Okay so, here is the next chapter I want to dedicate this chapter to a friend mine Cam, in this chapter its gonna have a lot flash backs and stuff and im basing them off stuff me and him went through.
Love always, Lizbethjane
Paul POV
It had been two months since we went to Cullen's house and Nicole saw that guy. She hasn't talked to anyone but, Jacob, Bella, Emily, and Leah. It hurt knowing she didn't want to talk to me. I was sitting on my bed when Leah came running in, "Get dressed or you are going to miss the concert, Nicole has been working hard and this is a charity for Em's new bakery so come on."
"Wait" I said looking at her like she was crazy, "What concert?"
"Oh, come on" Leah said.
When we got down to the beach I couldn't wait to hear my Angel's voice. "Hey everyone I want to thank you all for coming, and supporting us. Now for what you all have been waiting for NICOLE BLACK DELEON!" I watched as my angel came out from behind a curten on the stage, she was wearing a silver mini halter dress. (link on page) She looked like a goddess and I smiled and moved up closer to the stage, she looked around as if looking for someone and frowned, when she looked down and saw me, she smiled huge. She then began her song,
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you, won't you be the one I always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you
If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, Oh, Oh
"The next song is the song of my life kinda." She said.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Okay this last song is a Christmas favorite of mine, it was a song I use to sing with a friend but tonight I sing it alone. I miss you my friend."
Mary, did you know
that your baby boy will one day walk on water?
Mary, did you know
that your baby boy will save our sons and daughters?
Did you know,
that your baby boy has come to make you new?
This child that you've delivered,
will soon deliver you.
The smell hit my nose so fast I had no time to react the leech that had been at the house that day jumped on stage and begane to sing the next verse. I could tell Nicole was shocked but it dissapered before anyone else could see.
Mary, did you know
that your baby boy will give sight to a blind man?
Mary, did you know
your baby boy will calm a storm with his hand?
Did you know,
that your baby boy has walked where angels trod?
When you kiss your little baby,
you've kissed the face of God.
The blind will see
The deaf will hear
The dead will live again.
The lame will leap
The dumb will speak
The praises of The Lamb.
Mary, did you know
that your baby boy is Lord of all creation?
Mary, did you know
that your baby boy will one day rule the nations?
Did you know,
that your baby boy is heaven's perfect lamb?
This sleeping child you're holding, is the great I AM.
When she finished her third song she said her thanks and walked off the stage with the leach following her. "Paul" I heard her call so low I know only I was meant to hear and the rest the pack. I quickly ran to were she was and saw the vampire talking to her. "Nicole babe," I said walking up to her and wrapping my arm around her waist "Can we help you leach?" Jake asked.
"Im not here for you dog I want to talk to her." He said indicating Nicole.
"Johnny, you need to leave they can not handle the smell like I can. Look at them they are shaking with anger. You need to leave."
"Nicole I know that but..."
"But what Johnny?" I asked but by the way his face looked I knew the answer already.
"He's back."
Okay so thanks for reading. Hope you liked it and don't worry things gonna heat up soon and not just the fighting.
LIzbethjane