Like I said angst and fluff.
I hadn't written fluff in a while so yeah; a little fluffy and cute is just what I need for this story.
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Rainbow
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It's around three in the morning and no one's around and it's so very cold and Randy and John lay on a towel, looking up at the black sky and Randy feels safer now that John's close by him and John had promised Randy a shower and as John walks towards the cold ocean, with Randy behind him, cold sand beneath them and as John slips inside of the water, Randy looks at him and shakes his head.
"Come on, Ran, nothing's going to happen," John urges him to walk and Randy shakes his head before he grabs onto Randy by his leg and pushes him inside of the water and they're both clinging on each other's bodies, looking at their eyes and John pushes Randy inside of the water, making the Legend Killer bob his head upwards in less than five seconds and the blood's gone almost so instantly.
Randy wraps his arms around John's neck and they're still staring at each other's eyes, so lost into their own little world as they freeze in the icy cold water and as John's fingers slip towards Randy's chest, tracing 'J' on his chest and as Randy looks up, "because I'm locked inside of you." John responds.
"You're such a sap," Randy laughs, bringing him closer so that they're face to face, Randy's mouth only inches away from John's and as John leans down to kiss Randy, he stops and grins, shaking his head.
"I didn't ask for your permission, Randall Keith Orton," John says, remembering that kiss in Randy's room and as Randy remembers it as well, he laughs sweetly, making John's heart light up with joy as Randy's lips curve into a smile.
And John doesn't think he's seen anything more beautiful in his life you're not too broken anymore and because of me? He knows that he has to keep Randy this way. He doesn't know what he'd do to himself if he breaks him now that he's slowly recovering from past wounds and the last thing he wants to do is cut deeper into the hole of Randy Orton's misery.
"You have my permission," Randy says and as John presses his lips to Randy's and for the first time, their real kiss of passion and love and as Randy pulls away, they stare into each other's eyes, feeling the love burn and the lust regain and as Randy presses his head into John's chest, they feel a drop of rain on their heads and they look up to find drops and drops of rain falling down, thunder and lightening follows them around and John grips tight onto Randy's body.
And as another strike of thunder claps, John holds onto Randy's body so hard that Randy feels like John's squeezing life out of him and as Randy takes a soft breath, John sees the pain in Randy's face and he lets go of John before John's face becomes plastered with horror. "Why do I always break things?"
Randy's body feels the rigid cold water splash into his body, harsh and hard water, too strong to be safe and as Randy looks back at John, still so very horrified of what's to come and John suddenly looks around as a spark of thunder strikes fear into John's heart and he grips tightly around Randy's body again, making Randy feel like suffocating when the boy pulls down onto John's t-shirt and being so scared, John let go of Randy's body, throwing him inside of the water.
John notices this and dunks himself inside of the water and looks around for his little Orton fiancée and rushes over to him as he grabs Randy by his hands and pulls him upwards and the rain falls down so rapidly, droplets of fire on their face and body and Randy's hands wrap around his neck again, trying to breathe once again and trying to get rid of the horror of feeling like he's drowning to death in front of John's eyes.
"You d-don't," Randy stutters from the water spilling out of his mouth, "break t-t-things, John."
"I broke you. I broke Ted when he tried to make a move on you. I broke him and Cody by telling him that you have cancer and I broke myself. Too many times. I'm not safe to be around you. You'll always get hurt because of me," in his voice, there's disgrace and guilt that Randy pinpoints it oh so easily. And as John rubs Randy's back, feeling the boy's dampness by it and as he and John look at each other once more, Randy looks down at the water.
"I'm always hurt, John. You don't break things. You make everything better." Randy whispers in a soft voice and as Randy looks back up at John, "everyone's dying around me, John."
"I know." John agrees, kissing Randy's earlobe.
"I'm a magnet for death," Randy's voice shakes and it's colder and harder now and John can only watch as Randy swims to shore, standing up with drenched pants and John follows him, in the same pattern, two boys with their shirts off onto the cold sand floor and with their ripped jeans, they walk around the beach alone at night because they want to escape the reality that's always been following them.
As they stand up to see a rainbow and even in the darkness, it's visible and it's like there's light in darkness and God's trying to send them a message as they look back at each other and John's only words are, "can we do this?"
"I want you, John Cena. I want to marry you. I want to be yours forever." Randy says with determination and certainty in his voice as they both exchange another kiss, sweet and hard, love filling them both as they get entangled in their web of affection for one another.
"You've always been mine." John explains as they both look back at the disappeared rainbow and everything's back to normal except for the drenched sand and the two soaked boys.
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Technically, this is the first real kiss.
I label that as "fluff" in my book.
Next one? 'Gray'.
Summary: As John Cena and Randy Orton start planning for their wedding, a problem arises when John realizes that Randy will question why they couldn't invite Ted and Cody along too. Randy and John have a fight, Randy runs back to Cody and Ted.
;) Sam