DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANYONE FROM THE BOOK.

A/N: Eureka! Another chapter! Are you excited? Hi all! Thank you so much for the kind reviews. I didn't think it would get that sort of response. It just popped in my head one day. I don't know how long this bad boy will be or if there will outtakes. If there is any grammatical errors, forgive me. I don't have spell check. The story will not go back and build up to the point of chapter one. I don't like that. It will go on. Not sure about flashbacks, though. Maybe. :)

I do believe in HEA. I need a beta. If anyone can, it would be fantastic!

Well, on with it!

Re-edited 1-11-11

EPOV

I'm in a pickle. And I'm talking the biggest fucking pickle known to man-kind.

Have you ever loved two people? Well, I wouldn't say I loved the one person. She's just fun to screw around with and I like her but God, I am completely in love with the other person. They're totally different in every way. One is wild and confident and the other is sweet and beautiful. I know it's wrong, but I can't help it. I want both. I know I may sound like an ass and I know that I'm a major fuck for doing this to them-mostly to one of them-but I don't know how to stop. Maybe I need help. No, I know I need help.

My phone ringing broke me out of my thoughts. I looked at the screen to see who was calling.

Alice.

I ran my hand through my hair and touched SEND.

"Yes, sister dear?" I ask.

"Edward, are you two still coming over tomorrow?"

"I imagine."

"Okay! Tell her I miss her. Alright? Will you? Huh? Huh? Huh?" Damn she was excited. "Yes, Alice, I will tell her. Cut back on the caffeine, will ya?"

"Yeah, yeah. Always with the caffeine," she growled. I laughed. "Okay, Ali, I'll talk to you later, alright?

"Yeah, okay. Bye Eddie!" and she hung up. Normally I hated when people called me that but I had a soft spot for my baby sister. But her husband, Jasper, if he ever called me that, he'd get knocked flat. Alice and Jazz are the power couple in my family. They loved each other, they never fought, and Jasper somehow stands her energy. It's always go, never stop. Go go go go go with her. But that's what he loves about her I guess. And my other sibling Emmett, well, he's about the same as Alice, only in a big bear-like body that eats a shit ton. I think I'm the only calm one in the family. Well, except for my parents, Carlisle and Esme, they're like me, apart from being an ass. And Em's wife, Rose, she's okay I guess, but sometimes she can be a hag. She's super model tall, blond with big blue eyes and had one hell of an attitude. But once you break down her walls, you'll love her. That's if you break down her wall. I swear to fuck, it's like sixty inches thick.

DING DING! My phone went off. I glance down, press 'view message' and look at the text.

Hey babe. When will I see you again? TD

God dammit! She is relentless. I don't know. I'll text you when the time comes. EC

Immediate response. Okay, sexy, I'll be waiting. I love you! TD

Fuck me running, she pisses me off sometimes. She knows I don't love her and she knows I have someone living with me. But she thinks I'm going to give it up for her. She asks me everytime I see her lately and I am about to blow a fucking gasket.

I look at my watch. 6:45 p.m. Shit, I gotta get home to her. I've missed her all day. Just thinking about seeing her beautiful face everyday makes me excited. I love her so fucking much. She's the only thing that keeps me going. If I lost her, I don't know how I would live. I know I'm hurting her because I see in her eyes whenever T texts me. Pure, heart-wrenching pain. My baby thinks I don't love her and I know she knows about T. I tell her I'll stop but it seems like I can't. It's an addiction. She's met T, she's talked to her, and my baby hates her. She thinks T is a bitch and tells me she sees through her act and she'll never change. I know T's a bitch sometimes but she's nice when you get to know her but my girl doesn't believe that, she hates T.

My girl is self conscience in her looks but I think she's beautiful. She's soft, warm, sweet and I love everything about her. She has thick, silky, long, brown mahogany hair with a few red highlights that are visible against light and reaches the middle of her back. It's her natural color and I love running my fingers through it. She has big, beautiful chocolate brown eyes with thick, long, black lashes. They're so deep I swear she can see through me. She has soft curves, the right size of breasts. Not small or too big and pink, full lips. She's about 5 foot 5 and I love holding her. She's my dream, the best part of me. The day she gets fed up with me is the day I no longer live and I pray to God that doesn't ever happen.

I get in the elevator that goes up to my floor. I can't wait to get in there and just relax with her. And without interruptions, I'm hoping. I get excited when I get to my floor. The elevator opens and I walk out and jog to my door, apartment 2B. I put the key in the lock and unlock the door and open it. I know she's home, I can hear her moving around so I look up and see my baby. She's wearing soft pink yoga pants and a long sleeved gray shirt. Her hair is up and she's got the necklace I gave her three months ago. It's a delicate silver platinum chain with a blue heart charm. It costed me $1,500 but it was worth it because it was for her. I never get anything for T because she already has everything and if my girl found out, she would be crushed. But I would never do that to her, although I am already killing her. I hate that doing this to her. I want to stop but I don't know how.

I give her one of my best smiles and glide over to her. I tilt her chin up and kiss her soft lips. "Hi, baby,"

"Hi," she whispers, her sweet voice filled with sadness. I look at her more clearly and notice her face is red and her eyes are a little puffy.

She's been crying. Was she watching a sad movie? Did she miss her dad? Her best guy friend, Jacob? I touch her face. "Bella, have you been crying, sweetheart?" She takes my hand off her face and walks down the hall to our bedroom. I follow her and see a suitcase on the bed when I reach the doorway. She's packing? Where is she going? To visit her dad, maybe?

"Bella, what's going on?" I ask. She doesn't answer me, still putting clothes in her suitcase. "Baby, what are you doing? Bella? Are you going to answer me? What's all this?" She's still not answering me so I walk over to her and tilt her chin to meet my eyes. Her pretty eyes well up with tears and she looks away.

"Bella, where are you going, honey?" No answer. Instead she goes over to my radio and turns it on. "Stay" by Sugarland. I listen to the lyrics and I stiffen and my blood runs cold. All I hear is the end of the song. My heart cracks open as it drops into my stomach. I understand what's going on. I look at her and my eyes start stinging.

"Bella," I plead. She goes over and sits on the bed. She looks down at her hand and takes her ring off and puts it on the bedside table. OH GOD! I scream to myself. She's fed up! Oh God, no! I can't lose her. She looks down and opens her mouth but nothing comes out and I watch the tears fall on her hands. She's leaving me.

The next five words spoken make me feel like I got kicked in the stomach.

"I can't do this anymore."

My life is over. I fall to my knees.

My name is Edward Cullen and I've just lost my fiance.

A/N: Well? Huh? Should he suffer for a bit or what...?

Any thoughts?

I was a bit teary eyed in this chap.

Bye Bye!

Lionlamb91