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A/N: So you think what Bella and Edward have to do is weird? So did I. That's why I did it. You'll find out why below. Thanks for the reviews. I like them. Did you guys see the Breaking Dawn set pictures yet? The E&B kisses? I'm so pumped! I want feathers!
On with it!
Song for this chapter: History In The Making by Darius Rucker http : / /www . youtube . com / watch ? v = Ga005q - 6WK4 & ob = av2n
Re-edited 1-12-11
Previously:
"Oh, fuck me," she gaped, taking my appearance in and whimpered a little. I climbed in bed behind her, kissed her hair, whispered good night, and pulled her closed to my chest, rubbing my hard on against her ass a few times for extra measure. Just a little. She moaned breathily and whispered, "Not fair." I snuggled into her back and rubbed her soft belly through the silk until we fell into a sexually charged, frustrated slumber.
You wanna play hardball, baby? Bring. It. On. I'm game.
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BPOV
I'm going to explode. I'm going to explode. I'm going to fucking explode! I thought to myself as I sat behind the counter at work. It had been 1 day, 6 hours, and 30 minutes since Edward and I had kissed and I was about to fall to the floor, curl up in the fetal position, and rock back and forth like a crazy person.
Why the hell did Jane make us do this?
I understand the 'no intimacy, whatsoever' rule but no kissing? What kind of fucked up rule is that? I nearly bit Jazz's head off this morning and had no idea why. All he was doing was making coffee and I went balistic. I apologized profusely, over and over and all he told me was, 'It's okay, Bells, I get it.' Whatever that meant. I was lucky Ali wasn't there at that moment, she would've kicked my ass.
"Oh, God," I moaned, banging my head on the counter top and pulling my hair. I'm gonna die. How does Edward feel right now? Is he just as irritable as I am? I picked up my phone, looking around first to make sure no one needed help, and sent him a quick text. He was at work so it would take a while for an answer.
I can't take it anymore. -B. I tapped SEND and put in under the counter. Less than thirty seconds later, he replied.
How long has it been? -E
Less than 2 days. :( -B
Fuck my life. It's seems like forever. I'm about to say 'screw the rules'! -E
We can't. -B
I'm dying, Bell. *pout* -E
Lol. You're cute. I'm gonna call her. -B
Really? -E
Yes, Edward, really. I'll ttyl. 3 u! -B
I luv u 2. -E
I smiled at all his abbreviations and tapped CLR then went through my contacts 'til I found it. Dr. Volturi's Office. The direct line. I pressed on the green phone sign and put it to my ear. Riinnggg. Riiiinnnggg. Riinggggg.
"Jane Volturi."
"Hi, Dr Volturi, this is Bella Swan. I was there yesterday with Edward."
"Oh, yes! Hello, Bella. What can I help you with today?"
"Um, I have a question."
"Okay."
"Ok, so you told us that we were to refrain from any intimate touching and I understand that part. What I don't understand is why I can't kiss him. Isn't that a teensy bit strange?"
I heard a light chuckle come from the other end. Was she fucking mocking me? This bitch is going down! I was beginning to lose my temper.
"Oh, Bella. You two actually think I being serious about that?"
"Well...yeah?"
"Ms. Swan, I was trying to add a little humor to the mood. You both were so serious and I couldn't help myself. I didn't think you believed me. I was smiling the entire time I said it."
"Um..."
What the fuck? She was playing with us? What the hell kind of therapist is she?
"Now, now. I swear I'm not crazy. I'm sorry if I offended you. It wasn't my intention. By the inflection of your voice right now I can tell you probably think I belong in a padded cell or asking yourself what kind of therapist I am but I do that with all my patients that have relationship troubles. When I tell them that, they never believe me and I'm shocked but amused that you both were the first couple that did. "
"Umm..."
"Ms. Swan, you can kiss him. Kiss him all you want just don't go further than that. I'm sorry that I've confused or offended you."
"That's alright, doctor."
"Please call me Jane."
"Okay...Jane."
"I'll see you both in January, correct?"
"Of course. Thank you." If I don't get sick of you by that time.
"You're welcome. Goodbye."
"Bye." I hung up and ran my hands through my hair and blew out a breath.
OH MY GOD! I get to kiss him!
The facts sank in after a time and I became super excited and began to wiggle in my seat then got up and started doing The Cabbage Patch dance with my eyes closed, shaking my ass behind the counter.
"Isabella Marie Swan, what in the fuck are you doing?" A voice laughed out loud and I fell to the floor, feeling my cheeks heat furiously.
I hugged my knees to my chest and hid my face and waited for whoever it was, to go away. I heard the heavy footsteps getting closer and the closer they got, the hotter my face became. I was extremely embarrassed because I'd been caught doing one of the stupidest dances ever invented. I peeked out with one eye at the chuckling voice, looking at the person above me. I turned my face back to it's previous position.
"What are you doing here?" I croaked from between my knees.
"I'm picking you up, 'member? I dropped you off this morning."
"Oh! I forgot." My stupid blush wouldn't go away! I glanced up fully at him to find him beaming at me as he bent over the counter, resting on his forearms.
"Bella, are you okay?" Edward asked.
"I'm fine." I buried my face again. I didn't want him to see my red face.
He circled the desk, kneeled in front of me then lifted my head to meet his stare. "Why are you blushing, baby?"
" 'Cause."
"Because why?" he coaxed.
"You saw me."
"So..."
"And it's embarrassing, Edward!" I cried.
"How is it embarrassing, Bell?"
"What's with the all the questions?"
"It's okay to dance, sweetheart," he shrugged.
"Not if it's the stupidest dance in the world and seen by another human being."
"You're so adorable," he complimented.
I gripped his shoulders, using them as leverage to stand and grabbed my purse and phone. I suddenly remembered why I was dancing and opened my mouth to tell him the great news but then shut it as an idea struck me. What if I didn't tell him? What If I played with him a little bit and then when he couldn't take it anymore, I'd pounce. Yes! This was a great idea! I smirked and linked my arm with his,punched out and walked out of the store to his car.
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"How was work?"
I stood with the fridge open, the door in one hand, my phone in the other, telling Ali the news and was searching for something to drink as Edward made our Turkey and Swiss sub sandwiches, perched on a stool on the opposite end of the island. We'd just gotten back from picking me up and we were famished. I'd forgotten my debit card and he was too busy to break for lunch. I picked out two Dr. Pepper's and placed them in front of him.
"Horrendous," he rolled his eyes. "I cannot stand my client's ex-patient. She's a fifty year old hag, trying to get every cent out of the dermatology place she went to because she supposedly had an allergic reaction to the botox they gave her. You're supposed to give them all the info in your medical history and she left out that she was allergic to eggs and didn't tell them until after the procedure was over with. Her face swelled up twice it's size and she's suing them. Stupid bitch doesn't stand a chance."
"Do you take on every case you're assigned?"
"Yeah. Makes money," he nodded and handed me the food, popped open his soda, hopped off the stool then went to the couch. I closed the fridge and joined him. "How was your day, Bell?"
"Besides you catching me, it was boring. Slow all day long." I bit into my lunch and groaned as all the flavors hit my taste buds and heard him snort. Edward was an unbelievable cook and he made a mean sandwich. I could cook but it would never be able to own up to his culinary expertise. I chewed and swallowed, pointing to it and gave him a thumbs up. "Orgamsic sub, babe."
"Bella, don't say orgasmic," he groaned. "Orgasms are never to be associated with a sandwich."
"Whatever you say."
"What are you doing tomorrow?" he turned to me.
I shrugged and ran my hands through my hair, exposing my neck to him and ran my tongue over my bottom lip. I noticed that his darkened gaze was glued to my mouth, watching every movement, and nearly giggled.
Let the teasing commence! I thought to myself as I felt him lean over and nuzzle the column of my throat with his nose, breathing in what was possibly my freesia body lotion or my strawberries 'n' cream shampoo. Suddenly, I found myself in mid-air, over his shoulder, being toted down the hall to my room and was placed on my comforter, under a warm, solid body
"It's snuggle time. I detest not kissing you, Bella," he muttered and buried his face in my neck after kissing it softly. I pulled his face up and clutched it in my hands, using my thumbs to roam over his cheek bones, lips and eyelids then leaned up and brushed my mouth on every place I had caressed.
"We could break the rules," I breathed, "Jane would never have to know."
"Baby, we can't."
"Come on," I murmured, brushing the hair that had fallen over his brow back, "what she doesn't know won't hurt her."
"Bella, no. I don't wanna break the rules."
He rolled off me and went to the chair. I leaned on my hands and pretended to be mad. This was getting good. He was frustrated and it was making me giddy because the minute I tell him, I need to prepare myself for his attack because I wasn't going to let him do it right away. He'd know he could kiss me but he wouldn't get to because I won't let him even though I wanted it just as much.
I had him in the palm of my hands and I aim to use it to my advantage. I was about to get up and tease him further but Ali barged in and open her big mouth, ruining my plan.
"Bella, have you told him you could kiss-" I whipped my head around and glared daggers at her.
"-yet?"
"Damn you, Mary Alice!" I slapped the bed.
"Oops," she gulped and took off down the hall. I closed my eyes then turned my head, afraid to look at him.
"Isabella..."
Oh, shit! He was pissed. My full name meant surprise or anger and his tone was not surprise. I heard him get off the couch and walk over to the door. I opened my eyes and tipped my head up. His eyes were burning with anger and lust. I got up slowly and put my hands up in defense, slowly moving toward him.
"How long have you known this piece of information?"
"Edward, I didn't mean to make you angry-"
"How long?" he cut me off.
"About 2 hours."
"So you've known since after texting me you were going to call Jane?" He pinched the bridge of his nose and leaned against the door. "And in those hours, instead of doing what we're allowed and what we so badly wanted for the past 24 hours, you decided not to tell me?"
"Edward, I-"
"Save it," he raised his hand and shook his head, "I'm out of here. I can't believe you would tease me like that."
He walked out and slammed the door, leaving me there. I was frozen to the floor. I couldn't move. What just happened? Did I really piss him off? Oh, no! He hates me! I felt tears fill my eyes and fall but I still couldn't move. It was like my feet were cemented to the floor. A jumble of emotions were running through me but the biggest ones were fear and sadness. I needed him to come back. He had to come back so I could explain that all I was doing was having fun and I wasn't doing it to be mean to him. I swiped at the tears and ran out the door.
"Edward! Come back, I didn't me-" My speech was cut off when an arm from behind grabbed hold of my elbow and spun me around.
"!"
"Shhhh," the velvet voice muttered and pulled me back in the room. I wriggled out of the grasp and faced the person.
"Edward! Listen to me. I didn't mean to make you mad. I was only teasing you. It wasn't supposed to be the way you found out and my first mistake was telling Ali because I know she has a big mouth and she could never keep it shut but I was just so excited. I had to tell someone and Jazz won't give a shit and Em'll just make fun of me and Rose is too serious so my last resort was Ali at the moment. That doctor is nuts. She says she uses that joke on all of her patients with relationship problems but they never believe her and she was baffled that we were the first and I was gonna tell you but then decided not to and just have some fun with it but I guess I took it too far because you're mad at me and I'm so sor- ," I rambled until he put his finger to my mouth.
"Bella, Bella, I'm not mad, baby. I was joking." Disbelief washed through me at his confession.
"You dick!" I punched his arm and sat on the bed. "I hate you, Edward. You made me think you hated me! Jackass!"
I wasn't really that angry with him for tricking me. Karma's never been my friend. He chuckled and shook his head and shuffled towards me, scooped me up and sat on the blue chair, cuddling me close. "Why aren't we smooching right now?"
"You're a shithead, that's why," I grumbled and turned my face away from him.
"Ya had it comin', sweetheart." He cupped my cheek, forcing me to look at him and leaned in for the kill but I turned my head, his lips hitting my cheek. "Bella, quit." Edward tried again but I denied him. He sighed and leaned his head back, letting go of me, waiting for me to get up.
"Whatever, be stubborn." I didn't move. Just sat there glaring at him. "You gonna get off me?"
"Why?" I huffed.
"You obviously don't want me to kiss you so there's really no point for you to still be here. I'm giving you the okay to go hang out with Alice and Jasper. Judging from your attitude right now, I'm the enemy so go ahead and leave." I remained seated so he picked me up from his lap and put me on the floor.
"Go, Bell."
"Do you want me to?"
"No but you're acting like a child so I'll just go home, let you get over this little tiff," he wiggled his fingers in my direction, "you're having then I'll call you."
He made a move to go out the door but I tackled him to the ground. "You're not goin' anywhere, Edward A. Cullen."
"What the hell is going on with you, babe?"
"Nothing," I buried my nose in his neck for a bit then pushed off him. I turned on my radio then layed on my bed and opened my arms, welcoming him. "It's kissy time, Mister."
" 'K." He crawled on top of me and brushed his lips lightly across mine and groaned as the songs changed on the radio.
Don't move, baby don't move
Ah, look at you, I just wanna take this in
The moonlight dancing off you skin
Our time, let's take our time
I just wanna look in your eyes and catch my breath
'Cause I got a feelin'
I gripped his neck tightly as his tongue licked my bottom lip slowly then the top, coaxing them open. They parted and let him inside, our tongues dancing together softly, tasting and savoring. I moaned as I felt it lightly flicking at the roof of my mouth. He then turned his head and plunged his tongue deep inside and rolled us over, threading his fingers in my hair.
This could be a one of those memories
We wanna hold on to, cling to, the one we can't forget
Baby this could be our last first kiss, the door to forever
What if this was that moment, that chance we're takin'?
History in the makin'
Inside, baby inside
Can you fell the butterflies floatin' all around?
'Cause I can sure feel it now
He pulled back and went at my neck, nibbling, licking, sucking and nuzzling. I whimpered and tipped my head more to the side and gave him more room to tease and touch. "Edward," I breathed. "I need it."
"Bella, we can't go further than this, baby. Do you want me to let up a bit?"
"No," I pressed my lips to his once again.
Tonight, maybe tonight
Is the start of a beautiful ride that'll never end
And baby I got a feeling
This could be a one of those memories
We wanna hold on to, cling to, the one we can't forget
Baby this could be our last first kiss, the door to forever
What if this was that moment, that chance we're takin'?
History in the makin'
Right here, right now
Holdin' you in my arms
We continued to kiss heavily until the need to breathe was imperative. I broke the kiss and gave him light pecks until our breaths evened out. I kissed his cheeks, eyelids, forehead, nose, and the sides of his mouth then gazed into his eyes. "I love you."
"I love you," he sighed, smiling and kissed me lightly once more then hugged me to him. I rubbed his back in circles for a while and then went to his hair. I rubbed his temples and scraped my nails through his scalp as he layed on my chest. I kept at it until the song ended. Then we just layed there listening to the notes flowing through the speakers.
This could be a one of those memories
We wanna hold on to, we wanna cling to, one that we can't forget
Baby this could be our last first kiss, the door to forever
What if this was that moment, that chance we're takin'?
History in the makin'
History in the makin', this is a chance worth takin'
Ah ahhhhhhhhh...
"Wanna go make dinner now?" I mumbled. He nodded against my chest then quickly got up, fixing his disheveled appearance but didn't touch his hair because nothing could be done to it to make it cooperate.
"I can't wait for two weeks from now," he beamed.
"Me neither, babe. Me neither." I took his hand and we walked down the hall to join Alice and Jazz for dinner.
A/N: Well...? What'd you think? Who had the upper hand in this chap? Tell me how you feel... :)
The next chapter is gonna be a combined POV and will jump ahead a few weeks. I don't wanna write about those two weeks. That would take forever and the chapters would be BORING! :)
Ya want a lemon wedge? Or is it time for a full blown lemon? I'll do either one. Whatever you guys want.
Do you think Jane is a nut?
Until next time,
Bye!
Lionlamb91 ;D
P.S.- If you find any spelling or punctuation errors I missed please don't hesitate to inform me. I'm usually good at spelling and punctuation but sometimes I miss them. I don't wanna get reported.
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