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A/N: Well, hello there, all! Sorry for the delay. Busy busy busy! Thanks for the reviews and the 20,000+ hits you've given me. I'm glad you enjoyed the lemon. I was nervous about your opinions. Some forgave E after that little speech he gave to B. That was my goal. :)
On with it!
Song for this chapter: I Turn To You by Christina Aguilera http : / / www . youtube . com / watch ? v = z4q05resEvc
Re-edited 1-12-11
Previously:
"I agree. I love you, Edward. Thank you."
"I love you, too, baby girl. It was perfect. You're perfect." I hugged him and we laid down facing each other. I brushed some damp hair away from his head and reached up and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me and we fell into a deep slumber.
EPOV
I sat in my brother's living room, watching him and Rose bicker at one another about when Bella's puppy would be back over. I ran my hands through my hair as I listened. Rose wanted next week and Emmett wanted her over in three days. I just wanted to pick up Mags, that was all. I still needed to go to the jeweler's and the little argument they were having was holding up the show.
I'm going to buy my baby a new engagement ring because the previous one reminded me of my screw ups and I didn't want that to be on my mind everytime I looked at it on her finger. I got fed up with their little fight and made the decision for them.
"Lucy! Ricky!" I hollered and got their attention. "You done yet? It's Bella's dog, maybe you should let her decide when Maggie'll come back, yeah?"
"Yeah, you're right, bro," Em sighed. He picked Maggie up and gave her to me but kissed her head first and went to get her doggie bed. Rose slid over to me and patted the puppy's head and scratched her ears.
"Bye, puppy girl." Rose kissed her nose and sat down.
"You two act as if you'll never see Maggie again," I pointed out. "She won't be far away. Besides, you have a kitten."
"Skyler hates me," he pouted.
"She does not, Emmett Dale Cullen!"
"Yeah, she does Rosalie Lillian," Em argued. When middle names were thrown, it meant business. I gotta get outta here. I picked up the rest of Maggie's belongings and walked out of the place.
"Bye guys," I called and closed the door then looked at Maggie. "Crazy pair, those two."
I scratched her ears, which made her lick my fingers and yip a little. I smiled at her and put her in the front seat of my car, put her stuff in the back and got in and started the car. As I drove to the jewelry store I went over the previous night in my mind.
God, it felt amazing to be inside of my baby again. Every single word I said to her was the truth, I never wanted to hurt her again, I would try my hardest not to hurt her. I picked up my phone and texted Bella. I didn't get to see before I left. She had been sleeping so I took a shower and put on a green polo, blue jeans and my Adidas'. Hey, I have a couple pairs of shoes, not a hundred like Ali or Bella. I liked to look nice once in a while.
I have Maggie, baby. -E
Great! Can't wait to see her little puppy face. -B
Just Maggie? -E *sad face*
E, you know I love you. Last night was amazing. -B
I love you, too. :) -E
I'll see you when you get here. TTYL. xoxo -B
K, sweetheart. -E
I pulled into the store as went back to the home screen of my cell. I cracked the windows for Maggie, got out and walked in. I was greeted by an older woman, mid-fifties who had a big smile on her face.
"Hello! Welcome to Kay Jeweler's! How may I help you today?"
"I'm looking for an engagement ring," I answered.
"Wonderful! I take it this girl is very special?"
"The love of my life," I replied.
"Well, come on over here. I'm sure we can find something that suits her." I followed her to other side of the store and stopped at the counter where all the diamond rings were. "Take your pick, sir."
There were, princess cuts, square cuts, traditional cuts, et cetera, et cetera but nothing seemed perfect enough. I almost gave up and went to another place until a ring caught my eye. I pointed at it and the woman took it out and let me look at it.
"This ring has a 1.39 carat oval-cut diamond in the center with 116 diamonds emblazoned along an 18 karat white gold band that's splits and then melds together near the sides. It's elegant, delicate and perfect for any girl. Is this the right size?"
"It's perfect. How much does it cost?"
"It's price is $6,399. Would you like it right now, sir?"
"Yes, definitely."
"Very good," she smiled. "I'll just go and get a box for it. Are you paying for it in cash, card, or check?"
"Card. Visa." I was so excited. This ring was like nothing I had ever considered to put on Bella and it was the right price. It was beautiful and I hoped like hell she would say yes. The woman came back out and walked over to the register with a black bag that said Kay on it and ran my card. I waved at her and went back to my car. My parents had to see this ring!
"I'm gonna ask her tonight, Mags," I told the puppy. She barked and wagged her little tail. I took the road that went to my parent's house. When I got there, I grabbed the puppy, parked, and went to the door. I knocked and stepped inside. I had placed the ring in my pocket and yelled for my mother and father.
"Mom! Dad!" They came out of the kitchen and smiled.
"Hi, honey!"
Hey, son."
They both said at the same time. I put Maggie down and ran into the living area. "I have to show you something. This is really important, guys. I want your opinion." They nodded and I pulled out the box and opened it then turned it around for their eyes.
"Edward," my mom gasped. "Is that an engagement ring?"
"I'm gonna ask her again."
"Oh, sweetie, it's beautiful! When are you asking her? How much did it cost?"
"Over 6,000 dollars."
"That ring is beautiful, son," my dad grinned. "I'm sure Bella will love it."
"I really hope she says yes."
"Honey, of course she'll say yes. Edward, she loves you!" my mom squealed. She took the box from me to examine it more. "How many diamonds are there?"
"Counting the one in the middle? There's 117. The band is 18 karat white gold. Totally worth it, mom."
"It's gorgeous." I smiled and hugged her then took the box and placed it back in my jeans.
"You cannot, I repeat, cannot tell Ali. Or anyone else for that matter. She has a big mouth and if she knew she'd tell Bella. Promise me, you guys."
"We promise," they said at the same time. I hugged them once more, picked up the puppy and left. I had to head back to Bella. And to hide the ring where she wouldn't be able to find it.
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Forty-five minutes later I walked in and let Maggie down. She ran right to the kitchen and Bella turned and knelt down to pick her up. Bella looked beautiful today. She was wearing a strapless, white tank under a light blue cardigan with dark blue skinny jeans tucked into worn-looking, tan leather boots. And her hair was in a low messy bun. I walked to Ali and Jazz's room and put the ring box in his dresser then went back to the kitchen and embraced Bella from behind.
"Mmmm," I hummed and kissed her ear and neck, loving that her hair was up. "Hey, gorgeous."
"Hi, babe." She turned in my arms and kissed me. "Good day?"
"Spectacular. I'm gonna make us dinner again. What do you want? Where's the other two?"
"I don't care what you make 'cause it'll be delicious anyway."
"Are we sucking up, Miss Swan?" I murmured against her cheek.
"Call it what you will."
I chuckled and kissed her lips softly then went to the cupboards to get things ready for dinner tonight. "Are they joining us?"
"I don't think so, why?" Bella questioned.
"Just wondering."
Inside I was fucking ecstatic! If Ali and Jazz didn't show up, that meant that we would have dinner alone and everything would go as planned. I could ask her tonight! I went to the fridge and pulled out some de-thawed chicken breasts, spices from the cupboard, marinade and then went to the freezer to get some brocolli. I decided to make Italian chicken on a bed of rice, broccoli with cheese and salad with white wine.
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An hour later, dinner was done, the wine was poured and the ring was in my pocket. Bella and I sat next to one another at the dining room table, spooned out our food onto our plates and took the first bite. I turned on the CD player Ali had in the corner next to the terrace door with the remote.
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
Pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
"I like this song," Bella smiled and took a bite of the broccoli.
"Is this an older song?"
"I think so," she replied. God, I was so nervous! The small talk was killing me. How am I going to ease into this? Bella cocked her head at me, concerned.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
"Edward, is something wrong? You haven't touched your food?" she touched my hand.
"N-no."
"You're stuttering and shaking your leg. Babe, what's wrong?"
"I-I don't know." Dammit, what the fuck is wrong with me? I've done this before! "There's nothing wrong, baby. Don't worry."
"Okay." Bella didn't look like she believed me because she was still looking at me in an odd way. Her brows were furrowed and her mouth pinched in concern. "I don't believe you, Edward. Tell me."
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
Taking me through the night
"I need to ask you something."
"Okay?" she said, sort of like a question. "Edward, what happened?"
"Shit, baby. It's not bad, I promise. It's not anything that will hurt you. God why am I so nervous?" That last part of the sentence was only directed at me.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
For everything that's true
I turn to you.
"Spit it out," Bella demanded.
"Okay, here goes. I love you, you know that right?" Jesus there were a million butterflies in my stomach!
"I love you, too."
"And you know that I would do anything for you?"
"Yes. Edward, what's wrong?"
What the fuck! Why is this so nerve-wracking? Just do it, dip shit! Ask her, ask her!
"I'm just so afraid you'll say no." I slipped out of my chair and got down on one knee.
"Oh my God," Bella gasped, her hands covering her mouth and tears built in her eyes. I pulled out the box and opened it. Her tears fell as she looked at the ring. I felt a lump begin to form in my throat and tried to swallow it.
For the arms to be my shelter
Through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
For everything that's true
I turn to you.
"Isabella Marie Swan, from the moment I first held you and looked into your eyes, I knew you were the one. You have been there for me and loved me unconditionally and put up with all my screw ups, and it's made me love you more and more each second. I want to wake up with you in my arms for the rest of my life. I want to be the father of your children. You are the love of my life and I love you so much, baby. So I ask you, for the second and hopefully, the last time. Will you make me feel like the greatest man on Earth? Will you marry me, sweetheart?"
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...
I felt a tear fall down my cheek as I looked into the glittering, tear filled brown eyes of my girl. She gave me a watery, breathtaking smile and nodded vehemently as she threw her arms around my neck. I began to sob, not only in relief but in elation as well. I was so fucking happy. God, she's completely mine again!
""Yes, yes, yes, Edward. Of course I'll marry you. One hundred trillion times, yes!" She said between kisses. I kissed her forehead, wiped my face and slipped the ring on her left hand.
"I love you, Bella."
"I love you, too, Edward."
My life couldn't get any better...
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A/N: I know, I know. It's short. And I haven't posted in 5 days but I didn't want to add anything else in this chapter. I'll let you bask in their happiness and look at all the pictures.
Bella's new engagement ring-
Bella and Edward's outfits for the day. :) http : / / www . polyvore . com /cgi/set?id=25130668
I've had a Polyvore account since the 19th and I went nuts! So whenever I describe outfits or what not, I'll post the link at the end of each chapter! :)
I read somewhere that Emmett's true middle name was Dale so...yeah I put it.
LIL TEASER FOR NEXT CHAP:
I watched as the tears fell down her cheeks. Fear filled my body. "Esme, what's wrong? You're scaring me."
"Bella, honey..."
"What? What is it?"
"Sweetie, Edward's in the hospital. It's bad, Bella. It's really bad." All the breath whooshed out me and I suddenly felt sick.
"What happened?"
"Tanya. She went to his..."
Those were the only words that I heard and then eveything went black.
Until next time!
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