This is not how it should happen, I know I should go after him right now, I know, but I simply...just can't.

7 Minutes too late

I don't want to go to that school, not anymore. I don't want to pretend I am okay, I don't care how I look and what people say, I don't care anymore.

It's my fault that he left, I did all those mistakes, I couldn't accept his feelings, I couldn't accept my feelings for him, because he is a guy.

But why it matters so much? He loves me. Well...he loved me.

Oh, no...My phone is ringing but it's too far and I am too lazy...

‚Do you know what's worth fighting for?'

‚When it's not worth dying for?'

He worth's dying for...

‚Does it takes your breath away'

‚And you feel yourself suffocating?'

Yes...

‚Does the pain weigh out the pride?'

‚And you look for a place to hide?'

What pride? I want to hide...

‚Did someone break your heart inside?'

‚You're in ruins'

This is annoying! I rose up and I took the phone and I answer it.

„Hello?"

I didn't look at who called me...

„Hey, Gaara, do you want to come to me this Saturday?"

„I don't know Naruto...I don't feel..."

„Neji will be there too, he has something important to tell us and he want's you to be there too. Everybody will be here at 8."

...

„Well?"

„ I'll think about it..."

„Fine, good luck, bye."

„Bye.."

And he hung up.

Naruto sounded worried, this is not like him at all. Did Neji told him something?

And why it matters? Why I ask myself if I know that I don't know the answer?

Oh...I want to go, it's in two days but what could Neji tell to be so important?

This is not worth dying for.

Now, it's Saturday morning and I decided to stay home today.

I am on my couch, looking at TV. There is no good movie today?

I rose up and I had turned on my computer, it's already 6. I will not go, anyway, so why do I feel so nervous?

I downloaded a movie that is supposed to be with action, no love. But my luck just expired at 7.35. The main character kisses a woman which he loves and outside is war. And he begins to take her clothes off, and to kiss her everywhere.

Outside, people are dying and he fucks a woman? It's supposed to be an action movie! But with not this kind of action!

Ring Ring Ring

Someone is at my door and the popcorn with caramel almost had jumped with the bowl too, from my lap and I quickly closed the movie because no matter who it is, I'm not watching at porno movies!

"Yes?"

"Oh, God, Gaara I am so happy to see you."

Oh no...

„I missed you so much. Give me a hug."

I closed the door in her nose. This woman that was in front of me it's completly insane, no matter how many times I told her that I don't like her, I really hate her, she will come to my apartment every time she visits her parents in Japan because she lives in Canada or something like that.

I don't even know her age, I tried so hard to forget her name and I finally succed. I still remember her face and her voice, haunting me in my nightmares. She is the kind of woman that will let you throw her away, and she will come back after a week and she will act like nothing bad had ever hapened.

She is a lot highest and taller than me and she has a hair that reminds me of Neji, the longitude and a little the colour... I walked back and forward, and I am thinking at the current situation, and I decided that I will stay home and I will ignore everyone.

I sit on the couch again,I turned on the Tv and I found a channel that tells the news for today, and I looked at the watch, is 7.52. Just 8 minutes left. I tried to pay attention at the Tv and to ignore that woman that is constantly ringing at the door and knocking at it.

I look at the Tv. And I see nothing. I hear the loud door, and then I look at the window. It's night already. I look at the clock again and there are only 7 minutes remaining.

In one second, I closed the Tv, I put the shoes in my legs, I got my jacket and my phone, and I unlocked the door and then I locked it again but this time I was in the same place where the woman is.

„I am sorry, I need to go somewhere, see you in a year."

„But, Gaara-chan..."

I ran as fast as I could and I didn't looked back. I have to go to Naruto and he lives at just some blocks away from my block.

I ran as fast as my legs could run and I arrived at Naruto, at 8.00.

I knocked at the door and no one had responded.

I knocked again and I heard someone's steps that is coming closer to the door. This might be Deja Vu but...

He opened the door, again. It's the same situation, it hapened before. Neji is in front of me, but I don't want to run, instead, he wants to walk away from me ,but I am wrong, this time is diffrent.

I ran, four steps and I hugged him from behind. We are still in the hall and I know he looks surprised but I don't care, I just want to say how I feel.

„I am so sorry. Please...don't ignore me."

„Is too late."

„What are you saying? Explain, please... Neji..."

I got off of him, and I looked in his eyes, searching for an answer, but his eyes are just sad.

I am about to cry and he seems annoyed, and he almost yells explaining :

„You came 7 Minutes too late Gaara."

To be continued...

I am sorry it's kinda short and it's not finished, yay, I got an wonderful ideea for the continuation of this two chapters: I dedicate this chapter and the next one to :gaarafreak89141. I thank you so much for your help. I hope I didn't disappoint my readers because it's not the last part, but Neji tried too much, now, it's Gaara's turn, and I just felt that I should end it there(this part, I mean).

I know what I will do in the next chapters, thanks to gaarafreak89141 , so if you really want the next chapter, the reviews are gladly accepted.