HEY ALL! This is the third chappie of Adopted! YAY!
it starts off were it left off in the last chapter.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own the mortal instruments or it's characters Cassandra Clare owns em'

He started to write…

Hey mum, Hey Dad,

I know I should be happy right now, I know Jace, Iz and Max are, but I just can't be happy.
If you hadn't already noticed we've all been Adopted, I know your probably thinking Alec be happy! They'll give you a better life than the one at the orphanage! But I just can't be happy I mean, as hard as they try they'll never, NEVER! Be my parents, you guys are and you guys will always be my parents even though you aren't even here anymore…

I'm sorry.
Love Alec.

Alec shut his journal, ever since his parents died he wrote in that notebook every day. Just to say hi, or that he was sorry. He wrote every little thing in that notebook, all his secrets all his thoughts, everything.
He just hoped that his parents could see it, you know up there in the sky. He wanted his parents to know stuff even though they aren't even here.

Alec threw himself down on his new bed, he put his journal away in his back pack and threw the back pack across the room, and it hit the floor with a loud thud.
The door to the room opened and Magnus stood in the doorway.
"Hi!" Magnus greeted.
Alec turned away from the door, away from Magnus.
He heard Magnus sigh "Dinners ready."

Alec pushed himself off the bed and followed Magnus out the door. He trudged down the steps and into the kitchen, everyone was already seated. Alec pulled out a chair, scraping it loudly across the floor. He sat as far away from everyone as possible.

"You can all start eating now" Vicky said.
Alec watched as everyone dug into their dinner, he pushed his food around his plate not really feeling up to eating.
"Alec are you okay?" Jeffery asked.
Alec nodded moving the pasta around his fork and watching it slide off the fork onto the plate.
"You should eat something" Vicky urged.
Alec shrugged and pushed the pasta more around his plate.
"Alec" Jace said "eat something, you haven't had a proper meal in like forever!"
Alec sighed and spun some pasta around his fork and ate it. He had to admit it was pretty good, but it wasn't as good as his mother's pasta, Pasta that he'll never get to eat again.

A huge wave of guilt came crashing down on him again, why was he here? He thought, oh right because it was my fault, He answered for himself.
Alec stood up pushing the chair out and he ran upstairs to his room ignoring every ones stares and protests, he could feel tears forming in his eyes.
He slammed the door shut behind him and buried himself under the covers of his new bed.
He stayed under the covers with tears streaming down his face, the regret and guilt tearing him apart even more. Nearly everything he does reminds him of his parents, reminds him that it was his fault.
His fault they aren't here.

Alec's door opened and he buried himself further under the covers, he didn't want anyone to see him like this.
"What the hell is your problem" he heard Magnus ask.
"You're being such a drama queen!" Magnus told him "I get it you never wanted to be adopted but seriously can't you just be happy!"
Alec felt something land on him, he sat up and wiped his face as best as he can he looked at what Magnus threw at him and saw that Magnus had thrown his backpack at him.
"Oh…" Magnus said, Alec looked at Magnus and saw worry, concern and guilt written all over his face. Alec then realised that he must look like a mess, tear tracks down his face and his hair sticking up wildly, but he didn't care.
Magnus walked over, but tripped over something, Alec watched as Magnus bent down and picked it up.
"What is this?" Magnus asked, Alec saw what Magnus had picked up.
It was his journal.
It must have fallen out when Magnus threw my bag at me, Alec thought.
Alec got up fast and snatched out of Magnus's hands.
"What the hell?!" Magnus yelled.
Alec ignored Magnus and went back under the covers of his bed. He felt the bed sink down a little when Magnus sat down.

"Alec" Magnus called.
"Come on Alec" Magnus said poking Alec "I'm sorry for yelling."
"Alec" Magnus poked Alec's side again.
"Alec" Magnus poked him again.
"Alec" And before Magnus could poke him again Alec lashed out a foot and kicked Magnus off the bed.
"Ow what the hell!" Magnus complained, "This is what I get for trying to talk to you! Trying to see if you're alright!"
Alec stayed under the covers.
"Fine then I'll just leave, by the way my mum wanted to tell you that we're going shopping tomorrow and on Monday you're starting high school" Magnus said.
Alec heard the door to his room shut. He got up out from under the covers and turned off the light and went back under the covers.
He fell asleep wishing he was dead.

~Morning~

"Allie!" Max screamed in his ear.
"Allie get up!" Max jumped on him this time.
Alec groaned and rolled over, "Allie!" this time he got smacked in the face.
Alec groaned and rolled over again, falling off the bed onto the floor.
He heard Max laughing, "You fell off the bed!" Max was laughing so hard he fell off the bed.
Alec walked over to his little brother with his arms crossed.
"What are you mad about now?" Max asked.
"Do you know what happens to boys who laugh at people falling off beds?" Alec asked, seriously.
"No" Max said, Max stopped laughing and asked "What happens to them?"
"They. Get. Tickled!" Alec said, jumping on Max and started to tickle him.
Max burst out into a series of high pitched giggles "Stop!" Max screamed while giggling "stop it! Stop it!"
Alec stopped tickling Max and got up off the floor, They were both smiling and laughing like idiots.
"Max!" Alec heard Vicky call out, Alec's laugher stopped and his smile vanished.
"Ah there you are, I see you woke up Alec" Vicky said to Max, she had a pile of clothes in her hands "Here Alec I washed your clothes, they're clean, hurry up and change and come to the kitchen when you're done" Vicky handed Alec the pile of clothes.
Max followed Vicky out of Alec's room and shut the door.

He got changed quickly and walked out to the kitchen.
He saw everyone sitting at the ridiculously large dining room table eating breakfast.

Alec saw that Isabelle had moved the chair he sat in yesterday right next to her, she motioned for him to come over. He walked over to her, he heard Isabelle whisper something that sounded like I told you to Jace.

Alec gripped the back of the chair and pulled it across the floor, back to where it was last night. He heard Isabelle groan and Jace laugh.
"Here Alec" Jeffery pushed a plate with bacon and eggs on it across the table, the plate sliding to a stop in front of him.
Alec pushed it back, he really didn't feel like eating. He saw Jeffery and Vicky give each other concerned looks.
Conversation about today's plans started up, Alec didn't participate. He just sat there staring at the wooden table, wondering how hard he would have to slam his head down on the table for it to kill him.

Stop it Alec! Alec told himself.
Do you think mum or dad would like those thoughts? He asked himself.
No they wouldn't! He answered for himself.
But that doesn't mean I have to talk to them, Alec thought.

"Alec!" Someone called out to him, tearing him away from his thoughts.
He looked up seeing that it was Max.
"Come on, we're leaving" Max said pulling him up from his chair.
"You can borrow my spare pair of shoes" Jace said, throwing the shoes towards Alec.
Alec caught the pair with ease and slipped the worn out vans on.
They walked out the door and to the car. Everyone climbed in and sat in the same spots as yesterday.
The car started and they were off.
Alec sighed.
This is going to be a long day, he thought.

END OF CHAPTER!
Please tell me what you think about it! I love love love hearing what you have to say about it all :D
Oh I saw beautiful creatures on Monday night I recommend you see it aaannndd read the books the books are amazing! OH I also saw the MORTAL INSTRUMENTS MOVIE TRAILER in the ads before the movie started I like started crying tears of happiness ( I know embarrassing!) and I like had a fangirl moment in my seat people started looking at me weirdly I was like "Haven't you seen a fangirling girl before?!" it was funny.
I threw skittles at them… hehehe.
-Kate.