I am terrified, i don't know why, but i am. Finnick senses it and touches my cheek affectionately showing me that i'm not alone. He keeps his hand on my cheek as he slowly, hesitantly leans in. His lips touch mine lightly, softly, innocently. We just continue our innocent kisses for a short time, i like it, i'm enjoying it. Finnick obviously knows i don't want to go fast, i want to take it slow so its not to overwhelming, 1 step at a time.
The innocent kisses soon escalate into a slightly more heated make out session and when his tongue glides a long my bottom lip i take that as a sign to open my mouth. As i do so the kiss becomes more and more heated as our tongues battle together for dominance and our soft lips move together. Finnick moves his hands to secure around my waist and i wrap mine around his neck, pulling him closer to me.
Finnick is now playing with the hem of my night dress, subtly hinting at taking it off. He reaches his warm hands underneath and they come up my thighs and he touches my stomach softly. He secures his arms again around my bare skinned waist and i move my hands down to the bottom of his shirt and wait no time to pull it off.
WOW! is the only thing i could think of. His prominent abs are hard and positioned nicely on his olive skin and his arms are large and strong. I admire his body until i hear a low chuckle as i look up to meet his eyes. "like what you see?" he asks cockily but i just ignore his comment and collide our lips together again.
With my new found confidence he doesn't hesitate to slide up my night dress and pull it over my head to reveal my new, large, breasts. Finnick doesn't pay the slightest bit of attention to them, its like he knows that i hate what i now look like because its not me. He just kisses me again.
I undo Finnick's belt buckle and undo the buttons to his jeans and zipper. he raises his hips to allow me to pull down his jeans. now that we are both just in out underwear finnick moves our position so that he is hovering over me. i stare into his emerald green eyes that are filled with lust, it takes away my nervousness and replaces it with excitement.
Finnick now leans down and kisses me slowly and passionately, taking his time now. He reaches down my sides and then grabs onto my butt and gives it a tight squeeze. i let out a humorous chuckle against his lips and i can feel his smirk against mine. he plays with the trims of my lacy black underwear for a second before tugging them down i raise my hips to allow him to do so and he slides them right down and off. i feel slightly exposed under his lustful gaze but that is soon interrupted as he almost pounces back on top of me, quickly shedding his boxer briefs in the process. i study him for a moment and i start to panic again, he is huge! i don't have experience but it doesn't take a genius to know that he is way above average. there is no way he is fitting inside me!
Finnick, sensing my obvious panic, strokes my cheek tenderly. "Its ok Kitty, I'l be gentle" he whispers sweetly i can only nod. The sincerity in his voice makes my heart melt, it makes it sound like he does actually care about me. He kisses me one more time gently before positioning himself at my entrance, i am tense, closed off, worried, all at the same time. Finnick gently pry's my knees further apart and kisses my cheek. "Its ok, just relax, let me take care of you"It may be the most stupid thing i have ever done, but right now i trust Finnick and relax a bit. He moves his lips against mine once more until i feel him push into me.
The sharp stinging pain is unbearable, it really hurts. He pushes slowly all the way in then holds himself there, letting me adjust to his size before kissing my cheek again sweetly. "you ok?" he asks and i just nod before he moves in and out slowly. It hurts a lot at first but soon after the pain is pretty much gone and i am grinding my hips against his, looking for more friction. He chuckles before picking up the pace and thrusting into me faster and faster. Our moans mix together soon after, our thrusting while moaning each others names in pleasure are what push me over the edge. I cry out Finnick's name is pleasure as he continues to thrust into me until he gets pushed over the edge as well.
We both lay next to each other panting as we come down. Finnick moves closer to me on the bed and wraps his strong arms around me. I drapes my leg across his lower stomach and an arm around his chest as i nuzzle closer to him. I just want to be close to someone right now. "Thank you" i say quietly against his chest
"Like i said Kitty, i will help you all i can. Your not alone in this" he kisses my forehead gently. Hearing him say that instantly soothes me, making me less worried about the future.
If you would have told me two weeks ago before i volunteered for the games that i would be cuddling naked with Finnick Odair i wouldn't have believed you in a million years, and yet here i am. At some point in my day dreaming i must have fallen asleep peacefully, I never had one nightmare that night and i cant help think it was because of the company of the mans arms i am wrapped in.