Hi all, look new chapter :) I'm sorry for taking forever to update I've been lazy... so anyway here is a new chapter :D
Cassandra Clare owns the mortal instruments and it's characters I only own the plot.
Magnus's POV
"Alec open the door, Now!" Magnus heard his father yell from his room.
Magnus walked out of his room, abandoning the homework he was doing. "What's going on?" Magnus asked.
"Alec locked his door and he's not answering" His father said, looking worried, "I think he's hurting himself."
Magnus eyes widened, and he ran into his room his grabbed the screw driver out from his draw, he bought a screw driver upstairs because he wanted to be able to access Alec's room if he ever locked the door. Magnus ran back and quickly unscrewed the screws holding the door handle to the door. The handle fell to the floor with a clang and Magnus pushed the door open.
Magnus ran over to Alec laying on the ground, blood was everywhere. It was trickling down Alec's arms and onto the floor in a slow but steady stream.
"Dad Call an ambulance!" Magnus yelled, "And make sure that Max and stuff don't come up here!"
Magnus felt Alec's pulse, it was faint.
"Dad!" Magnus screamed, "Hurry up!"
"I'm on the phone with them Magnus calm down!" his father yelled.
Magnus pulled off his shirt and pressed it against Alec's wrists he was trying to put pressure on the wounds to stop the blood from pouring out even more. Alec's blood quickly soaked through Magnus's shirt but Magnus kept the pressure on it.
"Magnus the ambulance is here" His father said, pulling Magnus away from Alec.
Magnus stood near the door with Jeffery and watched as the paramedics stopped the blood from Alec's wounds, as much as they could. Magnus watched as they put Alec on a stretcher.
"Are you riding in the ambulance with the boy?" one of the paramedics asked Magnus's father.
"I will" Magnus said.
"Magnus no" Jeffery said, "I'll go."
"There's enough space for two people to go with Alec" One of the paramedics said and they walked past with Alec's limp body on the stretcher.
Magnus turned around, "let's go," he followed the two paramedics down the steps, Jeffery followed Magnus closely.
They past the room Vicky was keeping Alec's siblings in. The door was closed but Magnus could hear Jace screaming at Vicky to let him out of the room so he could see what's wrong.
They walked out of the house and Magnus slid into the front seat of the ambulance, he turned around and saw Alec safely in the back of the ambulance. One of the paramedics slid into the driver's seat beside Magnus, Magnus saw Jeffery take a seat beside Alec and the other Paramedic was rummaging through some draws in the back of the ambulance.
"Hey kid, I know you're worried about him but you got to turn around and put tour seat belt on" the paramedic in the driver's seat said, "I promise you that he'll be okay."
Magnus nodded and did as the paramedic said. He could hear the other paramedic in the back rummaging around.
Magnus was scared, he was worried, he was upset and he was also a little angry. He was angry at his father he must've done something to push Alec to do that to himself.
"Hey" the paramedic said softly, "don't cry, I promise you your boyfriend will be fine."
Magnus wiped at the tears, he didn't know that he was crying. "He's not my boyfriend, well he was but he isn't anymore, we're sort of like brothers."
"Oh" The paramedic said, "you two don't look like brothers."
"He's adopted" Magnus said.
"Oh…" the paramedic said, again, "I don't see why you two can't be together, you seem to really like him."
Magnus smiled, "thanks, just try explaining it to my dad."
"Magnus you do know I can hear your conversation" His father said.
"I know now" Magnus said.
"Jem!" the paramedic in the back with Alec yelled, "the bloods not stopping, drive faster!"
Magnus's eyes widened and the paramedic driving, Jem, turned on the sirens and stepped on the gas.
They made it to the hospital quickly and Magnus watched with his father as they rushed Alec off to the emergency room.
Magnus turned and buried his head into his father's chest and cried, his father wrapped his arms around Magnus.
"Alec is going to be okay, Magnus" His father said, after
Magnus pulled away from his father, "but what if he's not going to be okay?" Magnus asked.
"Don't think like that Magnus" His father said, "Alec is strong, he'll pull through this."
"He wasn't strong enough to not try to kill himself" Magnus mumbled, looking down at his feet. He was annoyed at his father, he probably caused all of this! He probably tried to get Alec help, he just made everything worse.
"Magnus" His father said, "don't say things like that!"
"Shut up!" Magnus yelled, causing a few people waiting in the waiting room to look at them, "you caused all of this!" Magnus said, pushing his father away from him, "If you had just stayed out of everything than everything would be fine!"
"Magnus, calm down people are staring" His father said.
"Alec wouldn't be dying if it wasn't for you!" Magnus yelled, furiously wiping away the tears that were falling down his face.
"Magnus, calm down" his father said again, "you're going to get us kicked out for disrupting the peacefulness of the hospital."
"I don't care" Magnus said.
His father softly grabbed Magnus's arm and pulled him out of the emergency room and outside to the parking lot.
"Magnus calm down, Alec's going to be okay" his father said, he pulled Magnus into a hug, "Alec will be okay."
"I just love him so much" Magnus mumbled into his father's shirt, "I don't want him to die."
"He won't Magnus" His father said.
"Magnus!" someone yelled.
Magnus pulled away from his father and looked in the direction the voice came from. He saw Jace running up to them still in his pyjama pants, his shirt was on inside out.
Jace run up and grabbed Magnus, "What happened?" Jace asked, his eyes were big and frantic, "Where's Alec?"
"Jace, calm down" Magnus's father said, "Alec's going to be okay."
"Shut up Jeffery" Jace yelled, "Magnus tell me what happened!"
Magnus saw Isabelle, his mother and Max walking up towards them.
"Look" Magnus said quickly, "I don't want Isabelle, Max or Vicky to know what happened to Alec and I know that Alec doesn't want them to know about it all, I'll tell you in a minute when we're away from them" Magnus turned to his father, "dad don't tell them what happened."
"Alright" Jeffery said.
Jace nodded "Okay, sure."
"Magnus, Jeffery!" Isabelle said, "what happened, why did an ambulance show up at home? Where's Alec?" She asked.
"Alec slipped and fell, his hit his head on the edge of his bed" Magnus said, "He hurt it very bad."
"Okay" Isabelle said, "Can we see him?" she asked.
"No" Jeffery said quickly, "he's getting scans done and the doctors said that he would probably have to rest after, so we can't see him."
"Oh" Isabelle said, "okay, we'll go sit in the waiting room."
"I'll go with you" Jeffery said, "I need to fill out some paperwork."
Magnus watched as, Isabelle, his mother, Max and his father walked back into the hospital.
Jace turned to Magnus, "Alec didn't hit his head did he?" Jace asked, "What happened?"
Magnus looked down at his feet, "Alec tried to kill himself" He said, "he slit both of his wrists."
Magnus looked up at Jace. Jace looked as if he was about to cry, "he tried to kill himself?" Jace asked.
Magnus nodded.
"Why?" Jace asked, his voice breaking a little.
"I don't know" Magnus whispered, "I think my dad must've triggered something in Alec."
Jace took in a deep breath, "If I find out that your stupid dad triggered something in Alec to make him do that I'm going to kill him."
"I'll help you" Magnus mumbled.
"Do you love my brother?" Jace asked, "like in a not brotherly way?"
Magnus nodded, "I do."
"Good" Jace said, "Just don't hurt him or."
"You'll kill me" Magnus said, "I get it."
Jace smiled a little and patted Magnus on the back, "Let's go inside."
Magnus nodded and the two of them walked inside the hospital and sat down next to their family in the waiting room. After about an hour or so a doctor walked out.
"Are you all Alec's family?" the doctor asked.
"Sort of" Magnus said.
"Alright" the doctor said, "You're a pretty big family."
"Can you just tell us how my brother is?" Jace asked.
"Right" the doctor looked at his clip board, "well Alec's recovering alright, he's responding to the treatment but he's slipping in and out of consciousness."
"Can we see him?" Isabelle asked, her voice filled with hope and concern.
"Yes, you can" the doctor said, "but only two at a time."
"Isabelle and Jace, you guys go in" Magnus said.
"What room is he in?" Jace asked.
"Room 238, I'll walk you down there" The doctor said.
Magnus watched as Jace and Isabelle followed the doctor down the hall to the room Alec was held in. After ten or fifteen minutes Jace came in holding a crying Isabelle in his arms.
Magnus's mother jumped up and took Isabelle into her arms, "Sweetie, Alec's going to be alright he's okay."
"I know" Isabelle whispered wiping away some of her tears, "I just never thought that I'd see him in a hospital again."
"It's alright sweetie" His mother said.
"Come on Max" His father said, "I'll take you to see your older brother."
Max run over to His father and grabbed his hand, "let's go see Allie."
Magnus watched as they walked down the hall, he turned his attention back to the other three.
"Iz" Magnus said, "Alec's going to be okay, he's too stubborn to give up now."
Isabelle smiled a little, "okay."
Isabelle, Jace and his mother said down and the four of them waited until his father and Max came back.
Max came running in, "Alec woke up for a little bit" Max said, his little chest puffing up and down, "he asked for you!" Max pointed at Magnus.
"Alec woke up!" Jace yelled, getting up from his seat.
"Yes!" Max said, "But he wants to see Magnus."
Magnus's father walked in, "Magnus, go see Alec."
"What about mum?" Magnus asked, turning to his mother, "you haven't seen Alec yet."
"It's alright" His mother said, "I'll see him later, go see Alec."
Magnus nodded and stood up. He walked past his father out of the waiting room and down the halls. He found the room Alec was in pretty quickly.
He pushed the door open and walked into the room. He didn't take his eyes off Alec once. Alec was paler than he usually was, he looked like a sheet of paper. Magnus sat down in the chair next to Alec's bedside, he wanted to take Alec's hand but he couldn't because there were tubs that were filled with a red liquid (that Magnus guessed was blood) were in Alec's arms and Magnus didn't want to break anything or pull something out.
"Hi Alec" Magnus whispered, "how's it going?" he asked, "Max said you asked for me so I came."
Magnus looked at Alec's pale, beautiful face and almost started crying but he stopped himself, "So if you can hear me how about you wake up and give me a cute little smile."
Magnus sighed, I can't do this he thought, I can't, I can't, I can't.
Magnus stood up and made his way to the door, "See you later Alec" he whispered, not looking back at the motionless, but living, boy, "I love you."
Magnus put a hand on the handle and pushed the door open.
"Magnus?"
End of this chapter... I'll try update a bit more frequently, i'm on holidays for 2 weeks and a day :)
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