to the bathroom. I heard him moving around and gathering things up then I heard my front door shut. I walked back into my bedroom and found a note that he had left
Bella,
I know you are confused and hurt by my family. I cant apologize for them but maybe if you gave them a chance to come and see you they could apologize for themselves. This was not how I was planning on telling you my feelings for you and I know it was too soon. For that I am sorry. I hope you will consider giving me another chance to prove myself to you. I'm only a phone call away. If you want to see my family then I will let them know, but I will tell them to leave Alice home. She has interfered in your life too much.
All my love,
Jasper
I was stunned by his words. I knew I should pick up the phone and call him, but he was right it was too soon for me to be thinking about him in those terms. I wish he and I could go back to the way things had been for the last few weeks.
*flashback*
I was getting ready for the show and my friend and coworker, Jessica, came up to me and asked about Jasper. I smiled at her and told her he was an old friend from back home. She asked me if he was single and I told her yes. She smiled and I wished I could see his face when she asked him out. This was going to be priceless. As we were leaving for the night Jess came up to him and asked if he wanted to hang out with her. He told her he was gay. I was trying so hard not to laugh at the expression on her face. He growled at me the whole way home.
*end Flashback*
Jasper
It was so hard for me to walk out of her life and I hadn't been meaning to tell her that I loved her for a long while. I really fucked this up. I called the only person who would understand.
"Hi mom. I really messed everything up with Bella. I told her everything that happened with me and Alice and I let it slip that I loved her. She asked me to leave and I did. I'm so lost mom."
" Jasper it will all work out in the end just give Bella time to think about it and she will realize that she loves you too. Just give her time son.
" Thanks mom. I love you."
"Any time son, I love you too."
I hung up with my mom and sighed. I had no clue how I was going to win her back. I felt my phone vibrate and saw that I had a text from Alice.
(A/N: Alice's text will be italicize and Jasper's will be bold)
Jasper I know you hate me but I know how you can get Bella back.
You're right I hate you because of the shit you put me through and that you are now putting my Bella through.
Are you going to listen to me? I will help you get her back if you want.
What's in it for you? You never do things to help anyone unless it benefits you.
Just listen to me and do everything I tell you to. I know this will help you get her back.
Fine what do I have to do?
I knew Alice was up to something and I couldn't figure out what. I knew she hated the fact that I loved Bella more that her. I couldn't help who my soul mate was. It was something that I hadn't planned. I knew I was going to need help to get her back and I knew Alice was the one person who could see exactly what I needed to do to win my Bella's heart. I knew in order for this plan to work I would need outside help.
Alice POV
Finally things were going my way. I knew I had to try to help jasper get Bella back so he would come home and then I could steal him back from her. I just needed to find someone to be on my side to help get her away from my Jasper. I knew who I wanted to help me but I knew for sure my family would hate me for it and would possibly get killed for it, but I don't care, I only want my Jasper back from that human bitch!