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How Did I Fall in Love With You

Chapter 10

Edwards POV

I woke up to the bright sun glaring into my eyes. That annoyed the shit out of me. Fuck! I was so tired from the party yesterday and I needed as much sleep as I could. But now that was clearly impossible now that I'm awake. I looked at my clock and it said that it was 3:30 p.m.

Ugh! Wow how fucking great!

I felt a slight hangover from drinking last night but it wasn't something I couldn't handle. I bet Emmett cant even get out of bed right now. My head trying to scramble on what happened yesterday.

Bella walking down the stairs making her grand entrance, Bella dancing in the limo, Bella dancing in the dance floor, giving Bella the ring, Bella, Bella, Bella…

It seems like Bella's the only thing I could ever think about now. My head and thoughts all concealed of Bella.

I pushed the pillow into my face and kept it there until I felt completely stupid.

What was I doing?

As I got up from my bed, I suddenly remembered that I carried Bella into Alice's room after she passed out in the party.

My heart suddenly leaped and felt alive again. This was nothing I ever felt before. A feeling that you cant explain. It was a strange feeling and yet it felt good. A feeling that took over your whole body. A feeling of happiness, joy, excitement, and pleasure all at the same time.

I ran as fast as I could towards Alice's room. Like my life depended on it. I scanned it quickly, but she was no where to be found. I saw the bed I put her in gently, flat and properly fix.

I felt a sudden lump in my throat that I couldn't get rid of. I tried to swallow the lump, but it was clearly impossible. My heart sank and it felt useless inside me. Like the life inside of me was gone and I had no other reason to live.

She was gone.

Alice came out of her organized bathroom and it looked like she just finished a shower.

"Alice what happened to Bella?" I asked. I hope she couldn't hear how depressing my voice sounded.

"she left about an hour ago. She had to go home to spend the day with her parents. Hey are you okay? You look like complete shit. Worse than Emmett I must add" Alice looked at me with curious.

"yeah I'm ok. I'm just beat! The fucking party took a lot from me." I told her.

"okay, well there's food downstairs, but you might want to take a shower first. You smell like expired alcohol." she said playfully and making a disgusting look in her face.

"ha ha very funny Alice!" I snuck behind her and a strand of her short black hair.

"ouch! Ugh Edward I hate it when you do that!" she was ultimately pissed! She had her hands up in the air and it looked like she was about to hit me.

That looked like my queue to leave. I rushed out of her room before my midget sister had done damage on my face. And quite frankly, I was terrified of Alice.

My stomach wanted to go downstairs and eat, but I protested against it. I need a shower as soon as possible. I took a whiff of myself and almost puked during the process. Besides I hated smelling like this.

I took a really hot shower that seemed to burn my skin, but it relaxed my muscles and helped my untangle my thoughts. It kept me sane for a little while. I closed my eyes and tried not to think, but every time I shut them, I see Bella's face. It was impossible to escape this. I had to develop some kind of OCD or something. There had to be some thing wrong with me.

With a big sigh, I got out of the steamy shower. I wrapped my self onto my towel and tried to keep the heat from escaping my body.

I headed towards my closet and tried retrieve a comfortable outfit for the day. I ended up with a pair of blue jeans and a regular shirt I frequently wore. It was soft and yet it was very stylish, to my opinion. But if you ask Alice, it is described as 'fashion suicide'.

I made my way downstairs to fill my stomach with as much food as I can. I went to the fridge to get some microwavable things I could eat. I scanned the whole fridge, and it seemed we needed to visit a grocery store as soon as possible. I settled with a microwavable hot pocket and put it in the microwave.

I went to the couch and turned on the TV. I flipped through the channels not paying attention to what was playing. I settled on the food channel. I tapped my finger impatiently and waited for my hot pocket to get done.

Does it really take this long to microwave a hot pocket?

Just as I was about to get up from the couch to retrieve my food , when the doorbell rang.

Who the fuck could this be? Ugh! Great, perfect timing!

Aggravated I stomped to the front door, not bothering to looking in the tiny hole. I opened the door with much force, than necessary.

That's when her face caught me off guard.

Is this really her? that's impossible. I mean, what was she doing here?

"Edward" Tanya said in a low whisper.

I opened my mouth to say something, but I couldn't find my voice.

What the fuck was she doing here? She broke my heart. She didn't belong here. I mean the last time I saw her was about 2 years when we broke up. I demanded an explanation from her but all she said was that I was a boring person and I need to live more. That I was suffocating her. We were clearly not meant to be.

I still remember everything that happened that night. It was like a distant memory that can never be erased.

"Edward." she said a little audible this time.

I stood there staring at her with hate full gazes. Why was she here? I just wanted her to leave. Leave before all the pain comes back for me. Leave before I turn weak again.

"what are you doing here Tanya?" I sounded almost rudely.

"we need to talk. We need to talk things through." she said in a brief tone.

"there's nothing left to talk about! We broke up. End of story!" I was practically screaming and I knew if I didn't control my emotions everyone would go downs stairs to see what the ruckus was about.

I was about to close the door in her face with as much force as I could, but she caught it before it went any further.

"wait Edward! I know that what I did was a big mistake. A really big stupid mistake. I love you and I want you back."

What? I'm confused right now. She wants me back but why? Its been 2 fucking years without her and I finally feel free. But the was way I feel for Tanya will never change. She was a part of me, a really big part of me. But is it possible that someone else took her place in my heart?

She looked into my green emerald eyes and I didn't exactly know what to feel right now. But when I look into Bella's brown chocolate eyes, I feel excitement, passion, happiness, all at the same time.

I was just standing there speechless like a complete dumb ass. But I seriously did not know what to do anymore.

Tanya suddenly took my face carefully into her hands and crushed my lips into hers. It started out as a normal kiss, but I wanted to pull away. I felt nothing anymore. I just felt like there was an empty void in my heart that needed to healed.

I pulled away and saw her expression. It was a mix of fear and happiness. Fear because she might have pushed it too far too soon, and happiness because her lips touched mine.

"Edward, please says something. I hate it when you don't talk. Please." Tanya pleaded.

"honestly Tanya, I don't know what to say anymore."

"Edward, like I said before. I want you and I still love you. I know you feel the same way too. I want you back and I don't want you to marry this Bella girl."

"okay, Bella's not just a girl. She's really sweet, kind, caring, and the most amazing person Tanya."

"okay Edward. I know that this is happening too soon, but I needed you to know that I still love you. If you want to talk, I'm staying at the Palace hotel."

And with that she left without another word.

I was so confused I didn't know what to do anymore.

It feels like my feeling for Tanya came back but it wasn't as deep as before. It like someone else took her place in my heart…

So what did you guys think? Now that Tanya's back in Edwards life, what will happen next?

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