Walt's journey continues –after Wanted Man
**Spoilers***
My pursuit is relentless. My will cannot be broken. It's time. Time for me to finish what I started two years ago in Denver and exact justice for my sweet Martha. This focus has allowed me to channel the energy and not let Vic be a distraction to my thoughts and deeds.
Ethos anthropos daimon.Character is fate.
My character will determine my fate with Vic. My character will not allow me to travel deeper with her while she is a married woman. Sean really has nothing to worry about from me or from her which tells me he does not understand his wife. Not in the least.
Lucian understands my code. He is cut from the same cloth. I am glad he is by my side and is traveling this part of the journey with me. A violent death. A violent death. His words echo in my mind. Martha's fate was determined by external evil forces. Forces hell bent on punishing me. They were true to their character but they must also know that I will be true to mine and be rigorous in my pursuit no matter how delayed.
The pain it has caused cannot be measured. It cannot be restored but I will not let this pass and I too will exact pain and anguish. Enough for a lifetime. This one and the next.
Vic's questions about Philly resonate with me and I understand our kinship, perhaps more than she ever will, as I understand who she is at her core and I know that is why I love her. Stupid choices she made in her youth were just her unwitting attempts to find herself and be true to her spirit. She aligned herself with the wrong guide, in Ed Gorski, something not so strange with the blindness of youth. She is here now. With me now. I am a proper guide. I have traveled her road. She is safe with me. She will always be safe with me. Vic, at heart, will always choose right over wrong. Good over evil. She is true to those she loves and that is something more for me to love about her. She will never replace Martha but then again she is not meant to replace her.
Just as character is fate, water seeks its own level, and I am a man who needs to love the right woman. Vic and I will be partners for a lifetime in one way or another.
My prayer is that I survive the battle and not bury any more of those I love.
Evil will be defeated, at my hand, of this I am sure.
In this lifetime.