Five…
Vader lay in bed that same night. Wondering if he should look in the journal again. He was already taking a trip down memory highway, why keep going? He knew that there was something in the book stating his former self turning to the dark side. The day Anakin Skywalker turned his back on the republic and joined the two faced jerk Palpatine. Vader sighed. There was no way he could go back in time to fix everything. He finally realized, he was the bad guy. He was the one causing so much hurt.
"She would never forgive me…" he thought to himself. "Quite frankly, I don't blame her," he sighed again. Grabbing the pink book he opened to his previous page.
And read.
Anakin is going to be a father. A great father. yeah right. I can see him holding his child. Free of pain, and loss. I've noticed something odd though. Anakin is spending more time with the chancellor than usual. When he comes home, he's always is a bad mood. Like something happened while he was gone. Anakin is usually happy when he comes home. But I think I'm going to let Anakin handle it. He is a smart man, he knows what he's doing.
"Yeah I totally knew what I was doing. Now look at me, I can't even live on my own!" he screamed and threw the book. This time he left it there. He'd finish reading it later. He couldn't stand to look at it anymore. He didn't want to remember. Remember what he did to her. To Obi-Wan. To everyone. He not only ruined their lives. But his own as well.