Yeah, I do love my cliffies.
Dreams
John's still awake.
It's been two hours since Randy's fainted and all that John can think about is how pale his body is and how brittle he looks like and his always broken blue eyes are so shut tight that he looks like he's dead and even if Ted and Cody assure him that Randy will be fine, it still sends shivers down John's spine to see Randy so in pain, so unable to function, so hurt, and all he wants to do is fix Randy but he can't and he runs his hand through Randy's brown hair and wonders why the feel of his rough hand brushing against the brittle hair just hurts as he hears the sound of Ted and Cody walking inside enthusiastically, with a smile so bright that it makes white look like black and as Ted walks towards John, his grin melts into a frown as he realizes that Randy's still out cold. "John, he'll be okay."
John's eyes don't go away from Randy's body and he shakes his head as he brushes his hot hand against Randy's cold skin. "No, he won't be."
A sigh escapes John's lips.
"Don't you see? Randy's dreams are being crushed under a spell, knowing that he's going to die," John's body trembles and shivers and shakes as he let his hand glide back towards Randy's hair. "He's going to die…and he still doesn't know how love feels like. And he wants it so bad. He wants to be loved before he dies and he just doesn't feel that way…it's not going to be okay, Ted. He's going to wake up, wishing that he was already dead and when he's finally going to die; he regrets ever thinking of death and wishes to be alive…"
His blue eyes turn as soft as ever. "John, what do we do? How can we make it all okay for Randy?"
"Ted, I'm sorry but I need you to help me love him," John says, kissing Randy's lips, feeling the moisture of his pink lips as he runs his hand through Randy's side, feeling the coldness of Randy's sweet lips and John stands up, staring at Randy's body, seeing and knowing that he wants to know how to love him. He wants to know the feeling. He wants to help Randy. He wants to fulfill Randy's hidden wishes. "I see you and Cody and I know that I want our relationship to be that perfect but every time we try, we crash. It's like fate's way of saying that we can't be together."
"You can be together."
Their head twists towards Miz who's carrying Cody, and standing by the doorway, slipping the broken legged Cody towards one of the beds before he walks over to John, and Ted walks towards Cody, leaning down to see that Cody has Alanna cradled in his arms and right now, John's just happy that everyone's safe and tries not to think of the still sedated Randy on the bed.
Miz sits beside Randy, on his bed, staring at him and those dark, solid blue eyes of him are melted into pools of warm water.
"You know, when I had John," Miz starts, and John's attention goes towards Miz's face, his usual happy smile's now so sad that it breaks John's heart to see someone as innocent as Miz so shattered in his own world, 'I thought that I might never be in his maturity level. You know? I was this little kid and I fell in love with John. John, who was more mature than I'll ever be. John, the guy that's been making sure that I didn't hurt myself when I went to a party or just a day at the bar… I felt like I can't fall in love with John because I was too young to know what love was. Yes, I'm 28 but this energetic feeling inside of me doesn't really reflect on John's poetic, sophisticated nature. I felt like crap next to him. But I fell in love with him anyways and then, when Travis came back from my past, I brought him into this mess—and—and—he's—dead—he doesn't even know that I love him but he told me that he loved me…then I'd never seen him again…and—and—and…"
John's arms wrap around Miz's waist and he pulls him close into a supportive embrace and he hears a sob break Miz and John from their embrace as their eyes lock to see an open eyed Randy with puffy red eyes and a broken smirk and he watches as Randy tries to stand up and him and Miz break the embrace, trying to help Randy up who pushes them both away. "Randy?" John's voice is barely a whisper.
"You left me so you can be with Mizanin!"
"W—?"
Randy starts to walk out and he looks back at Cody, wobbling over towards Cody, taking Alanna from his embrace and walks out, without another sound, leaving John astounded. Randy thought that he and Miz were together?! John starts to walk off, feeling Miz's hand grab onto his wrist.
"I'm sorry…"
John rips his hand away from Miz's and stares at him with rage in his eyes, burning at the back of his throat, "Sorry?! Randy's out there, now! Who knows what he'll do to himself! And—and—"
John stops when he sees Miz start to shake. "Hey, Miz, I—"
Miz runs out of the cabin as well, leaving John there to stir what's going on. Don't you break just everything? Poor Randy. Poor Mizzy. Why'd you have to do this to them? John takes it all in and he's debating whether to go after any of them since he seems to be a breaker and part of him is screaming not to go out.
He goes out anyways.
"Randy?! Miz?!"
No sound. No sound at all.
Just the silence that's everlasting through this horror story of theirs. The scent of broken dreams and painful love drives through John's body.
There's no one around here anymore. No one of Drake's group. All dead. By their hands. Yet they still can't find their escape. He remembers thinking that now they're gone, they can start looking for a way out but there is no way out, just a door saying 'The End' and they're still lost and alone in this haunted blackened life that's become stained with their names.
"Miz?! Randy?!"
No sound at all.
He looks around, peeks through the woods but he can't really think at all and fear is just provoking through his body, thinking that something's happened to them both. He'd never forgive himself.
Cody and Ted are in their cabin, Ted knowing that he doesn't want to leave Cody alone even if there's no danger and he hears the sound of a moan as he looks back to see Ted carrying the damaged Rhodes boy and John's heart beats as hard as ever. "Cody? Ted? What's going on?" he whispers, in a soft voice.
"We're looking for Miz and Randy with you…"
Just then, they hear a horrifying scream…
Yeah, definitely love my cliffies. Definitely a suspense story. Lol.
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