The blade slipped and went straight through sakura-chan's side. My eyes wanted to jump out my head, this was not good. I had to get up and help sakura, but I couldn't. I felt useless once again, I'd have to say I owe her my life. So It's time I sucked it up and helped my poor gently sakura. She did give her innocents to me and I did just waste it like kobayashi. I started to struggle to get up and he just laughed at me. I wanted his head and I wanted sakura to be ok. I didn't know anything except that I needed to get up, now! I grabbed the dirt and slid repeatedly while trying to keep a hold of the ground.

"Oh precious kakashi-kun, please stop making that nuisance of a nose"teased kobayashi. He lifted the blade and sakura tried to keep a hold of it so that it didn't hurt her further. She was in pain and I couldn't stand that face as blood started to drip from the edge of her mouth. The blade went up further it was nearly to main blood organ of the body, her body. The amount of blood spilling from her body was far to great for any human to be alive in less then 20 minutes.

"Sakura"I whispered while losing all body functions. Kobayashi dropped sakura and came over to me. I couldn't breathe, I was suffocating in my own blood. I wasn't going to die this way, no sakura was first priority.

"Funny funny, but I wonder how much longer you will last?"he questioned. This teasing was more then enough reason for me to slice his throat now, if only I could move. I needed to force up any strength I could, because sakura to was dieing. I only had a couple of breathes left I needed to help her immediately. I grabbed his leg and lifted slightly. He looked so shocked, I don't blame him I mean I was shocked myself. I managed to stand and look him in the eyes.

"Who said I would die today?"I stated. I punched him in the face and wobbled over to sakura. He let me do so and laughed louder then before. I was almost there, I could almost feel her. He stuck a kunia through her head as I reached her arm, it was over. I fell to the ground, I had failed. I couldn't protect her and I couldn't keep her arms distance. She was dead and it was all my fault. The sad part was, I probably wouldn't even be alive to live through the guilt for her. I had no ability to do anything, not even breathe. I was taking my last breathes and I guess that was fair. The frightening feeling you get when you realize your going to die here is horrible. I grabbed my chest and coughed up some blood. It splattered on the ground and I wanted to weep, but if I can't apologize to her what was the point. At this moment of time I had failed yet another person and lead them to death. But if you asked me if I was sad, I would answer yes. If you asked me if I loved her, yes. If you asked if I would regret her death, yes in a way it was my fault and no, because if I managed to save her karma would only kill her another time. I wouldn't know if the death would be worse or less painful, but I knew nothing now. I was going to be dead soon, maybe I could say goodbye to sakura in the between when I fall to hell. Kobayashi wasn't to blame it was me, I killed her. I couldn't save her, I couldn't protect her from kobayashi in the beginning. I hated to admit it, but it is true and I knew that.

"Bye bye kakashi sensei"kobayashi told me before I was gone. Hinata, poor hinata didn't know what happened or what was going on.

"Kakashi, kakashi sensei!"she screamed. She sounded a lot like sakura, not like I could actually hear it. Suddenly I woke up and found myself in a padded room. I had just dreamt that all happened except I did go insane. I was in a padded room in white night wear. Tsunade-sama was watching me from a camera. I was asleep for two years, I was in a coma like state. I thought I had felt all that, I thought I was in love. Most importantly I saw all those deaths repeatedly over and over and over for a full year. Even the little narrator tid-bits in the beginning were only a simple dream. I was a perfect sensei and friend tell a mission gone wrong. A jutsu that promotes death from insanity, but I went insane and fell asleep. The effects had worn off by now I suppose.

"Tsunade-sama I-I-I'm awake"I stated. She rushed over to the camera and peered in. Her eyes went wide and her heart rate ten times faster then usual. She rushed to my room and oped the door.

"Oh my, it really did happen. You came out of it, boy are the others going to be happy!"she shouted. She ran over to the other side of the room and embraced me lifting me higher then her head.

"I'm a little nasious"I said as she swung me around the room. She immediately stopped and looked at me seriously.

"So what was in the extremely long dream of yours?" She looked curious now with a slight sparkle with trouble. If I didn't tell her she would go ino on me.

"Um..."I couldn't tell her that my own fantasies created a word where I fall in love with sakura. "Death, lots and lots of death"I said with a slight chuckle, at least that was true. Her sweet curiosity turned into a sad frown.

"That could explain why your so different. You know with your speech and everything." She let go of me and gestured for me to go outside. I walked out and looked out into the village and shit I was out a while.

"Hey wheres naruto and sakura"well that was the good part I got another chance at life.

"What are you talking about, they died on that mission remember/"

"No!"I squealed. No not naruto to, no I couldn't do this again the last time was enough. I begged for them not to leave like this. My hands went up in a frightened yet protective pose.

"I'm just fucking with you"tsunade said with a laugh. I smacked her as she laughed. Laughing they all laughed I mean jesus christ can't they do anything else. I didn't want to hear laughter it reminded me to much of sakura's fake death.

"No, get this straight laughter isn't meant just to laugh it's meant to be something emotional!"I shouted. She was angry at the fact I had the guts to smack the hokage and the fact I got so upset. After I explained the whole thing, only because she pressed me against a wall and pressed a kunia to my neck. I went to see my students and they were happy to see me, but not as happy as I was to see them. I stood in the middle of the training grounds as the two hugged me.

"I missed you, are you ok"sakura said. I wanted that dream to be real just to the part where we sleep together. I got to feel her and comfort her, I got to see her true devotion to me. I loved it until the time she died the most realistic death out of all the illusions.

"Yah that's great"I said in my old voice of attitude. I had to go back to the ways were and never let sakura-chan know. I will always look at her with the eyes of a lover though.

SAKURA'S POV

He did it again another smoke shield of his terror for something. I knew what he dreamt about, I saw it within my own separating dreams. I saw my death, but most importantly his. I knew he wanted my love, but if I admitted it he'd only think it was from the dream. If he said that he technically would be right, because that dream really made me think. I would let him believe I love him as a father until the perfect time. That time would most likely never come and I hope that wasn't the case. I could fall for anyone, but I wanted kakashi, after all he did have regret now lol.

"Please, never fall in love with a man named yuki"he begged me. Funny isn't it that everything he says now I finally understand.

"Don't you mean kobayashi"I teased him while hugging him.

NARRATOR

And so the two lived on never knowing each others true feelings. Sakura later in life fell in love and several children, she still held a opening for a certain sensei. Kakashi went on acting as if the old grandpa who brought candy for his grand-kids, sakura's kids to be exact. The tail started the same with kakashi wanting her, but in the end had two changes. Kakashi didn't fall over in his obsession and sakura didn't ever show her love in a teasing way. They will forever have a urge that could never be filled.

The story is over and I hope you enjoyed it. Oh and for the few that liked this story and want more read "Sasuke My Love" it's sorta a sequel to "sakura my love."