Third Person:
Over the next few days Leah does her normal thing, patrols, pack meetings, and even goes to the movies with Jacob a few times, taking care to avoid Bella. Not that she didn't want to rip Bella's head off, but she didn't want to hurt Jake. And Leah knew that the next time Bella p***** her off, it wuld be the b****'s last time speaking. Weeks passed, and Leah could feel a bit of tension in Jacob. She knew that it was indecision, because Leah could hear the thought of Jacob and Bella talking, over and over. It was getting old, but it hurt Leah that he had to play the memory so much. It clearly showed that he didn't know who he loved more.
Leah POV
I could feel the pull, this wasn't the normal pack meetings. It was Sam's howl, but soon I could hear Jacob's howl pierce the air. 'That's my call' I muttered.
"SETHHH!" I screamed into the house, forgetting that his ears were sensitive too.
"Ow Leah, what the hell? I could've heard you whisper. No need to yell."
"Sorry I forgot. Well are you coming?" I turned impatiently to him. The kid probably was sleeping, and he probably didn't hear Jacob's command for a meeting.
"Wha- Oh." His face fell as another howl pierced the air.
"Exactly, Jake doesn't sound happy. Let's go before he bites our a****." I ran up to my room and stripped down, phasing. I jumped out my window and caught up with Seth who was also in wolf form. As we ran, for probably about the millionth time, Jake played that scene, with him and Bella.
"Look Jake, I don't want to do this to you, but I think Leah is going to hurt you. She's hurt me too many times to count." Bella's face turns down into a pout. Rosalie and Jasper won't believe me on many things, and Rosalie hates me more. Leah's manipulative Jake, I want you to now that." If Bella could cry she would have.
"Bella, Leah and I- We belong together, like you and Edward belong together." It ripped Jacob's heart out to say that, and he gave her that look, which made her look down at her knees.
"Jake, I don't want to do this- but I have to, for your own good. Either you dump Leah and be my friend, the loyal one I know you are, or, you stay with Leah and I never talk to you again. Think about that." Jake was stock still.
"Bella, don't do this."
"Jake, I want you to understand that Leah is only gonna hurt you. I want you to be happy, but, not with her. She's gonna break your heart." She left, unknown to Jacob, with a smirk plastered upon her face.
It hurt me to see this over and over, just proof of indecision in Jacob's mind. I wasn't his immediate answer, though I should've been, after Bella put him through everything she did. But I wasn't. In Jacob's mind Bella was still a choice.
Jacob, stop thinking about that. It was Seth, he could probably sense my discomfort. It was then, and don't ask me why, that I started to sing some random country song. Well, not so random I guess...
If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone
With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide.
So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin' i start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye.
How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone.
Consider me a memory.
Consider me the past.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Just consider me gone.
Oh s***. I just sang a song about indecision on Jacob's part. The pack was speechless. And Jacob was on the verge of yelling.
So. Let's get started shall we? Jacob, what's the problem? It went on like this for a while, me egging the answers out of Jacob, the pack keeping still as his mind wandered to my performance and Bella's options.
Leah, He started abruptly. Oh no, I knew that tone. The same one Sam used before- No, don't think about that Leah.
Leah, Jacob's voice faltered.
Jacob, I'm not going to die. Say it. He didn't think anything.
GOD D*** IT JACOB JUST SAY IT! I was on the verge of tears, and him not speaking only made it worse.
Leah- I- I can't live without Bella. It's impossible for me. I turned away.
Leah!
Don't stop me Jacob. I think I get the right to walk away right now. To walk away and never come back. Go back to the b***** leech, and leave me alone. I hate you, and I never want to see your face or hear your voice again.
Leah..
Don't Jacob. And I did the only thing to hide where I was going. I sang the song again. Because it appeared that it some truth in my life.
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone
With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide.
So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin' i start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye.
How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone.
Consider me a memory.
Consider me the past.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Just consider me gone.
I ignored the callings of my name, swearing occasionally when Black said it. I left the song as my sound track, running to the same exact place I had met the vampire. I phased and changed into the tank top and shorts.
"Why don't you look pretty." I jumped out of my skin, then relaxed. It was just him.
"So how do you know everything about me?"
"Well. I'm sure you know that vampires have 'powers,' per say, right?"
"Yeah...."
"Well, my power is seeing the past of everyone. Like that spunky petite vampire, Alice, I think, right? Well, she can see bits of people's future, if its planned correctly. I can see people's past, when they tend to think about certain things a lot. And you, my dear, think an awful lot."
"Uh...Thanks?"
"No problem. So tell me, what brings you here?" My brain was telling me not to trust a vampire, but my heart was telling me to spill out everything. I was throwing common sense out the window. After all, aren't you supposed to listen to your heart? I took a seat on the grass.
"It's a long story," I warned.
"I think we have time." I settled down and took a deep breath. I would start from the beginning. The very beginning.
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