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Chapter 38

EPOV

Man, last night was a long night. Bella really got shook up. I don't think I have ever seen her like that. I stayed with her again last night. We hung a sheet up until we could get someone out there to reside the house. It needs it anyway.

Bella told me she wants to talk to me and we just ran out of time last night but I will be talking to her tonight. Jacob gets the kids after school today and my parents are keeping Amanda for me, so it will be just me and Bella.

Just me and Bella, no kids, man I can make her scream. Oh man this is going to be great.

"Dr. Cullen, we need you in curtain one." One of the E.R nurses pulls me from my wonderful fantasies. Maybe that's a good thing; I don't think people want to be treated by a doctor who is sporting a pup tent.

BPOV

"Okay Bella, spill. We got interrupted yesterday, and there is none else here but us girls." Alice pipes up setting down her tea.

After the drama yesterday, it was too late for lunch, so he rescheduled for today, tea and coffee at my place. So now we are all around my table and they are waiting for details.

"Okay, okay, where do I start?" I hold my hands up in surrender.

"Well, Bella, the beginning is always a nice place to begin." Rose smirks while sipping her coffee.

"Well… he showed up here the other night. I was just getting out of the tub and I thought I heard a car door. So being me I grab my robe and headed to the door. As I get close the nob moves a little. I freeze at first but then I rip the door open ready to give whoever it is a piece of my mind. It was Edward; I guess he has been stopping every night after work to check my door to make sure it's locked. Well you can imagine what he saw. He walks right in my door and picks me up and we start makin out like high school kids. You guys I swear had the kids not been home it would have been on right there." We all giggle.

"Oh Bella, you are too funny. What are you going to do when "the honeymoon stage" is over and that shit stops?" Leah asks.

"Well if he is meant to be mine that will never go away."

"Okay enough of that continue on." Angela waves her hand excitement dancing in her eyes.

"Alright… alright… alright, so he tries to undo my robe, well, I stop him." They all look at me shocked; I hold my hands and continue. "I didn't want the kinds to come down to that, so I suggested we move to the bedroom. You guys he carried me to the bedroom. I close the door and he puts me down and pins me to the wall. No shit you guys I was so turned on by that alone…After a few minutes of makin out we moved to the bed. Let me tell you," I pause and look at Leah "this stays here." She nods. "He can do things with his mouth that I have never felt before. I was instantly soaked you guys. That tongue should be counted as one of the deadliest sins. I don't think I have ever come that hard in my life. That is until he entered me. You guys I swear, right there, Jesus appeared. I was dizzy when he was done. I would sleep with him every night if I could." They all look stunned.

"Holy shit Bella, you have never talked like this before." Angela squeals.

"Okay, Bella listen closely. I am about to give you some advice whether or not you want it, I recommend you just do it. You need to move Edward in. you guys are so good together and I see how you look at him and besides you gave him a key, he looks in on you all the time- and he has a key for heaven's sakes." She repeats.

"I don't know Ali; don't you think it's too soon?"

"Bella, I'm pregnant, and Rose here is getting married and we have been with them about the same amount of time you have been with Edward. Do you love him?"

All I do is nod.

"Wrong question Alice." Rose buts in with a cat that ate the cannery look "Bella, are you in love with him?"

All I can do is shrug. All three gasp, as Leah asks "What?" in response

"That's why Bella can't settle down. To Bella, loving someone and being 'in love' with someone are two different things and Bella has never been able to say she is in love. James has done a number on her and she has a hard time trusting anyone to fall in love." Angela fills in Leah. Leah nods slowly.

"You would already be aware of all that though. I mean Jake would have said something." I say.

"Honestly, Bella, Jake only tells me a few unimportant things. He is really worried about you though. I didn't even know you had a nasty divorce until yesterday."

"Okay it's getting to heavy in here. So… Bella are you going to move Edward in or not?" Alice looks at me.

"Maybe I will ask him on Valentine's day. Then well will have been together almost half a year."

"If that's the case then what's with all the purple Bella?" Rose calls me out with a cork of the brow.

"Shut it Rose."

I quickly change the subject to Rose's wedding plans and that, thank god above, is what we end our coffee time on.

Jacob POV

On my way to pick up the boys I think about what happened yesterday and how they plan to explain that stupid sheet on the side of the house. I stop in front of Bella's house and get out. Bella is so lucky her job lets her have all of these breaks. Luck of the draw I guess, Bella is a hard worker though so it only works that she gets the breaks.

"Dad!' Billy comes running up to me.

"Hey little Bill." I pick him up and cuddle him.

"Hey Jake." Seth strolls up to me he has a strange look on his face. He looks almost like he feels guilty about something.

"Seth, what's up big guy?"

"Well see… I want to go stay with Amanda and her grandparents this weekend." He looks up at me.

"Oh sure, sure" I nod receiving a sympathetic look from Bella.

"Thanks Jake" he hugs my leg and darts to the house. A second later he opens the door and hollers to Bella. "Mom, where's your cell?"

She twists his direction "On the coffee table, make sure you use the black one not the gray one."

"Thanks" and he is gone.

"Well looks like it's you and me Billy."

"I don't care" he leans down for me to release him and hops in the truck.

We leave and I leave Seth behind. I swear that is so hard. I love that boy so much but this is what makes him happy. I can't help but wonder if he will ever call me dad again. Or look at me like his dad for that matter.

BPOV

"Bella," Edward calls as he walks through the door.

"In here." I place my book on the table so I am free to give him my undivided attention.

"Hello love" he kisses me in the forehead. "How was your day?"

"Oh good, I got a lot done. I really think I need to get a car soon though. I have three appointments in two weeks. Oh that reminds me; one of those days I will need someone to get the kids. Can you get them for me? I will be back to start supper but I won't be back in time to get the kids."

"If I can't, I'm sure one of our parents can." I nod smiling. "So what did you want to talk to me about, it has been driving me nuts all day. Have I done something wrong?"

"No Edward, I just have an idea that I want to run past you."

He breathes a sigh of relief. "Okay, go ahead."

"Well, it's about Amanda." He nods "She is here all the time and I am feeling guilty for putting her on the couch in the toy room all the time. I have those guest rooms so I thought I would put her in one of those. I want to paint it purple and I already bought purple curtains and sheets."

"You, want my daughter to move in here without me?"

"No, what I want to do is give her-her own room. She is here so often I think she needs her own space." I think I have offended him so I try to back pedal. "She doesn't have to; I just thought it would be good for her. I remember when I was younger I loved my room it was a great place to read, and be alone."

"Bella, I don't mind." He wraps his arms around me "Now are we going to be alone on my evenings off this weekend." He playfully asks.

I giggle "You bet Dr. Cullen."

He growls at me. This puts instant moisture in my panties. "Bella, do you have any idea what that does to me? That day in the hospital when you hurt your wrist was the hardest time for me. You blushed the second I walked in, now I every time I walk in that room I remember your blush." He lowers his voice to almost a whisper. "You are so beautiful, love."

He presses his lips to mine, grabbing my face roughly. He leans over me as our tongues wrestle between our mouths. He pulls away "Bella I meant what I said the other night. I want to make you scream, now that there are no kids in this house."

"Well I bought something last weekend I thought you might like it." His brow curves in curiosity. "Wait here in those." I point to his scrubs. "In about five minutes come up to the bedroom" I try to hold the smile at bay.

I go to my room, the second I am in there I rush to the closet. I pull out the naughty nurse outfit I got for Edward, change, and sit on the bed. Earlier I changed the sheets so the bed has white sheets and a fluffy white comforter. I crawl to the center of the bed and lean back on my hand and crossing my legs slightly, letting myself sink in to the down blanket.

I just get situated when Edward walks in. His eyes scan the room and lock on me. I smile the most innocent smile I can manage. It works because he stalks over to the bed. "Well nurse Swan, what can I do for you."

"Dr. Cullen, I think I have a big problem. Do you think you can help me… doctor?"

He groans again, climbing on the bed with what can only be described as hunger in his eyes. "Oh my god, Bella, you are going to kill me."

"Oh come on doctor you're supposed to be making me scream your name." I challenge

Edward reaches up my skirt coming in contact with nothing. His eyes widen as he looks down at the bottom of my skirt and back up to my eyes. He takes a deep breath through is nose making his nostrils flair. I give him my most innocent smile.

He slides his finger in with no resistance because I am already ready for him. "My god Bella you are so wet." I nod reaching for the top to remove it. He grabs my hand, "No leave it on, I will work around it." His is voice thick with want. "Please for the love of god leave it on" he sounds like he's begging. I can't help but feel that satisfaction of an easy score.

He massages my breast through the top but slides his hand back down and resumes with those glorious fingers. I feel a coil start in my stomach and he stops.

"Don't Stop!" I panic. He chuckles at me, starting to roll up the bottom of my skirt. Lowering his head he starts to kiss up my thigh heading straight for where I want, until he moves right over that spot to the other leg. I groan, gaining another chuckle. I don't think he realizes just how close I am to flipping him over and riding him cowgirl style.

Painfully slow he moves back to the center. I spread my legs to silently beg him. I am rewarded with that glorious tongue sliding up and circling my already sensitive clit. I moan without thinking because it feels so good. After a minuet he adds a finger pumping it in and out slowly. My hips involuntarily jump, so he adds a second finger and speeds up is movements. Before I know what to think I am moaning his name with my release quickly following.

He moves back up over my body and starts to unbutton my top, kissing my cleavage as he unbuttons farther down. As soon as my shirt is open his eyes widen again at my lack of bra. He latches on to one of my breasts and starts to suck firmly, flicking his tongue over my nipple.

"Oh my god… Edward." I grab the hair on the back of his head to encourage him.

He grabs my other breast and starts massaging, gently brushing his thumb over my nipple. Releasing my breast from his mouth he looks up at me. "I hope you don't think I am done with you just yet." The cocky half grin fuels the fire with in me taking my breath away.

He goes back to work on my breasts, switching sides after a little while. I grab his hair again with both my hands this time arching my back. I feel one hand slide down my stomach heading to my womanhood again. I feel a groan building so I let it out to let him know I am in heaven with all of his movements. Again I feel the coil build in the pit of my stomach and he stops. I huff a breath as he releases my tit at the same time. Before I can protest his head is back down between my legs licking like a starving man with a sucker. His hand slides up my torso landing on my breast, pinching my nipple lightly. An all-out fire runs from the soles of my feet to the crown of my head as my release flows through me again. This one causes me to yell.

"Son of a bitch, that feels good." Edward is hovering over me now with a shit eating grin on his face. "Well don't you look so proud of yourself." I reach down and wrap my hand around his rock hard shaft. Sliding my hand down and back up running my thumb over the head feeling jerk.

He reaches down grabbing my wrist. "Bella stop, I want to be inside you right now." He pins my hands over my head and slides in. We both moan at the pleasure.

"Yes…yes…yes…that feels so good." Words are flying out without my permission because he is that good. He continues to move his hips as he latches on to my breast again. I can't take too much of this, so I plant my feet and raise my hips and start matching him pace for pace from underneath the cage his arms now have me in.

"Holy shit Bella. That feels amazing" he moans out.

The room is filled with "uhs" and "ahs" as I get close to another release.

"I can't hold on. Come for me love, one more time." He begs. This causes my orgasm to flood my body-hard making him accomplish his goal, I screamed in pleasure. He follows two seconds later.

In post sex bliss he collapses on me. I can't get the satisfied grin off my face. Even as my breathing settles down to normal I still feel like I am floating.

I get up to take off my outfit because as cute as it is and as much as he likes it, it's not something I want to sleep in. "I didn't ruin this did I?" he grabs my skirt as I remove my shirt. I shake my head no. "Good because I want to see this again, and again. How did you know I have a naughty nurse fantasy?"

I giggle "I took a shot in the dark. You're a doctor so I thought I would try the nurse before I did any of the other ones."

His eyes light up like a kid at Christmas. "There's more?" I giggle and nod as I remove the skirt. "Really, how many, what are they, when can I see them?" he fires off questions without breathing.

"Edward," I chuckle again. "I have plenty more but you have to be patient. I like to surprise people, so I will tell you nothing more about them. I am always open to requests though." I wink.

He leaps off the bed rushing towards me causing me to squeal like a high school girl. "Bella you have no idea what the possibilities in my head are doing to me."

I reach down to feel and he is hard again. "Oh think I have a really good idea." I taunt him as I walk over to the bed, grab a hold of the foot of the bed, and bend over completely naked.

He got the idea. He leans over me and kisses my neck whispering, "You are so perfect, you know what I want without me having to say a word."

I look at him over my shoulder and give him my sugar sweet smile before making my demand because damn it his whispering turns me on. "Edward, shut up and fuck me, please" I say in an innocent as possible voice.

I am rewarded instantly. He grabs my hips and slides in at a medium pace, groaning.

It doesn't take long and we both reach our climax with moans and sighs.

Looking at the clock I realize he need some sleep now. I lead him to his side of the bed, "Edward its late, lay down." He lies down, I make him flip to his stomach and massage his back until he falls asleep. Come on the guy just gave me four amazing orgasms, after working all day, it the least I can do.

When his breathing steadies out, I stop, walk over put on his scrub top, climb back into bed and roll onto my side to get comfortable. As if sensing me there he slides his arm over me and pulls us closer together, nestling into my hair.

"Mmm…Bella…I love you." He breaths out so softly I wonder if I even hear it right.

I manage to convince myself that I didn't hear it and snuggle into him, and my pillow, and fall asleep quickly.

"Beeellllla, oh Bella, where are you? I know you don't want me to hurt him. Just give me what I want and I will go away." There is nothing but black and James.

I leap from behind the door "James he is not yours, he never was, I will not let you have him."

"Mama, what's goin on?"

"Seth - NO! Stay there please baby."

"Seth, hey boy, you know me?" Seth shakes his head "I'm your dad"

"No my dad is right there" he points to a figure standing there.

"Bella please, I can help" The figure says.

"Edward, where the hell is the light in this place I can't see you."

"Mama, please, tell me what is going on. I am little scared." I hear my son beg.

"Come here son I will take care of you." James sneers.

"NO!" I scream as Seth floats closer to James

"I can't help it mama, I'm sorry I can't stop him" Seth has terror in his face. "Mama I need you."

I bolt to my son, but get abruptly stopped by sharp pains in my side, head, leg, and shoulders. I look up and there is James holding my wiggling, screaming son. I can't move. I literally can't do a thing.

"Mama HELP ME!"

Tears start to fall "NO ! Edward, Help me, I can't move, Edward get my baby! Please"

I see Edward dart in front of me, following closely, I hear a gun shots. "NO! SETH EDWARD! NO, NO, NO."

"You didn't decide so I decided for you. They both die. Now, because I am so nice I will let you live, heart break and all. I told you not to fuck with me. See ya round B~.

"Noooo!"

"Bella… Bella… Bella…" Edward!

"Edward?"

"Wake up love, it's only a dream. Shhh"

"Edward, it was so bad." I wail with tears dripping from my face.

"It's alright love, it wasn't real… it wasn't real."

"Oh Edward,"

He holds me for as long as I need to calm down. The alarm wakes us up way too early. As soon as I open my eyes I am loaded with guilt for waking him in the middle of the night. I go to get up with him so I can start the coffee he didn't sleep well last night because of me, so I figure I will tough out the day with him.

"Bella what are you doing, you don't have to be up this early."

"I know but I want to"

"Bella, I call bull shit."

"Well that's an offly dirty mouth you have there, Dr. Cullen." I smirk as I look over my shoulder sitting up, attempting to distract him.

He groans "Bella, you need to stop, I have to get ready for work."

Mission accomplished.

"Bella is that one of my scrub tops?"

"Nope, it's now mine." I flirt as I walk out of the room.

I go down start the coffee and though some English muffins in the toaster. I set out the jam and butter and wait by the toaster. My coffee pot beeps telling me it's done so I pull out two cups and pour coffee in them as the toaster pops up. I fix Edwards English muffin, and when he walks in the kitchen I set his plate and coffee in front of him.

"You know I could get used to this," he gives me that smirk that makes me melt.

"I bet" I smirk back. Suddenly I feel like I need to apologize for last night, well not all of last night but… "So…um…Edward…I want to apol…."

"Bella, you don't have to, it's fine. A dream is the subconscious way of working things out."

"Okay you talk to your dad way too much." I tease.

He chuckles, "I have to go love."

"Have a good day at work dear." I use a June Cleaver from 'Leave it to Beaver tone', but mean for him to actually have a good day. He gets a dreamy look in his eyes but shakes it away quickly. "What?"

"Nothing, have a good day love," he gives me a chaste kiss on the lips and leaves.

As I walk back into the house I hear my work phone ring.

"Hello,"

"Bella, its Bob"

"Yeah, is everything alright?"

"Well I just got a call from personal."

"Okay…"

"Someone, by the name of James, called and was asking questions about you. Are we allowed to give out your information to this man? I hear you and Dr. Cullen are seeing each other but I know you have two boys with fathers too."

"When did he call?" My heart is racing with panic. "What exactly did he want?"

"He wanted to know if you worked her and what your schedule is. We didn't tell him anything due to confidentiality laws, but I thought you should know."

"Yes…uh … thank you Bob, I will handle it. Please let me know if he contacts you again and tell him nothing."

"Bella is there a problem I need to be aware of?"

"No, no everything is fine. I apologize for the trouble. I will not let it happen again." I rush off the phone to call Emmett and Rose.

Boy he is getting ballsy huh…ok here is where you give your opinions- press review and leave it… thanks.