Karma POV

Okay so what just happened? Shit Karma. Shit. You never should have said you loved her. You never should have kissed her. What were you thinking. I walk out of Amy's front door and notice its raining. "Nice!" I say out loud. I look at my phone and see that I got one missed call and one text message. All from the same guy. Liam. I open the text message, it says:

"Hi, do you want to have lunch. Im kinda hungry and I kinda wanted to see you."

I text him back:

"Sure, ill be at your place in 10."

I put my phone in my purse and start walking to Liam's house which is not to far away from Amy's. "Amy..." I whisper her name out loud. She's probably thinking its all her fault. It wasn't. It was all my fault. I should get some distraction from her. Ill text her later. I guess.

I head over to Liam's and I don't even care that I'm gonna be soaked when i get there.

Amy POV

I wake up, see it's still light outside and directly grab my phone to see if i have any texts from Karma yet. I notice she didn't text me at all and immediately write her a text message:

"Karms, can we just talk about what happened? I really just want to talk with you."

I press the send button and close my eyes again. Im not even tired anymore. Im just tired of lying about everything. Lying to my family, lying to my friends and the worst of all is lying to Karma. I mean I want her to know I like girls and I also want her to know I like her. I just don't know how she will react. I cant lose her. I need her. I just lay there, waiting for Karma to text me back.

Karma POV

I arrive at Liam's house and directly feel bad. I ring the bell, he opens the door and directly gives me a kiss. His lips are hard and rough. Other than Amy's who are soft, gentle and taste a little bit like vanilla. I like vanilla. Karma stop.

"Wow you're completely soaked... So where do you wanna get lunch." Liam interrupts my thoughts with his loud voice.

"We don't have to go out for lunch, we can also... go to your room." I say as flirty as I possibly can at this point. Wait what? I don't like flirting with Liam? What the hell is going on with me?

"Sure miss Ashcroft, if thats what you want to do?" Liam asks.

I nod and try to smile. It seems like Liam doesn't have a clue that something is going on because he is leading me upstairs and into his room. I take a deep breath and put my arms around his waist. He leans in for the kiss and I try to move my lips to the same rhythm as he does. I don't like his rhythm. is all i think. He pushes me on his bed very gently and I put my left hand under his shirt. I feel his abs smooth against my fingers. He seems to notice i'm touching his stomach so he starts doing the same thing. He moves my wet shirt up and touches my belly. Im still kissing his hard lips in the meantime. I cant seem to enjoy all this, because all I can really think of is Amy.

"Amy.." Her name makes me happier. Stop thinking this way Ashcroft. Wait did i just say her name out loud? Shit.

"Is everything all right?" Liam asks with a frown on his face.

I push him of me and pull my wet shirt down.

"No. Sorry Liam. I cant do this." I walk out of his room and leave the confused boy behind.

While walking out of his front door, (well lets just say its more running then walking) I get my phone out of my purse and notice i have a text message. "Its from Amy." I say it out loud again not even really noticing the weird looks I get from the people passing by. I read Amy's text and reply:

"Im on my way to your place, ill be there in 10." I put my phone away and start walking to Amy's place. Im about five minutes from her house when I suddenly get very nervous. What am I even gonna say?

Amy POV

She just texted me back, I knew she would! I just hope she doesn't hate me now. Im still lying on my bed. Its almost 6pm and I cant wait for Karma to arrive. Im quite nervous too. I have no idea what were gonna talk about. Well obviously the kiss, but I have no idea what to say about it. I mean i liked it, of course i did. Im in love with Karma. "In love with Karma." I smile when I say it. You're being ridiculous Amy. Stop it.

Ive been laying on my bed all day, just looking at the stars on my ceiling. They remind me of all the good times Karma and I had. I quite miss those times sometimes. I mean Karma has Liam and I have... well i have Karma.

"Can I come in?" Asks a sweet voice from the other side of the door.

"Yeah of course" I try to sound as confident as I can be at this point.

Karma walks in, staring at her feet. "Hey Aymes." She says. I can see tears starting to fill up her eyes even though she is still staring at the ground. She sits down at the end of my bed and still doesn't look at me.

"Karma, what is wrong? Is it about this morning bec-" I cant finish my sentence before Karma starts sobbing. "I was at Liam's house this afternoon and we kissed and then we almost you know, did it. But then I couldn't. And i don't know why Amy. I don't know why I cant feel something for him." She's completely in tears now.

I take seat next to her and stroke her back with my hand. "Hey Karms, its okay." She lays her head on my shoulder and sobs even more. I stroke her hair and wipe her tears away with my other hand.

"Amy y-your so s-sweet" She sobs.

I smile and kiss her temple. No feelings now Amy. She needs you now. No feelings.

So this is chapter two. I hope you guys liked it, even though there wasnt s lot of Karmy action in it. There will be more soon! I prommis!