Wow it's been a while since I've updated this. Well I've had an idea in mind but I either didn't feel up to writing or I was too busy. But now I finally have some time and feel confident about it. So here it is!

Sorry if I start updating less frequently, but I hafta go to the Willy Wonka rehearsals now and will be busier. Except I can bring my laptop to do "homework" since I'm not gonna do much work as of yet. Next week though I probably will be unable to get on and type. So I'm sorry for that. AND to the person I was texting…I won't be able to do that either.

Enjoy this though because it's gonna be good! I'm actually at rehearsal typing this!!

Sebastian: Cookie doesn't own Kuroshitsuji or its characters.

Mating Season

When the demon's away, the master goes insane

Sebastian's POV

I decided right away that I would go and see mother before she was going to be cremated. I owe her that much after the way I treated her the last time I saw her.

So without thinking, without even telling Ciel where I was going, I closed my eyes and concentrated on home. The minute I opened my eyes, I saw that I was in the depths of hell.

I breathed in the ashes and smiled, "Home sweet home."

Ciel's POV

"Where is he?" I huffed in annoyance, "Sebastian was supposed to wake me up at 9 am. And I wake up on my own two hours later only to discover that he isn't here!"

I got up on my own and attempted to dress myself. After about 5 minutes of searching, I found a matching pair of socks and tried to put them on. Two minutes of struggling with the first sock told me that it was a lost cause.

"Screw this." I muttered, "I'll just wear my nightshirt. I'm the Earl Phantomhive so I can do whatever the hell I want."

Throwing the socks across the room, I stood up and made my way downstairs. When I reached the bottom, I was quickly greeted by the faithful yet somewhat useless servants.

Maylene looked at me in shock and fumbled with her glasses, "Master! Is it appropriate to be wearing that outside of your bedroom?"

"Of course it is." I said quickly, trying my best to ignore her.

I passed by Finny who appeared to be messing with a potted plant. Bard was probably somewhere burning something.

Knowing what I would see, I looked over in one corner and saw Tanaka sitting on his little mat sipping his tea, "Ho ho ho~!"

I smiled as I continued to the dining room for breakfast.

Sebastian's POV

I met up with my father who strangely complimented me looking civilized for a change. I adjusted my butler's uniform I had grown so accustomed to wearing.

Walking down the roads with my father, I broke the silence, "So what happened to mother?"

"Your mother," Victor sighed, "apparently died of leukemia in her human life. And according to Father she had a rare case of what they call ALIDS: After Life Infective Death Syndrome. Only 1 in 10,000 people get it every decade. She still had leukemia when she became a demon but never told anybody. She didn't even tell me. That's where you got your stubbornness. I wasn't ever told until Father Satan told me."

I nodded slowly, taking it all in, "I see. So are we going to the Fire Chamber to watch her be cremated?"

My dad nodded too, "Yeah."

We remained silent the rest of the way. I was mostly thinking about Ciel. I hope he was alright. It probably would've been a good idea if I had told him where I was going instead of just leaving.

Ciel's POV

It had been five days since Sebastian had left and I was going insane. I laid in my bed with my eyes wide open seeing only the darkness of night. I glanced at the clock and saw that it was 2 in the morning. My mind and my heart were racing as I went through all the possible scenarios of why he left. Each one worse than before.

Breathing heavily as I buried my head into my pillow, I screamed as loud as I could. I was in a cold sweat and my body was shaking all over. Sebastian…I needed him. He was my rock, my everything. That damn demon is a drug and I'm addicted to him. I can't last without him. I need him. I need him. I need him.

Fur began to grow and cover my skin. My sanity was slipping at my fingertips. I started to grow fangs and claws.

This must be my demon power…

I emerged from my bed and looked in the mirror. What I saw was a bluish gray wolf with a slight bump around the midsection for obvious reasons and had one eye. I howled loudly and shattered the window as I jumped out of it, the shards of glass cutting into my fur.

I raced down the alleyways not knowing what I was looking for. All I knew was that I needed Sebastian and I would do anything to get him back. Even if it meant killing somebody. Kill…kill…kill…kill. I heard distant footsteps approaching as they got louder and louder. The moment the man was in view, I sprang out of the shadows and pounced on him, tearing at his flesh. The screams that he emitted were almost music to my ears. I unsheathed my claws and began ripping his clothes and sinking my fangs deep into his jugular, silencing him forever. Blood instantly poured from the lethal wound and I began to lap it up happily. I see why Sebastian likes it so much.

Sebastian.

I stopped what I was doing and looked up. There were people who were starting to gather around the scene. I glanced over in a shop window and saw that I was back to my original form. Thankfully I had my nightshirt back on.

"Shit…" I whispered as I took off running barefoot in the cold streets of London.

Sebastian's POV

We reached where she was and I took a look into her casket. To be honest, she was beautiful. Her long, curly, ebony locks had been straightened and she had the most amazing makeup on. I felt hot tears run down my face at the sight. Knowing that Ciel and the servants weren't around, I let my weak side show as I let them fall without restraint.

I felt my father put his hand on my shoulder as Grandfather lowered her casket into the Chamber Pit which was rarely used for demons. When her body met the flames, they instantly turned a vibrant shade of pink and the flames shot high into the crimson sky.

"Goodbye Mother." I said quietly.

It was then that I felt a strong sense within me. Almost as if someone was calling to me.

Ciel…

I told my father goodbye and I closed my eyes and allowed myself to be transported to where the call was coming from.

Ciel's POV

I ran. I ran as fast as my legs could take me. My feet were almost numb from the cold, wet pavement. The rain that had begun to fall made my nightshirt become soaked and heavy. My hair fell in my face as I was panting and out of breath.

Suddenly, I bumped into a giant figure. There was a familiar scent to it. I looked up and saw…

"Bocchan, why may I ask are you running about the streets of London dressed like that? And in this type of weather?"

"Se-Sebastian." I managed to get out.

I could have hit him. I really should have hit him. But instead I immediately wrapped my arms around his waist and began to cry.

Sebastian rested his hand on my head and stroked my hair. I started to cry even harder. Almost like a little kid when their toy broke.

"Why?" I sobbed, "Why were you gone for five days?!"

He sighed and bent down to wrap his arms around me too, "I apologize, Bocchan. But there was an emergency back home and I had to leave for a while."

"What kind of emergency takes five days?!" I screamed into his shoulder.

"In hell, time is different than on earth. An hour in hell is an entire day here. To me, I was only gone five hours. I should have considered your feelings. I had to leave because my mother passed away." He explained to me.

I sniffled as I took in the information. His mother died? I never expected something so serious, "I…I'm sorry."

Sebastian tightened his hold on me and spoke as I felt his hot breath on my neck, "Don't be. I shouldn't have left without telling you."

I pulled away from him and gave him a genuine smile. He smiled back to me and stroked my cheek.

"Would you like to go home, Ciel?" My butler asked.

Not caring that he addressed me by my first name, I nodded, "Yes please."

I allowed myself to be picked up and cradled in Sebastian's strong arms. I nuzzled into his chest and breathed in more of his sweet scent. I couldn't deny it any longer. As much as I hated to say it…

"Sebastian?" I mumbled into his coat.

The butler looked down with his dark but calming eyes, "Yes, my lord?"

I smiled again and laid my head back on his chest to listen to his heartbeat, "Thank you."

I have fallen in love with this demon.

YES!!! YES!!! THE CHAPTER IS DONE!!! YES!!! FINALLY!!! I'm sorry but after putting this off for so long, you have no idea how happy I am to finally finish this! I had so many ideas, so many theories! But it's done, it's presentable, and I'm happy with it. I hope you all enjoyed it! I know a lot needs to be explained but that will be done in the next chapter!!!!

Ciel: Stop making me OOC.

Me: Awwww, does my son not like the fact that he acts like the child he is sometimes?

Ciel: No!

Me: Heehee. Okay. REVIEW SO THAT CIEL CAN CONFESS HIS UNDYING LOVE FOR SEBASTIAN!!!!!

BROWNIES AND BROWNIE POINTS: Inspired by YaoiSakka.

-Each chapter, you get to give a character a brownie and explain why they deserve it. (Ex. Sebastian gets a brownie for raping Ciel)

-You can split the brownie between multiple people. (Ex. Toshiro, Izuru, and Yumichika get part of a brownie for being pregnant)

-For every brownie a character gets, they get BROWNIE POINTS.

-Brownie points are given to a character when they get part of or a full brownie.

-This seems to be an issue so, ONLY GIVE ONE BROWNIE PER CHAPTER!!! Sorry, but I can't have someone giving one character a million brownies. That's waaaaaay too much.