Chapter 6
"Tris, do you trust me?" he unexpectedly asks. "With my life, why?" I groan back. "I have an idea that I really want to try and I want you to trust me, OK?" I nod. He has me lay on my back and he moves downward until he is face level with my crotch again. I close my eyes, not knowing what he is planing, but I trust him. I know he won't hurt me. Out of the blue, I feel his swollen lips encircle the sensitive bud between my folds. My mouth forms into an "O" but no sound comes out. He sucks on the bud feverishly. My gosh this is great. I've never felt something this good in my life. I again feel the tight ball of pressure form in my stomach as he continues his mission. I think I'm screaming, but I don't care. This feels too good to be real. This sensation is more powerful and pleasurable than I could have ever imagined. I arch my back, practically grinding myself against his face. I begin to reach my climax. Then, I just can't hold on anymore. My body once again goes slack and I make my release. He doesn't seem to mind that it just happened all over his face. He pulls a bin from under the bed and takes a towel out of it to wipe his face. I don't even care how he knew that was there because I'm still coming down from my high. When my mind becomes clear again, I find him once again staring a few moments at my breasts and at my heated core. I also see his large erection. This isn't fair to him. He needs a release too. I'm about to wrap my lips around him when he stops me. "No", he commands,"This night is not about me. Its about you. I'll be fine." "But you can't let that build up inside you... its unhealthy", I remind him. "You need to rest", he sighs",I'll just go back to my room and finish myself." He crawls over to the end of the bed to leave, but I grab his wrist before he reaches the foot of the bed. "Tobias", I breathe. He looks at me with desire in his eyes, but he is resisting because he doesn't want to push me right now. However, I know how bad he wants me. I want him too. No. I need him. "Tobias," I whisper again,"Make love to me, and never let me go." "Beatrice," he sighs back,"I'll make love to you, like you want me to, and I will not let go until you tell me to." I now know that this is it. This is the moment where I will lose my purity, and I don't know anyone better to lose it to other than Tobias.