T-W-I-L-I-G-H-T I-S N-O-T M-I-N-E :)
A/N: Well hello there! I'm sorry, I've been so busy since getting back I haven't had time to just sit and type out this chap. Did you miss our love birds? I nearly died without Internet. I went without it for five days and I was about to crack. Did anyone get Eclipse? I am watching the commentary as I type, it's sooooo funny, especially Rob with all his comments and the giggling. Tehe! I'd say we're about 1/2-3/4 of the way through this bad boy but I'm not sure. How many of you look for an update everyday? I do it with the stories I read.
Oh and yes, I will write about the trial but not in this chapter. I gotta do some research first but there will be a trial. I promise you. :)
On with it!
Song for this chapter: Firework by Katy Perry. Look it up if you want.
Re-edited 1-12-11
Previously:
"And I wasn't? You have no idea how bad I want to just throw you down on the bed, pull off your sweats and plunge inside you until we both are screaming from the ecstasy and our neighbors think we're both killing each other."
"God, I need to get out of here. You're going to kill me with that talk," Bella whimpered. "I can't wait till next week."
"Me neither, baby. Me neither."
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'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y
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Precisely seven days later...
BPOV
God, I miss him. I really, really do. It's like whenever he's away from me for longer than three days, a permanent ache lodges itself in my chest and it won't go away until my arms are around him. Until he's holding me, warmth radiating from his body and soaking into me, immediately making me feel safe and loved.
I haven't seen him since the night he was released from the hospital. He thought it would be best if we didn't stay with each other while he was healing because the need to be intimate would be so strong and the risk of his stitches being opened would be heightened. So we've stayed away from one another and I was about to go berserk. I had been so busy at work for the last week and all Edward was doing was lying in bed, healing and it was so hard not to just leave early, go over there and...God, there were so many things we could do. But then it would just lead to more and he didn't need that so I have to hold myself back.
"So fucking slow!" I grumbled, running my hands over my head.
"What's fucking slow?"
I looked up to see the owner of the voice. "Jake! What are you doing here?" I ran out from behind the counter and hugged him tight then pulled back to look at him. "Where's your other half?"
"She should be in in a few. So what's slow?"
"The time."
"It's almost five," he replied, glancing at his watch.
"Really? It's seems like it's taking forever."
"Aww," he teased, "are you missing your guy?"
"Shut your face! I'm allowed to miss him."
"Whose allowed to miss who?"
"Hey, Lee!" I stepped around Jake and hugged Leah.
"Hey, Bells. How are you?"
"I'm good. What are you guys doing here anyway?"
"Shopping," they spoke at the same time.
"And," Jake paused, "we ran into this guy." He jabbed his thumb behind him as the bell on the door chimed. I went to my tip toes, straining to see who walked through the door.
Bronze, messed up locks. Shining, green eyes. Healing bruises and scratches. My Edward was here. I began to run towards him but stopped mid-sprint, remembering his injuries and looked at him. I just stood there, waiting for him to say something. "Hi, baby."
"Hi," I squeaked, still standing five feet from him.
"Don't I get a hug?"
"I don't wanna hurt you."
"Sweetheart, you won't hurt me. Look," he lifted his sweatshirt and revealed forming scars where his stitches had been, "scars are coming. I need to buy some Miderma so they won't be as evident." I shuffled over to him and traced the scars with my fingertips, making Edward suck in a breath.
"What's wrong?" I took a few steps back, afraid I'd hurt him.
"Tickles."
"Where're the stitches, though?"
"They dissolved."
"Oh," I nodded.
"Come here," he opened his arms again but I didn't move and he eyed me, "Baby, come here. You won't hurt me, I swear."
"Are you sure?"
"Bella, just do it," Jake interrupted.
I glared at him and then closed the distance between Edward and I, wrapped my arms and legs around him, buried my face in his neck and let his natural musk envelop my senses. "I missed you."
"I missed you too, Bell, so much." I felt his mouth whisper kisses across my neck and shoulder and jaw until I pulled back and captured his lips in a quick but passionate kiss. I would have kept going but Jake and Leah were watching so I climbed down and laced our fingers together, facing the other two.
"Don't you have some place to be, Black?"
"Yeah, but it's fun to watch the both of you."
"Come on, J, we need to shop for presents," Leah tugged on his arm as she spoke. He nodded, waved at us then walked out with his arm around Leah. I let go of Edward's hand and went to get my things, came out of the back, clocked out, grabbed the keys to the door, punched in the security code, grabbed my fiancé, locked the doors tight and we got in his car.
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"Alice, do you have any plans made yet?" Ali Rose, and I were sitting at the kitchen table in our apartment, drinking cocoa, talking about everything and anything while the guys were in the living room playing video games.
"Whataya mean?"
"Like an engagement party, bridal shower, bachelor and bachelorette party, et cetera?"
"Oh," she smiled, "yes, I have your engagement party finished. I made the date for this Saturday."
"Saturday? That's in two days, Alice."
"And?" she shrugged.
"No, it's fine. You just kinda caught me off guard. I didn't think it would be this early."
"Bella, you two are getting married in April. And I have a ton of things to do yet so having the engagement party a week before Christmas sounded good to me and it's a chance to have everyone together for the party and for the holidays. Your mom flying up here, your dad driving here along with anyone else he brings."
"Ok," I sighed. My dad began seeing Sue Clearwater, Leah's mother, just after Thanksgiving ended and I was happy for him but I hadn't yet spoken to Sue and Leah never said anything about their relationship so I never asked. I decided to change the family subject, "What time does it start? Address? Invitations?"
"I sent the invites out last week. The party starts at 6 and it's at your future in-laws house. Bella, I know what I'm doing. Don't worry about it. I already have the drawings of your dress made and I will give them to the dress maker."
"Can I see it?" I asked.
"Absolutely not. Not until it's finished."
"'K."
I got up and put my mug in the sink then walked through the living room, completely ignoring the guys but could feel Edward's gaze on me as I passed and walked to my room and sat on my bed then took a deep breath. I looked down at my ring, twirling it around my finger, watching the facets glitter from the light on the ceiling. I looked up at the digital clock on my bedside table. Almost 10:30. I got up and went to change into something to sleep in but what should I change into?
I shuffled over to my closet and went through the items but found nothing then went to my dresser and opened the middle drawer. Inside, on the top was a soft white sleep top and a pair of lacy, cotton panties to go with it. I had never seen it before so I'm guessing Ali snuck it in here without my knowledge. I liked it. It was cute and looked comfortable enough to sleep in, not the least bit erotic or sexy, just...cute, so I picked the items up and went to the bathroom to change but shut the ceiling light off first, leaving only the lamps as a source of light.
I padded into the bathroom, closed the door, gathered my hair in a bun at the top of my head and removed my skirt and sweater, tossed them in the hamper, unhooked my bra and took off the panties I had been wearing previously then slipped the outfit on. I smoothed it over my body and turned to look in the mirror. The bodice hugged my breasts, showing a little cleavage but not too much and the rest floated loosely down my tummy and ended just of the waist line of the panties. I hoped I would stay warm tonight.
"Definitely not sexy," I shook my head then brushed my teeth, washed the makeup from my face, left the bathroom and got under my covers. I listened for any noise outside my door but there was nothing. Maybe Rose and Emmett went home. Edward probably did as well so I pouted. "He didn't even kiss me goodbye." Just as I was about to shut off the lamp, my door opened and in stepped Edward.
"Who didn't kiss you goodbye?"
"Oh, I thought you left. Are you gonna kiss me goodbye now?"
"No." He looked a bit confused.
"Why?"
"Because I'm sleeping here with you, that's why."
"Oh," my eyebrows furrowed, "but I thought you said it would be best if we didn't sleep in the same bed for some time."
"And that time is over. I'm healed and I want to be next to you when I fall asleep. Have you changed already?"
"Yep," I replied, "Do you have clothes here to change in to?"
"Yeah, baby, I do. I'm gonna go change now."
"Okay." I scooted myself over to make room for him when he came back out. When he did, I felt my mouth fill with drool at the sight. He was wearing green and red plaid pajama pants and nothing else. His torso was completely naked and even though I had seen it like a zillion times, he never failed to make me salivate. His hair was in its usual messy style and the pants were hung low on his hips, showing the V again. I don't know how I'm going to last through the night. "You're gonna kill me, Edward Cullen."
"I certainly hope not," he chuckled and sat down on the edge of the bed to turn his alarm on then climbed in beside me. His warm chest was pressed into my back and I tried to hold back a moan. I couldn't be this close to him and not do anything intimate. It was killing me! His hand was running along my side and his nose was buried in the side of my neck and his lips were brushing along my shoulder. I whimpered silently and felt my panties become slightly damp. He was torturing me and he knew it! Damn him! "Bella, can I see what you're wearing?"
"Why? It's not anything special."
"Because it feels soft and I want to see it. Please?" I sighed and turn on my back then pulled the comforter back, revealing the pajamas I was wearing. His eyes immediately darkened and filled with heat the second they landed on my outfit and his nostrils flared. "Fucking hell, baby girl."
"What?"
"God, you," he gulped, "you look so fucking innocent."
"How? It's just a white pajama set."
What was all the fuss about?
"It's fucking white and cotton with lace on it. It's cupping your breasts and showing only the slightest bit of cleavage, it doesn't hug your body and it makes a man want to know what's under it. God, Bella, this thing is 100% pure torture. It makes it even hotter knowing that you're not trying to look sexy but you do."
He thinks I look sexy? In this? But how? There's nothing sexy about it, it's just a cotton top with panties. That's it, nothing more.
"I still don't know what you're going on about. This is a pair of pajamas, Edward. It's not meant to turn you on. If I wanted to turn you on, I'd wear a teddy or a babydoll or...nothing. I don't get it." He groaned and tore the blankets off and looked at my bottoms. I think I heard him mumble something about "fucking panties" or whatever then he leaned his head on his hand and looked at me, eyes full of lust, his breathing becoming ragged.
"Then I'll explain it to you as best I can, yeah?" I nodded in agreement and waited for the explanation but what I wasn't expecting was his hand coming up to lie under my breasts on top of the fabric and looked me dead in the eyes. "This fabric is loose on you except the top part. The top cups the most beautiful, pink tipped mounds of flesh I have ever had the pleasure to see, touch and taste. It's covering everything except this little line right here," his fingertip caress the line where my breasts were pressed against one another. I felt my breathing begin to quicken with every inhale but he continued, "and it teases me because even though I know what's under there, it still makes me feel like I'm about to see them for the first time." His hand slid up and rested completely over one breast, his thumb strumming close to my already hardened nipple. I moaned and moved my upper body so his fingers would get closer but he caught on and took his hand from me. I almost cried but he hushed me with a short, sweet kiss.
"I'm not done yet, angel," he said as soon as he ended the kiss and placed his hand on my belly. "This loose material doesn't let me see your body, not one bit and that makes the need to touch you and see your flesh even stronger because it's hiding this soft, smooth skin that tastes like strawberries and the most adorable navel that tastes just as delicious."
"Edward," I whimpered. "You're killing me. I get it."
"I'm not finished." His hand slid further towards the waist band and played with the lace along it, setting me on fire and making my panties become drenched. "Now this," he settled his body lower and I couldn't see him so I sat up and leaned back on my elbows as he continued, "this area right here brings me to my knees. What's under this cloth is the where you taste the sweetest and is the source of both our pleasure. It's where I get the greatest ecstasy I've ever felt and I mean that. I could live on your taste, my beautiful girl, that's how much I love it."
"Make love to me," I moaned, "please, baby."
"Patience, my love. I'm still playing."
"Please, I need you inside me." My legs spread open and I brought my hips up, pushing my center closer to his face. He took in a breath and growled as his nearly black eyes burned into mine. I thought it was working but I was wrong. All he did was force my hips down and grabbed hold of the sides of my panties and pulled them off and down my legs.
"Not yet, Bell. I need to taste you." I reached down to touch his hair but he pulled away, "No touching. Me or yourself. Understood?"
"Y-yes," I panted and leaned back once again.
"Good girl."
He settled between my thighs, placing my legs over his shoulders and I watched as he began to kiss the insides of my thighs. Flicking the skin with his tongue, nipping, kissing, making my skin sensitive to the touch. I was on fire. He was teasing me and if he didn't do what he promised soon, I was going to make him do it. My arms were getting the closer he got to my core and he must have noticed because he stopped and looked up at me.
"Lean back on the pillows, baby." I scooched up the bed and leaned back on all the pillows piled behind me. I was almost sitting up. I could now see eveything he was going to do to me. He re-positioned himself to his original place and continued kissing my thighs, everywhere except the place I needed his lips the most.
"Please, Edward, please."
"Please what, Bell?"
"Do something, anything. Kiss it, lick it, anything, just please."
"Kiss what?"
He was playing with me!
"My clit, Edward! Do it. I'm begging you," I nearly screamed.
"All you had to was ask." His thumbs played along the slit then parted my lips. "Look at you, baby. So pretty and pink. Such a pretty girl. You're soaked! How badly does it ache?"
"So much," I whimpered, thrusting my hips towards his mouth. It must've have worked because as soon as the words left my mouth, Edward's thumb pressed down hard on my clit. A thousand bolts of electricity shot through my body as my back involuntarily arched and seemed like it didn't want to straighten again because Edward continued to rub my clit, hard and fast, never letting up. I could my release coming, the coil tightening in my lower abdomen but never came because he stopped.
"God, you smell so good. So sensitive, so damn slick," Edward cooed as his fingers glided through the wetness still flowing from me, falling onto his fingers and the sheets, "you're so wet for me, sweetheart. Do you know how good it's going to feel inside you, how easily I'll slide inside you if you stay this wet? How incredible it will be? I'm about to explode just thinking about it." I couldn't speak. I was trying to control my screams as a sheen of sweat formed over my body. I glanced up to see him sweating as well. Why couldn't he just do it. Stop talking about it and just do it? We both needed it. I begged him with my body and the little whimpers that escaped from my lips.
"Please," I whimpered, "please, please." I felt a tear fall into my hair. I reached up and wiped it away so he wouldn't notice. I couldn't take it anymore, I needed some sort of relief so I made a move to reach down and ease the ache that was throbbing in my clit and entrance but I didn't have to because Edward leaned down and licked me. A long, wet, slow glide of his tongue through my swollen folds and attached his lips to my clit and relentlessly tortured it with his lips, teeth and tongue. I tried thrusting against his tongue but he grabbed hold of my hips, brought them closer to his face and practically devoured me, swallowing every drop of wetness that fell out of my entrance.
Licking.
Suckling.
Flicking.
Rubbing.
Kissing.
Nibbling.
Sending me into a frenzy of cries and moans and whimpers. Heavy breathing, sweating bodies, the noises of what his mouth was doing to me, my juices flowing non-stop from my core. I was burning, the need to come growing. Suddenly I felt two of his long fingers enter me which nearly set me off. He held my hips down and legs apart as he brutally tortured my burning center, thrusting his fingers in and out, curling inside me as his tongue licked and circled my clit. He switched from his tongue being on my clit to his fingers and his tongue would thrust inside, eating and licking away inside me. God, his tongue seemed longer than usual. I loved it! It was reaching places I didn't know it could.
"Ed-Edward, I gonna c-come!" I cried as my hips thrust as best as they could against his tongue and my head whipped back and forth on the pillows.
"We don't want that now, do we?" He gave me one last lick and removed his tongue and fingers from my center. He sat back and slipped off his pajama pants, freeing his hard erection, pre-come evident on the tip. I wanted to lick it off but I stayed still, afraid he wouldn't make love to me.
"Yes! Yes, I want that."
"You're not coming without me inside you, Isabella." His eyes looked fierce, heated with desire, it made me want to shrink back but I didn't.
"Are you going to fuck me then?"
"What did you just say?" His head jerked up and he looked angry. "Did I just hear you ask me if I was going to fuck you?"
"Um..."
"You will never asked me to fuck you. I won't do that to you. The only type of girl that gets fucked is by a man who doesn't give a shit about her and you are not, nor will you ever be in that category, Isabella. I love you and will never fuck you. What I do to you is special and it's making love with you and me. Never fucking."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't apologize, baby."
"Okay," I squeaked. "Are you going to make love to me?"
"Of course, you gorgeous girl. Take your little shirt off and lay back, bring your knees as close as you can to your chest and spread those pretty thighs for me. I wanna go deep, so deep we'll feel like one person." (A/N: That had cheese all over it. lol)
I whisked the top over my head, threw it to the side and laid back with my legs positioned like he wanted them and waited. "I don't want you to use a condom."
"I don't either, sweet girl." His eyes shined with love as he climbed on top of me, his hands on either side of my ribs, lined his erection at my entrance and looked at me, "Ready, baby?"
"Yes."
He captured my lips and pushed inside me all the way to the hilt in one smooth thrust. We both moaned as his length filled me and my vaginal muscles fluttered and contracted around the intruder. My flesh was still sensitive and I almost came as he pulled back out and pressed inside again. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on thrusting as he plunged inside me over and over, stroking the spongy nerves that were most sensitive, repeatedly.
I felt so full and it felt so good to have him pumping his cock in and out, moaning in my mouth, against my lips, showing me how much he loved what we were doing to each other. I broke the kiss and buried my face in his shoulder, wrapped my legs higher around his back and met him plunge for plunge. The higher I wrapped my legs around him, the deeper he'd go inside me and it felt even better.
I could feel my release build in the lower part of my stomach, bubbling, wanting to burst, shatter, rock through my system, sending us both into a whirlwind of pleasure. He flipped us over and I was now straddling him, still impaled on his length. He grabbed my hips and rocked himself in and out of me, hard and fast. I let him take over. I just sat there, every once in a while thrusting down on him, trying my hardest to keep up but he would switch up the pace.
"Ride me, Bell. I wanna feel your muscles. Squeezing me, making me insane. Make me come, baby." I obeyed, spreading my legs further and laid against his chest, impaling myself. I moaned and pumped his cock in and out as fast as I could, as deep as I he could go, our pelvic bones slamming, cracking together with every thrust.
"Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck," I whimpered. I felt him stiffen, I knew he was going to come. "Do it, E. Come for me." I sat up and put my hands on his chest and went faster. Rubbing, swirling, grinding down on him and felt my release get closer with every thrust.
"No, I want us to do it together. I want you to come with me, baby," he rasped, still guiding my hips, stroking my channel up and down his erection. He grabbed my waist, pressed our chests together once again and thrust harder then put his other hand between us and pinched my clit, rubbing it, tugging on it, circling it and then pressing on it. I cried out and he lifted his entire lower half and slammed me down on him, setting my orgasm off.
I screamed, a million bolts of electricity shooting throughout my body and began riding him without my knowledge, milking his length with everything I had which triggered his release, my muscles clenching. It seemed like my body took over and kept riding him, clenching hard, sucking at his cock until it got another orgasm from him, until we both had another one.
"I can't stop," I moaned through my pants, "it feels too good. Edward, help me!" I looked down and all I saw was his closed eyes tight, his neck arched back, hips thrusting up and down. He seemed just as out of control as I was so I kept going. I felt another orgasm approach and started to fuck my fiance. He may not want to fuck me but I was more than willing. I placed my hands lower on his chest and pulled him out of me and thrust forward, hard.
Over and over. Pulled him all the way out then impaled myself hard on him. The pace of my hips and how hard I was fucking him, must have been too much and Edward's entire body jacked off the and I felt hot spurts of his release explode inside me which triggered my orgasm. We both screamed each other names and I slumped against his chest, breathing really hard. I swallowed and rolled off him. I had sweat running off every part of my body, the same as Edward. I hugged his side and brushed the damp hair from his brow before kissing his lips softly.
"That was amazing, sweetheart."
"I know. Both times," I agreed.
"I'm exhausted."
"Me too."
"You fucked me."
"I did," I giggled. He looked surprised.
"I love you, Bella Marie."
"I love you, too, E."
I grabbed the sheets from under the comforter, covered us both up and laid my head on his chest. "You think they heard us?"
"Bella, the whole building heard us."
"I wanna do it again."
"We will, baby girl, we will. Let's go to sleep for right now."
"'K. Love you."
"I love you," he kissed me then turned the lamp off and pulled me closer.
I couldn't wait to do this for the rest of my life.
We fell asleep instantly, sated and satisfied.
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A/N: Ohhhhh, I'm a dirty bird! lol
So, E has a long tongue and got fucked and I wrote the word 'cock'. Scandalous! :)
That should sate you wonderful readers for the time being.
Did you love it or did you love it? Tehe.
So this chapter took me forever to write 'cause I didn't know how to make it flow like I usually do and I don't know why. Just constant writer's block for the last couple days. Bear with me people! :)
Next update: Hopefully before Christmas because I leave town again. Goin' back home for the holidays.
Until next time!
Bye!
Lionlamb91 :)
xoxoxo
Bella's "innocent" outfit: http : / / www . polyvore . com /womens_sleepwear_pyjama_sets_vests/thing?id=26141054