Stinging sensation 18

peyton froze and her eyes slid over to Jason's.

"whats he talking about?" Jason asked his voice confused but peyton kept quiet.

"peyton?" Jason asked again his voice louder this time panicked.

"i don't know what they've told you but i'm fine." peyton said looking at MR. winter.

"then would you mind holding your arms out in front of you please?" MR. winter asked watching peyton's behavior.

peyton didn't move for a second before holding her arms out in front of her palms down, the man looked at her before reaching out and turning her arm over reveling multiple scars and 2 red fresh lines on her skin. peyton heard Jason's intake of breath.

"the fuck." Jason breathed.

peyton ripped her arm out of MR. winters grasp and out of sight.

"that's why you always wore that white wrist band, isn't it?" Jason asked he was shocked his beautiful girlfriend was cutting herself.

"miss James how long have you been cutting?" winters asked pulling up a chair.

peyton didn't say anything she just looked at her lap.

"answer the fucking question peyton." Jason growled his confusion and shock turned into anger.

peyton flinched at the volume in his voice. "3 years." peyton guessed her voice low.

"Sophia." Jason growled her name like it tasted bad on his tongue.

"what? Jason not everything is soph's fault leave her out of this!" peyton said mad that he would bring her best friend into this. sure she had cut and done other things with Sophia but that doesn't mean it was her fault.

"oh please." Jason snapped. "how stupid do you have to be to cut yourself." Jason said standing up walking beside the bed back and fourth.

"stop calling me stupid!" peyton shouted really up set feeling the strong need to cut.

"peyton do you feel the need to cut right now?" winter asked.

Jason stopped pacing and he and peyton both looked at the doctor.

"what?" peyton asked.

"you looked over at the tray of tools twice in the past 20 seconds." winter observed.

"no i didn't." peyton lied.

"I've got another client to get to but here's my card, since you weren't hospitalized for your cutting you cant be forced to come to meetings but i would suggest it." winters said standing up.

"she'll be there." Jason called after the man who closed the hospital door behind him giving the 2 privacy.

"i'm not going." peyton said firm.

"oh hell yeah you are." Jason said his voice hard as stone.

"Jason i don't need it, i'm ok." peyton said trying a new approach.

"you call this OK?" Jason asked grabbing peyton's arm showing her, her own cuts.

peyton huffed not liking the way Jason was treating her, him treating her like a kid was what ended them up here in the first place.

"stop treating me like im 2 years old i can take care of myself." peyton said.

Jason didn't reply he just looked at her. the color was back in peyton's cheeks that were cover in bruises, her hair fell wavy and the red lines on her arms stood out to him now like they were yelling for attention. looking away from peyton Jason's eyes went over to the small metal table with tuns of small sharp objects moving towards them Jason wrapped them up in paper towel before throwing them into the waste basket.

peyton just sat there watching Jason move around the room throwing out any sharp object in sight before he turned around to face her.

"i'll come back later." Jason said not waiting for a reply before leaving the room.

after sitting alone in the small hospital room after jason left peyton decided that she didn't want to sit around annoyed wondering when he was going to come back, so she did the thing she knew would annoy jason the most.

"hey soph can you come get me?" peyton asked switching her phone to speaker as she got up from her bed. "and bring me a change of clothes." peyton said keeping it short and sweet.

while waiting for sophia to show up peyton thought about what went down since she woke up. it seemed like jason had forgotten about the fact that his girlfriend had been raped by some discussing gang banger like that fact just got shoved from his mind.

but what peyton didn't know was that jason was actually speeding in her car looking at all the normal hangouts for that disgusting piece of trash who touched the love of his life.

"hey bitch." soph smiled walking into the hospital room.

"thank god your here." peyton said grabbing the clothes sophia held out to her.

after sliding the clothes on peyton took a look in the mirror, even though peyton didn't feel like wearing sexy baby blue short shorts that barley covered her ass and a place tank top that was cut in a V to show off her boobs after the rape she sucked it up and decided they should leave now in case jason come back. once safely in sophia's car peyton quickly told her everything about the mission and the rape.

"i cant believe he know's." peyton sighed. "you should have seen his face when the doctor turned over my wrist soph."

"oh right i knew i was forgetting something." soph said reaching over into the glove compartment and pulling out a baby blue thick wrist band that matched her shorts. "i figured you'd want it." peyton smiled taking it and tying it around her wrist.

"so where do you want to go?" soph asked keeping her eyes on the road.

"i don't know maybe pick up some fro-yo then your place." peyton suggested not wanting to go home or to jason's.

speaking of home peyton was hurt by the fact that her parents didn't care enough to call or check in to see if she was ok, im mean she hadn't been home in like 2 weeks.

"sounds perf." soph said finding her way to the nearest fro-yo cart.

when the girls got to the house they picked out one of their favorite movies "dance again." to watch. (IDK IF ITS A MOVIE I JUST AM LISTENING TO THE SONG ON THE RADIO RIGHT NOW :p )

"god i looooooooooove that movie." sophia yelled making peyton laugh.

"yeah me too i miss going to the studio everyday after school." peyton smiled at the memory.

"yeah speaking of things we use to do, greg was back in town." sophia said smiling.

"really?" peyton asked greg was a guy sophia was obsessed with in grade 9 till he moved south.

"yeah apparently he came to visit some family i only saw him at the mall that's how i know. he left sometime last week i tried to call you but." sophia said not needing to state the obvious.

"yeah." peyton said a sad smile on her face.

Sophia jumped feeling a buzz under her leg. "its your phone." sophia said glaring at peyton who was laughing her ass off.

soph noticed peyton was just staring at the screen and hadn't answered it yet. "aren't you gonna get that?"

peyton just shook her head tossing the phone to the other couch. "jason." sophia nodded getting up from the couch running into the kitchen to grab them a big bag of Doritos.

"time for another movie." soph said looking threw the new movies that come out on netflix.

all peyton could think about was that she couldn't ask for a better best friend.

SHOUT OUT TO Choctaw gurl 4-life and DJDvamgirlp227 you guys are awesome!

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