Ok so it's like 5am here I'm tired but since I took so long I decided to post another chapter and within 6 hours of posting Ch. 16. Wow two chapters six hours apart thats a record. ANywho I hope you enjoy this and I'm sorry if it's suckish I'm running on caffeine haha...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Alice P.O.V.

I'm sitting in English class wishing it would hurry up and end. I 'm so mad at Bella, that I let Jasper go ahead and sit beside me. Yes I'm that pissed she just lets that girl kiss her; she doesn't even attempt to move away. Throughout class I notice Bella keeps on glancing back in my direction trying to get my attention. I ignore her; I'm acting as if she isn't even here today. Finally after what seems like an eternity the bell rings and before Bella can even approach me I just jet out and walk to the library.

I reach the library after ditching Bella lucky for me she has to go to class and I have free period.

I walk in and sit down at my usual table to find Edward sitting there waiting for me like usual.

"Hey Alice how was your day?" Edward asks while putting his book down.

"Fine Edward, I'm just fine," I sigh.

Edward raises his eyebrow, "That real was convincing, there is something wrong come on just spit it out."

"It's just that…well I…you see," I stutter trying to find the right words.

"You miss Bella," Edward says it like it's nothing.

"Yes, I miss her so much Edward, it hurts not being with her," I feel my eyes starting to tear up.

"Then why not just talk to her and get her side of the story?" Edward asks.

"Because Edward I'm afraid…I'm afraid of what she may say," I reply.

Edward is looking at me intently now, "Alice, you are being silly, what do you think she will break up with or she just wants to be fuck buddies?"

I nod, "That's exactly how I feel, I don't just want a physical relationship, I want the whole deal, I want us to be the real deal."

Edward nods showing me that he is listening and he understands where I 'am coming from.

"Well all I can say is that the first thing you need to do is talk to her and then go from there."

"Yeah, I know Edward I just don't when I will do that."

"Well you could do it know, she just walked in and she is heading over here now," Edward tells me in a quiet tone.

"Edward this no time for joking," I glare at him.

"I'm not joking," he replies.

My head snaps over towards the door and damn, there she is getting closer and closer to our table.

"Hey Edward, do you think I talk to Alice for a minute?" She asks in a quiet tone.

Before Edward could respond I spoke up, "No Edward you don't have to move I'm not talking to her."

"Alice come on stop being stubborn I just want to talk to you please," she practically begs.

I look into her eyes and I just melt she looks so adorable when she begs. I did tell Edward that I would talk to her.

"Fine, you have five minutes, go ahead," I tell her.

"I was hoping we could go somewhere a little more you know private."

I raise my eyebrow, "Bella if you are trying to seduce me then it's not going to work."

Her eyes widen, "What, no Alice I'm not trying to do that I just want to talk, come on let's go."

"Where to?" I ask.

"I don't know let's just get out of here," she replies.

I look at Edward who is smiling he just nods at me, "Bella what about your class?" I ask her.

She rolls her eyes, "Damn the class you're far more important, now let's go."

She doesn't give me a chance to respond, she pulls me out of the library and out to the parking lot.

We both hop in the Porsche and I drive off towards the park. During the drive I remain quiet trying to keep myself together; I just wanted to yell at Bella. I wanted to release my anger on her but another side of me just wanted to kiss her senseless.

We pull up to the park and thank god it's empty, I step out of the car and a warm breeze hits my face. I walk over to the swings and sit down. Bella mirrors my actions and sits on the swing beside me.

The first five minutes or so there is absolute silence, I look over at Bella who looks like she is taking a test. Her face scrunches up and she shakes her as if she is thinking through a speech she's written for a class.

Finally she breaks the silence, "So how have you been Alice?"

Great I hope she doesn't plan on playing the beat around the bush card.

"I'm ok Bella, you?" I ask.

"I'm miserable Alice," she tells me in a quiet tone.

Wow I didn't expect her to say that maybe she will cooperate.

"Why are you miserable Bella?"

"Do you really need to ask Alice?" she pauses and looks over at me. "I miss you and I'm miserable without you."

Oh my god my heart just skipped a few beats.

"I miss you too Bella, but I…I'm just scared right now," I try to keep my voice even.

"Why are you scared Alice?" she asks.

I stood up she did the same we look into each other's eyes.

"I'm scared because I'm falling in love with you and I know you can have any beautiful girl you want," I pause and looking down, "I'm afraid that I'm not even worth your time, I don't just want to be a fucking buddy, I want to be something special to you."

Bella is looking at me with this unfamiliar look on her face; she grabs my hands and pulls me into hug.

"Alice, I want you and only you I wish there was a way I could prove it you and everyone else. I don't want those other girls because I already have the most beautiful girl in the world. I don't want you just because of sex. I would wait for you if that was what you wanted. You are very special to me Alice, you are my everything."

Ok now my heart is beating at an uncontrollable speed. I love this side of Bella, this sensitive caring side. I can't hold it no longer; my tears flow freely now, Bella pulls back and kisses each tear that falls.

I smile at her and peck her on the cheek then her lips. I look at her and I notice the look of lust in her eyes. I'm sure mine look similar to hers. She kisses me on the lips which quickly turn into a make-out session.

After fifteen minutes I decide that I want more, I want her right now.

"Bella let's take this to your hose," I whisper seductively in her ear.

She shoots me a cheeky grin, nods and carries me to the Porsche. We climb in and I speed off toward s her house. Once we got to her room she locked the door and I pinned her to the bed.

She laughs and wiggles her eyebrows, "Wow someone is eager."

"Just shut- up and kiss me Bella," I reply in a husky tone.

She flips us over, now I'm on the bottom, She nips at my neck and slowly takes my shirt. I can't take no teasing g not right now.

"Bella forget all of that just make love to me right now," I moan out.

Her eyes widen with shock then she smiles at me and nods. My jeans and panties disappear in a flash and now she is stroking me with her fingers. I moan in pleasure, she plunges two fingers into me and my hips automatically meets her fingers. I release quickly and Bella goes down on me licking up my juices. I'm so tired right now that I just flinch as her tongue does it job. She finishes up and moves back to kiss me on the lips.

"I love you Alice," she says after she pulls away.

"I love you too Bella, and next time I'm going to get you so look forward to it," I smile at her.

"I'm looking forward to it babe," she replies pulling me closer to her.

The rest of the time we just talked and cuddled. I can truly now without a doubt say that I'm happy.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Ok there you go I'm not satisfied with this chapter but...it's ok I hope for you guys so I know these are short but I'm still playing with some ideas! Um if you haven't done so already please review this and Ch. 16 as well! Thanks! I really appreciate it!!