Amy POV
We shove backwards into the big pile of pillows at the head end of my bed. Karma lays her head on my lap and somehow relaxes a bit.
"Aymes?" She whispers.
"Yeah?" I answer her while still stroking her hair with my hand.
"Can you promise me you'll never leave me?" She looks up at me and meets my eyes. Her eyes are so beautiful.
"Ofcourse I will never leave you dummy, I promise." I see a smile appearing on her face. "What about some Netflix, would that cheer you up?" I smile back at her. She nods.
"Yeah I think so, but please no science programs Aymes?" She pouts at me.
"Okay okay, lets watch something we both like then." I laugh at her pouting and poke her belly to make her stop. She laughs and sits up. I reach out to get the laptop while she is putting her head back on my shoulder. I shiver a bit when she places her body so close to mine that I can almost feel her heartbeat. I surely hope she wont feel mine because its racing at the moment.
We decide to watch some stupid romantic movie where the perfect guy and girl end up together and live happily ever after. I don't really like romantic movies. Its always the same story. Perfect girl plus perfect boy is love. Yay. But hey, Karma likes those movies and ill do anything to see her beautiful smile.
"I wish it would all be just as easy as in the movies." Says Karma with a sad face when the movie ended.
"Hey, don't be sad. Things will work out between you and Liam." Liam. Ugh. Saying his name makes me wanna throw up. I don't even want Karma and Liam to work out. If Karma only knew how much I loved her... We could be so happy together. Get yourself together Amy! She cant know, shell run away from you!
"Amy?" Karma's voice suddenly sounded very serious. "Why cant I just have sex with him? I mean I could have done it this afternoon. But why couldn't I?" She lifted her head off my shoulder looking me right in the eyes.
"I don't know Karms, maybe you.. don't love him?" I try and stay as focussed as i possibly can while Karma's delicious scent of lavender and other delicious things comes floating by. Stay focussed Amy. Focus!
"I don't know, I mean I know i love you but..." Right after she said that I see a shock on her face. Oh my god, she just said she loves me. Again. I mean I'm sure she just loves me as a friend, nothing more then that. Im still looking into her beautiful brown eyes. They're looking back at me, scared, afraid of my reaction. Im trying to smile but I just know that I have this weird confused look on my face. I have to say something.
"I love you too Karms."
For one second I see her eyes shoot from my eyes to my lips and back. Amy you can not kiss her! But its too late. Im getting closer and closer to Karma's lips until they finally interlock. My head is going crazy and it feels like fireworks are going of in my belly. I love this girl so much. I feel Karma's hands touching my neck and cant resist flipping her on her back. Im now hovering over her, our lips still connected. I feel Karma's hands slide down to my hips pulling me even closer to her. She deepens the kiss and now our tongues are brushing against each others. Her kisses are so perfect. I slide my hand under her shirt, just a tiny bit so that I can feel her bare skin with my fingers. Karma lets out a soft moan. I guess that means she likes what I'm doing. She also lifts my shirt up and touches my belly. Her touch feels magical. I cant help but letting out a moan which was quite a bit harder then I expected. She slides her hands down to my hips and back to my belly again. Then suddenly we stop kissing and look each other in the eyes.
"Amy, I...I-" Karma whispers trying to catch her breath. Her eyes look wild and confused. "I...What are we doing?" I can see the confused look on her face. Be brave Amy.
"Do you think we should stop?" I whisper the words in her ear.
Karma POV
I shiver when I feel Amy's lips against my ear. What is happening? What are these feelings I have for her? Ive never felt so... so... in love. I cant be in love with Amy right? I mean shes a girl plus she has been my best friend since kindergarden. So why do I feel this way then? I close my eyes for a second and say:
"No."
I can feel her kissing my neck and oh god it feels so good. Her kisses give me goosebumps all over my body. I wonder if she feels the same way?
"Karma?" She whispers my name in my ear, it sounds so magical.
She gives me a quick kiss on my lips and roles off me. I immediately miss her warmth on my body.
"These things we are doing right now. Those aren't things normal friends do you know?" The words she is saying sound very confident but I can see the nervousness in her eyes. Shes sitting up now and I'm trying to move but my body still feels numb after the kisses in my neck. After a moment of mentally punching myself in the face, I also sit up and look into Amy's pretty green eyes.
"Yes i know." My voice is soft and after I said it, I look away.
Hi there! Thanks for all the positive reactions ive had! It really makes me happy to see that people actualy read and like my story. Chapter 4 will be up soon :)