Hi all, i know it's been like forever... but hey I have an update! yay update! yeah school has decided to throw all the magical assignments and exam in at one time and I've been busy doing assignments (aka being on tumblr for ever and doing the assignments a few days before they're due) And I've also been busy studing... if you call eating coco pops studing.
Anyway I don't own anything but the plot!
enjoy :)
Alec's POV
They all probably thought that Alec couldn't hear them talking about him. Well they're all stupid, because he could hear every little word they were saying about him.
He could hear them talking about how he killed his parents, how disgusting he was, how much of a creep he was, and how weird he looked.
Honestly, the little voice said, these people are quick to judge.
He kept his head down on the desk and tried to ignore all the real life voices judging him, being horrible to him and talking about him.
Alec felt something hit him in the head, he sat up straight and saw that it was a piece of folded paper. He unfolded it and read what was on it.
It read:
Hey fag,
It's so nice to see you again. But just don't kill my mother like you did to yours.
Honestly I don't know why you're still alive… you should be dead just like your parents so do us all a favour and kill yourself.
Alec scrunched up the note and shoved it inside his backpack. He felt tears burning in his eyes but he willed the not to fall. He looked up and saw Jonathan laughing at him from across the room, most of the class was laughing as well.
Of course it was Jonathan! Alec thought, he was the one who told them all everything!
A screeching sound, which was known as the bell, came over the speakers signalling that it was time to leave homeroom and go to first period.
Alec watched as everyone left the classroom, once everyone was gone he slowly got up from his chair and slung his backpack over his shoulder.
"Hey blue eyes" Magnus said, walking over to Alec, "come on let's go to class."
Alec felt the heat rush up to his face when Magnus said blue eyes, Alec nodded and he followed Magnus out of the class room. He saw Miss Fairchild shoot him a look filled with concern.
It's not like she cares, the little voice said.
When they were walking down the hall, people passing shot Alec dirty looks.
I guess news spreads quickly, Alec thought.
Now everyone knows about your dirty little secrets, the little voice laughed.
Alec followed Magnus into the English room. He felt everyone's eyes on him as soon as he stepped through the door.
"Magnus get away from the parent killer!" A boy sitting with his feet up on the desk yelled.
"Maggie come here so you don't catch anything off that slut!" a girl yelled.
Magnus looked back at Alec and mouthed "I'm sorry" Alec pushed past Magnus and walked to the back of the room and sat down, The two people sitting down in the back row moved up to the spare seats in the front. He didn't care.
Alec sat through English taking down notes and listening to what the teacher was saying, he was glad that the teacher didn't notice him.
The screeching bell thing rang (screeched) out and Alec waited until everyone had left the classroom until he got up and walked out, He made it to science pretty easily. When he walked through the science room door he had more insults thrown at him and the attempts the teacher made at trying to make the students be quiet failed.
Alec sat in the back row alone throughout Science, because the people sitting there moved up into spare seats. He sat through science taking down notes and listening, he tried to ignore all the looks and pieces of paper with insults written on them as best as he could.
The bell screeched and Alec moved off to his last class before lunch, math. Once again he was bombarded with disgusted looks and insults, Alec sat down in the back row and once again people moved away from him. Alec took down everything the teacher talked about.
The bell screeched making Alec jump a little, he saw that most of the class had left. He gathered up his stuff and put it inside his bag, he slung his bag over his shoulder and walked out of the room. He saw Magnus standing beside the door, but he decided to ignore him and walk to the cafeteria.
"Alec!" Magnus said, running up to him "Wait up."
Alec ignored Magnus and kept on walking, keeping his gaze focused on the tiled floor.
"Magnus! Alec" someone called out.
Alec looked up and saw his sister running towards them in her insanely high heels.
"Izzy!" Magnus said happily, "How's it going? You liking it here so far?" Magnus asked her.
"I Love it!" Isabelle squealed "it's so great everyone here is so nice and there are so many cute boys!" She squealed again "Do you like it here Alec?" she asked.
Alec just shrugged, he didn't want Isabelle to know what was happening, especially on their first day here.
"Okay, let's go get some lunch!" Isabelle grabbed Magnus's wrist and dragged him down the hallway, Alec didn't know if he should follow or not so he just trudged to the cafeteria, he'll find out if his siblings want to sit with him when he gets there.
When he walked into the cafeteria he stuck to the walls, so he wouldn't get noticed and have insults or food thrown at him. He found where his siblings and Magnus were, they were sitting with Clary and some dorky, rat faced guy.
From where Alec was standing he could hear their conversation perfectly.
"So…" the dorky boy said awkwardly, "I heard some things about your older brother today… his names Alec right?" Jace nodded and Isabelle looked confused and worried.
Alec sighed, of course they'd be talking about me!
"I heard them to" Clary said.
"Same here" Jace said.
"Don't believe any of it because none of its true!" Magnus said, "Jonathan just made it all up."
"Wait" Isabelle said, confusion all over her face, "What are people saying about Alec?"
Alec walked over to the table, before anyone could tell Isabelle everything.
"Hi Alec!" Magnus greeted, Alec sat down next to Jace ignoring Magnus's hello.
"So… Jace!" Magnus said "How's school for you?" he asked.
"It's good, but it's better because Clary's here!" Jace said happily, smiling down and the red headed girl on the other side of him.
Alec tuned Jace out and looked down at the cold, metal table.
"hey" The dorky boy said to Alec, Alec looked up "My names Simon."
Simon stuck out his hand and Alec looked down at it, If this Simon was expecting a hello or a handshake he should go ask someone else.
Simon pulled back his hand awkwardly, alec heard Isabelle talking to Simon.
"Just give him some time" she whispered to Simon "He'll come around."
Alec felt something connect with the back of his head, there was a splitting pain inside his skull and he bought his hand up and rubbed at the spot. He turned around and saw Jonathan and a whole tone of other people Alec didn't recognise laughing at him.
Alec turned away and closed his eyes, trying to block out the pain and hold back the tears. Alec opened his eyes after a moment or so and saw concerned looks from everyone at the table.
"Are you okay Alec?" Jace asked, placing a hand on Alec's shoulder.
"I'm fine" Alec mumbled, shrugging off Jace's hand and getting up from his chair and walking out of the cafeteria.
While Alec walked down the halls whenever he passed by someone or a group of people they would either, stand and stare, walk fast so they could get away from him or yell out insults.
Alec held the tears back, he would not cry at school, he can cry some other time away from people.
Someone shoved him into a wall, Alec's head hit the concret hard, making the already dull throbbing in the back of his head ten times worse. He slid down the wall and landed on the ground, he looked up and saw Jonathan standing over him.
"Hey parent killer" Jonathan said, ripping Alec's backpack from him, "let's see what you have in here."
Jonathan unzipped Alec's back pack and tipped all of the contents inside it on top of Alec. Alec saw his journal fall out of his bag, he went to grab it but Jonathan stood on Alec's hand with his booted foot and swiped up the journal.
"Oh this is that book I always so you with at the orphanage" Jonathan said, examining the plain black cover of it, "I've always wanted to know what's in this thing."
A crowd had begun to form and the students were looking on with curiousity, some even had their phones out. Alec scanned the crowed to see if his siblings or Magnus were there and thank the angel they weren't.
Alec turned back to Jonathan to see him opening Alec's journal, before Jonathan could read anymore Alec launched himself at the platinum blond boy.
MEOW!
anyway please tell me what you all think you know how much i lovehearing what you all think about my story. Also I've written some knew stories and figured out a better plot line for forbidden. :)
-Kate.
