Chapter 15

I woke up shielding the light out of my eyes. After my sight adjusted I noticed Sirius and James sitting at the foot of my bed staring at me.

"Finally" James sighed with relief.

"This really needs to stop happening." I grumbled sitting up.

"Where the hell have you been?" Sirius yelled.

"I don't think that it is any of you concern." I snapped back.

"When Laura is over here at 9 in the morning panicking because you haven't shown up and when we've been out every night searching for you," he yelled "then yes I think it does concern me."

"I'm fine see, still breathing" I shot back "now leave."

"I'll check on you later then" James said slipping out of my room.

"Well? Go on," I said motioning towards the exit.

"Nope, I think I'll stay." He replied not moving from his spot on the bed.

"Why even bother it's not like you even give a damn about me?" I screamed trying to kick him off my bed.

"Are you telling me I didn't care when I found you after Rudolphus raped you," he yelled causing me to cringe. "Then I carried you upstairs and stayed with you until morning."

"And I didn't care at all about you when your cousin dropped you off covered in blood from where your uncle kicked the shit out of you, I only stayed by your side until you woke up for mere amusement." He stated visibly red from his anger. "And I really didn't care when we had sex a few months ago, I mean god damn it Avery if you really think I didn't care you are as stupid as your uncle says you are."

"And I owe you for saving me those times, but you could at least acknowledge my existence every once and awhile," I admitted.

"I've been through a lot lately; I mean I cheated on Laura with my best friend."

"Why is that such a big deal for you, its not like you've never cheated before?" I scoffed.

"Don't you see Laura is different than the other girls, she doesn't want me because I'm popular she wants me for me. Besides we've never even seen the other naked and here I am sleeping with my best friend." He admitted looking at his shoes.

"Are you fucking serious?"

"Why yes, yes I am and you are?" he nervously chuckled noticing the glare he was receiving from me. "No but really all we've ever done is kissed."

"Wow, well if she's so different then why cheat on her and especially with me and on that date really Sirius?"

"My birthday?"

"No, that was the day I was supposed to be becoming a mother," I replied finding a sudden interest in the craftsmanship of my quilt.

"Shit, I forgot that was you due date, I'm sorry now I feel like a big jerk who took advantage on you."

"You didn't take advantage of me, I just want to know why me, why of all the girls at Hogwarts why did you sleep with me?"

"Because, shit how do I answer this?" he asked taking his hand through his hair.

"Honestly" I suggested.

He sighed trying to form the correct words in his head.

"Is it because you thought I was easy? Or maybe because I can't get pregnant so Laura would've never found out? Or was it because you weren't getting any from Laura?" I yelled.

"No I slept with you because I fucking love you alright, I love you there I said it."

"Oh" I replied being completely thrown by his answer.

"That's it? Oh?" he scoffed, before leaving my room.

"Wait, Sirius that's not." I said trying to run after him, but as fate would have it my foot got caught in my sheets sending me face first in the ground. "Shit, for once in my life can I do something of importance without hurting myself?" I asked toward my ceiling.

Managing to untangle myself and run down the hall without further complications, I wrenched open his door trying to catch my breath.

"You surprised me, that wasn't at all what I thought you were going to say, oh was just the first thing that popped into my head."

"I still shouldn't have said that, it's not like you return the feeling or anything." He said lifting his head from his hands.

"I never said I didn't" I admitted. It took him all of a millisecond to cross the room and lift me into his arms. Where he then looked down and smiled at me before capturing my lips in the most earth shattering kiss we had ever shared.

"We can't do this" I said pulling away and resting my forehead against his.

"What? Why?" he inquired.

"Your girlfriend Laura for one."

"That's easily fixed; I'll break up with her." He smiled kissing me again.

"That's not the only reason" I answered pulling away once more and he dropped me; Sirius Black fucking dropped me Avery Malfoy on my ass.

A/N: He admitted it! Hope this chapter was enjoyable, please leave comments, concerns, or criticisms in a review. Thank you all for reading, Hogwarts starts for them again soon, Yay!