A/N Finally! A Malec song! Don't you think they're just so perfect? I really can't stand people who are 0homophobic. You can't help who you fall in love with, and that's that. The song is The Saltwater Room by Owl City. It really captures what goes on between Magnus and Alec through the whole series, I think. And seriously, if you don't know the songs you have have have to look them up! I wouldn't be able to write them without the song so you really have to know the song to understand the story. So basically the whole fic is in people's thoughts so far. I don't know if I'm going to keep it that way, or if I'll put some real events in there too. Let me know what you think, if you care.
Disclaimer: Grr… This is the fourth disclaimer I've written tonight in the past two hours. They're beginning to grate on my nerves. The Clave owns the Mortal Instruments, Cassandra Clare owns the books, and Adam Young (Owl City) owns the song.
Magnus POV
For once in my 800 year long life I felt lonely. Alec had only left fifteen minutes ago, but it was long enough, and I felt lonely. It just wasn't fair, Alec was teetering back and forth between me and Jace, and he knew that Jace could never love him like I can. This really should have been making me angry, but I can't seem to bring myself to be angry at the blue eyed wonder that took my world by storm. I feel as if I were home sometimes when he lets me hold him in my arms and we can be alone. When we're apart all I can think about is him, and I wonder if I'm simply a distraction from Jace. For me, it's like he opened my eyes but for him, it's like Jace hung the moon, and I just scattered the stars around it. All I can do is wait for Alec to realize it's me he needs, I would never force myself upon him. His family doesn't know he's gay and it isn't my job to tell them. This little hint of what might be love needs time, and time I will give it. When the people of my first generation died I was distraught, it was like all the islands around me sunk and I was stranded on one that always remained the same. For a guy who's been alive for 800 years you would think that I had come to terms with my immortality years ago but the truth was I had accepted it when I was around 600, and I met Camille. She was immortal just like me and I tried to make myself believe that I was content with living forever as long as I had someone to spend my life with. The truth was, with Camille it just didn't feel right. It never did. No matter how many people I tried to use as a distraction, guy or girl, it never felt right. None of it did, until Alec. Being with Alec was indescribable, like why sparrows loved the snow, or why ravens are afraid of scarecrows. Unable to think any longer without depressing myself I text Alec,
'So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?' –Magnus
I was really surprised to see what he wrote back,
'All the time.' –Alec
A/N So the end was a bit AR, I know Alec doesn't have a cell phone, and probably has no idea what a text is, but I thought it was cute. Was it? Tell me in a review!