I found this in an old notebook of mine:') Actually thought it was adorable. Let me know you think!:3
What if I really did... well, romantically love him? I think I maybe do. If Master found out, he would never think of me in the same way ever again, and might even want me to stay away from him. I would do anything for that to not happen.
It's not like I have a chance with him anyway. Not only because I'm me, and it's taboo and everything, but because of Marian. He's completely obsessively in love with her! He does anything he can for her, including abandoning us!
I feel myself get angry so I take a few deep breaths. I don't like getting angry. I sigh as I realize I'm crying now. Oh, what a surprise. Just like every other night since I met Robin. It was stupid and pathetic to cry over him- I knew that. I just couldn't help it.
Suddenly, I feel a firm yet soft hand grip my shoulder and the grass rustle as someone sets themselves besides me. I turn to face whoever it is and tell them I wished to be alone, but I fall silent however, when I see the man I'm completely besotted with looking at me with worry. I quickly go to wipe the tears away from my face, but I know it's pointless. He's already seen me crying. Before I could wipe away tears, Robin takes my hands in his and just stares at me for a while, his brow creasing with worry. Then he embraces me, something I was totally not expecting but also something I was willing to comply to. I hugged him back tightly. I loved our rare hugs; a soft sigh escaped my lips as I allowed myself to enjoy the contact.
"Much..."
"I'm sorry, Robin." I say, although I don't know what I'm apologizing for.
"Much, it's alright. I'm here." He hold on me tightens and he kisses the top of my head, causing my heart to flutter miserably. "I'm always here, Much."
That's how we fell asleep that night; me wrapped comfortably in the arms of a man who could never love me.