AN: so I totally left ya hangin before so ya winter break is over so sad too, and just when I was getting all happy inside. So I hope you will enjoy this chapter. Whom I kinding you all love this story….. right? RIGHT! Good now lets began! r

I just stood there paralyzed completely. Tsubasa was… dead. My fault its my fault.

"Leila?" Fai called I could hear him but then I couldn't. I could tell that everyone had their eyes on me worried.

"N-n-no no no no no NO!"I yelled running towards the door trying to slide it open. Someone was or some people were holding my arms trying to pry me away from the door. I struggled cursing at them to release me. They lightened their hold for a moment. "Let me go!" tears sprung from my eyes. " Darn it release me!" a stronger grip pulled me by my waist pulling me backwards. It was Fai.

"Stop it Leila you could get hurt," he warned. I didn't care I just wanted to save Tsubasa that's all. He gently but firmly placed one arm around my shoulders holding me. I could barely move in this position. "You have to calm down now."

"NO I have to save him TSUBASA!" my mind was fuzzy and all I could think of was him. "Darn it Yuui. LET ME GO!" I thought that would do the trick, but he just hanged tight to me. I finally tried contacting Tsubasa one more time, however instead of a sizzy sound it was mute. I froze in place feeling Fai release me slowly. "He's he's g-gon-gone no that," I fell to my knees looking at the door in front of me tears falling down my pale cheeks. "You promised to stay with me Tsubasa you said you'd follow me and that you wouldn't die." Even though it was a whisper I knew the others could hear. I also heard soft whimpers, most likely crying. "You jerk you promised me so why." "WHY ARE YOU BREAKING YOUR PROMISE!?" I pounded the door as hard as possible. This time everyone rushed over and tore me from the exit. "Why." After that I fell into a dark slumber.

I stood there not knowing a thing. The same black void I ended up in so many times. Then a sob echoed through out. "Hello?"

"Its you," that voice it was mine. I walked forward seven steps. The girl turned her head looking at me with tears. "I'm sorry," Yoru sobbed closing her eyes. Yoru my other. I knelt down holding her in my arms.

"Why am I crying," I thought out loud feeling my own tears. Yoru turned her head and sobbed into my shoulder.

"Tsubasa why him he didn't do anything it should have been me WHY!" she cried. I didn't know what she meant really but for some reason I didn't care.

"You love him?" she nodded. "Just like how I love Syaoran an Cloney huh." Suddenly all feeling in my body left. My heart didn't feel I thing I was broken. So we were.

Normal pov

Fai layed Leila gently on her bed. They just arrived at Makayla's mansion at last.

"I think I'm going to bed," Allison said tearing up and running out of the room. Regan and Ally did the same. Makayla gave a short glance to her friend before retreating to her own room. Sakura sat on Leila's bed side stroking her chocolate hair carefully.

"If this is a journey to retrieve my memories than why does it hurt innocent people," Sakura whispered with a single tear she let escape. Mokona snuggled herself next to Leila's cheek crying softly. Kurogane had a furious look plastered on his face. Fai still remembered when the girl called him by his real name. No one has called me that in so long he thought to himself. Syaoran and Cloney silently looked at the one who loved them without a second thought. She had told them both that she knew of their past and sins, but didn't care a bit what so ever. Syaoran felt Cloney grab his hand squeezing it. Syaoran was surprised to feel his clone's hand trembling. He looked at his face finding tears quietly making their way down his face. He held his clone's hand tight trying to comfort him. Fai looked at them noticing both boys were now crying and shaking.

"Let it out all of you," Kurogane said with a tremble of his own. Everyone including the ninja let tears over flow. Soon they left to sleep leaving the girl on her bed in her dreams. In the morning Allison decided to take Leila's food up to her. When she entered the girl was awake. Smiling she raced over there but her smile soon disappeared when she saw her friends face. The others came in finding Allison on her knees at the foot of the bed crying heavily into the sheets.

"Her eyes their," she broke into another fit of sobs unable to continue speaking. They went over to look and realized what the blonde meant. Leila's eyes were blank no light what so ever. Ally waved her hand infront of Leila's face, but the girl gave no response looking silently at the ceiling. Regan clasped her hands on her mouth as did Ally but with squeaky sobs. They all looked in horror and fright at the use to be happy charming bright girl. "Why did this happen Leila is a good girl always has been so why," she choked on her sobbing. "So why dear God please why did you do this to her I promise I'll be a good girl I'll read the bible everyday promise just bring her back to us please God I'm beginning you please." Makayla walked over and lifted Allison taking her to the other room. Fai knew this girl didn't care if you were a good guy bad guy she'd still love and care for you. But was this the destiny of one who loves all? Why would anyone hurt someone who would cry for you.

AN: DONE man I was crying through it while writing it. the way I was able to do this was I listened to Nightcore sad piano over and over again. Also if you cried please review it I'd like to know. Until next time bye.