Next chapter, finally!

/!\ this is an M chapter!

The young boy remained as far as possible from Cara.
"Chad, you must know... this woman who stands before us is not what you think she is"
"Are you tring to convince me she's not a monster? If that is the case then you are one too"
"Don't be stupid, I am the Mother Confessor."
"Then why are you defending her? she loves to kill. What kind of people would be like that?"
"You know nothing from her. She has suffered much more than you!" Kahlan said slightly annoyed.
"Does that mean that if I didn't run away I'd have become like her?" asked the child with horror.
"No, that means that if you had experienced the same thing you would be like her. She was brought up in torture and pain."
"But it made her stronger, that's what she thinks. And I guess that's true, she must be strong enough to kill and torture people."
"She's changed."
"Changed? People never change."
"If you keep talking about her like that, I'll tell her we can leave you there. And believe me it will please her."
Kahlan could not believe she had lost patience with a child! What was wrong with her today? Of course she knew it was Cara. It was always her.
"In any case she will not defeat all the guards, it is impossible."
"She'll surprise you."
"I do not know much about Confessors but how can you two get along?"
"You're not wrong, Confessors and Mord'Siths are supposed to be enemies. But we're friend and I'm glad I am."
"who would like to be her friend?"
"I've already told you you don't know her"
he changed the subject.
"Will you take me back home after?"
"Of course we will. We can't just leave you here."
"That shall not disturb her."
"Maybe, but she will not have the choice."

Cara slowed.
"Is it still far?"
"Yes it is on the edge of the forest"
"Look it must be there."
"Kahlan, do me a favor: let me kill them all. I want to know if these men are at my fingertips" Cara said, looking at Chad.
"Indulge yourself. I'll stay with him and we'll look for others."
"Then here we go."
Chad stared at Cara. she looked so excited to go and fight. But when he saw her fight, he remained stunned. All the men who terrorized him died in few seconds. He went out of his thoughts only when Kahlan pulled his arm.
"So, where are they?"
"Almost everywhere...Some are in the woods, others inside and others in the field."
"And where is the nearest place?"
Chad took her to the various places where they worked. The children did not really look healthy.
"Well, I almost wait for you." the Mord'Sith said a little breathless when she killed the last one.
Kahlan was happy that Cara had forgotten her bad mood. She knew it won't last.
"Their village is not far. If we hurry, we can reach Richard and Zedd tomorrow."
Cara nodded and they set off. But it was difficult to go faster with young children.

Chad approached Kahlan and whispered:
"Kahlan, do you think I can be her friend too?"
"You changed your mind about her?"
Chad looked away and blushed.
"It's just that she is impressive when she fights. She has so much style. And she's so gorgeous..."
Kahlan stopped abruptly. She did not know how she should react. Was she supposed to laugh? To be amazed?
"Are you telling me she stole your heart?"
"You didn't answer my question. And I asked first."
"Well, she's not the kind of people that make friends so easily."
"And did you already kissed her?"
"If I kissed her? No I've never did such thing."
"To way you answer, we could get the impression that you want it."
"Don't be a fool. And I love someone else." she said, trying to be convincing both for him and for her.
"Me, if I was her friend, I'd kiss her."
"Assuming you'd be her friend, you would regret that."
"I don't think so. Even if it's for one single kiss, I could take any consequence."

Kahlan found him cute. But if he had been older, she would have reacted differently. So differently. She would have made sure he doesn't feel anything anymore. "It would not be jealousy but in order to protect him from Cara". Kahlan was doing the same thing that Cara: She was lying to herself, she didn't want to face her feelings. Of course she would have been jealous.

Shortly before arriving at the village, some guards attacked. It was those who had fled from Cara's fight (every fight that involve Cara was her fight). Cara was delighted, she had never enough when it comes to fight. And once again, Kahlan cared for the children and protect them. But when an arrow went through Cara's belly, she didn't had the choice. She let herself be overwhelmed by her power filled with rage, hatred and despair. It was a new kind of Kun Dar, she didn't confess them, they died instantly. Their cries of pain frightened the children. Once Kahlan killed every guard, and this time no one escaped, she ran to Cara. She was laying on the ground in her own blood. If she didn't receive treatment quickly, she was going to die. Luckily the village was close. Nothing else mattered for her. She let the children behind 'They know which way to take after all'. They could be attacked again, but she didn't care. The only thing she thought was that she needed a healer. Fortunately, Chad remembered someone who had treated in the past. He was concerned for her too, even if Kahlan frightened him now.

He didn't just indicate the direction, he followed them. The healer said she was in critical condition. Kahlan wanted to answer something like "Thanks I think I already know that you ****" but she didn't. But seriously, did he really think she hadn't noticed?
"the arrow has almost reached a vital point, she's lucky. At least for the moment..."
"Is she going to make it?"
"I can't say for now. Come back in a few hours, I think we'll have the answer until then."

Kahlan looked at Cara. Was it the very last time? No more eyeroll? No more "You can't be serious" with her bored look? And what about their really strong friendship? Because Kahlan knew it, she was the closest one to her. These beautiful blond hair, gorgeous green eyes... and there was also her lips, her body wrapped in leather that suited her so well, but those last thoughts where only deep inside her because she did not want to face it, she preferred to ignore that. Kahlan would like to see her smile once again. What would life be without her? Now she could no longer see her, he was taken her to a room where they'll look after her. She should go but her feet didn't want to move and her legs threatened to collapse. Was there any part of her body she controlled? But Chad did it for her. He grabbed her hand took her outside. This helped her to clear her mind (well at least a part of it).

"you should come with me, you need to rest"
"I don't think your parents will be ok about it"
"Why? You saved us!"
"I... I won't let Cara there. I'm going to take care of her when she'll get a little better" she tried not to cry but still her voice was weak, barely audible and it betrayed her. She didn't have as much hope as she was pretending. And he knew that, who wouldn't? After a while he continue "My parents keep an inn and they wouldn't refuse customers" He said it with a smile, trying to make her a little happier.
She didn't answer him. She knew what he was trying to do but he couldn't do anything for her unless he could do something for Cara. At least he helped her to find where she was going to sleep the next days. She won't leave without Cara. But what if Cara can't leave this place?

They walked in silence to the inn and when they arrived, his parents took Chad in their arms. Usually she would have smile because she loved to see things like that. Those smiles that appear on their faces, it was priceless. After all Zedd, Richard, Cara and her were figting for this. But just one thing was on her mind.
"Where have you been? Some children came back and you didn't... you scared me so much"
"He was with me" Kahlan said.
"Mother Confessor?" She bowed her head in salute, but Kahlan saw clearly her eyes were riveted on her dress stained with blood. "Is this... the Seeker's blood?"
"No it's Cara's, a friend of hers. She's the one who saved us, she killed every guards that hurt us. She's so strong!"
"And is she..."
"No she's not" Kahlan said almost coldly. "I just want to know if I can take care of her here"
"Of course. Where's she?"
Chad gave her a look that meant "don't say another word about this".

"Where can I take a bath?" Kahlan said ignoring the question.
"Here, follow me"
Chad's mother was surprised by the Mothe Confessor's behavior. It wasn't how she imagined her at all. She was known for her goodness and her compassion. But she understood that something serious was happening. So, as she said, she led her to a room. Only few rooms had a bath in it, and only few customers could pay for them. But she was Kahlan Amnell, and she's probably used to some comfort (that was what the woman thought, but Kahlan was used to forest and floor since she's met the Seeker).
"Thank you"
"If you need anything else just call me"
"I don't need anything"

It was Kahlan's way to say "you probably have better things to do". She really tried to smile, but she didn't succeed. When the woman left and the door was closed, Kahlan undressed and went into the bath. The water was cold. Or maybe it was hot, she didn't really know. Was Cara allright? Was she... dead? It was best not think about it. But what was she supposed to think about? Richard? His quest? Her favourite color? What she want to eat for dinner or something like that? But how could she? Someone very important to her was dying and she couldn't do anything for her. She closed her eyes and tried to relax. And she did, she almost fell asleep.

After a while, Kahlan decided she had waited long enough. It was time to know if things' gonna change in her life or not.
When she came to the healer she saw no one. She knew where Cara were so she walked to her room. The door was open and Kahlan saw that someone was leaning on the woman who was still unconscious. "Is she allright? What's happening?" she said scared.
"I think we will perhaps be able to treat her. Here is my nephew, he's learning magic. When I understood that I could do nothing for her I called him. He's gonna heal the injuries that are lethal. Then it'll be your turn."
"you can't imagine how much I am grateful."
Once the young wizard had finished the treatment, the two men helped Kahlan to carry her at the inn.
"I'll never thank you enough for what you did"
"It's nothing. I mean, it's my job"
"It's a good job" she said with a sweet smile before he left.
Kahlan knelt beside the bed and stroked Cara's forehead.
"Hey, it's me. It's time to go back now." Kahlan whispered. "You probably hate me and I'm probably the last one you want to see, but don't leave me alone because you're the first one I want to see."

Cara stood in the middle of nowhere. Everything was blurred around her. That's what made her understand she was dreaming. Then she perceived Kahlan's silhouette. When she approached her Cara noticed that she seemed rather worried. She was almost crying.
"Hey Cara I'm sorry for earlier..."
Kahlan was still talking but Cara was no longer listening. She was looking at her lips which was moving, until she decided to make Kahlan stop talking. She put a finger on her lips.
"Shhh..."
Within seconds she was already kissing her neck. After all, she could make everything she wanted while she was dreaming. There will be no consequences. Something strange was happening to her. She was invaded by some heat. And there was something else. But for the first time she had no difficulty in deciphering the feeling. It was what it felt like to have Kahlan. For she and she alone.
"Cara what are you doing?" Kahlan said breathless.
Cara didn't stop immediately to answer her. It was so good to be able to kiss and lick her neck. But she finally decided to whisper into her ear.
"I'm gonna..." She kissed her again and said into the other ear. "Rape you Kahlan".
"You what?!" Kahlan asked, uncertain to have heard what Cara had really said. Although her kisses meant a lot of things.
"Don't worry Mother Confessor. I know how to bring you pleasure." Cara placed a hand around the brunette's waist and the other one between her legs. "There are so many ways to bring you pleasure you know"
"Cara..." Kahlan couldn't say anything else because the blonde made it impossible for her to breath.
"You can't even imagine since how long I want it. To have you, to possess you, and, more than all of this... to touch you. And since all of this isn't real, you can confess me as much as you want, I'm not going to die."
Cara kissed her skin again as she began to unlace her dress. Cara was a bit surprised that Kahlan wasn't struggling. But after all, it was her dream.
"Say to Lord Rahl I'm sorry for this marks on your neck."
"Lord Rahl?"
"Yeah you know, your boyfriend."
"My...? Richard?"
Cara stopped to look at her and then raised an eyebrow with a seductive smile on her face.
"I knew by touching you you'd end up forgetting him, but I haven't even start."
"Of course you've already started."
"I assure you I didn't. Your body will tell you when things will really begin."
"I think it's already telling me that."
"You should stop talking. And I'm going to help you." This time she didn't use her thumb or any other finger, she used her own lips to touch Kahlan's. She tried desperately to reach Kahlan's mouth quickly, but something prevented this. Again she could identify the feeling. She was afraid. Afraid to not kiss her properly. She realized she'd never kissed someone she loved. When their lips touched, Cara decided not to rush things and not to be aggressive in her kiss. She knew it was not the kind of Kahlan. 'how can I worry about how to kiss Kahlan, I'm supposed to be raping her!'. Kahlan knew something was wrong with Cara, so she kissed her back because she wanted this too. When Kahlan did it, Cara closed her eyes and stopped everything she was doing. Her arms fell down her own body. It was just perfection. She no longer had the same self-confidence and she will have to make sure to find it again, but still it was perfect. Being kissed by Kahlan. Because she wasn't the one who was leading that wonderful, delicious kiss. It's when she felt Kahlan's breath in her ear that she realized it was over.
"What's next?"
"I think I told you to shut up Kahlan."
She quickly slipped her dress on the floor. Then she placed a hand through her dark hair and tasted her neck again. "Don't do anything I didn't told you to, understood?"
Kahlan suddenly looked away, apparently she was ashamed. 'Fuck, did I do something wrong? Was it too much? But I told her... I was going to do... that kind of things'
"What?" Cara asked trying not to show she had lost her self-confidence again.
"You don't have to worry about me... doing things you didn't told me." Kahlan blushed. "I've never... you know... did this before."
"I know it. Besides, I think I'd have used my Agiels on all those with whom you would had sex with."
"Even Lord Rahl?"
"Yes, even him. And you're wrong, Richard already made love to you, even if you don't remember. Lord Rahl or not, he's going to pay for this. Nothing else matter when it comes to you." 'Damn! Wich part of the word rape didn't I understood? Now it's like I'm telling her "I love you"!' Cara seemed to have two different personalities when she was whith her. "In fact, you couldn't have a better teacher than me. Here's the first lesson"
Cara removed the last thing on Kahlan's torso and came back to her ear to lick it.
"Nice breasts Mother Confessor..."
She began to suck one nipple. Kahlan couldn't help but took Cara's head in her hands.
"Cara!" she moaned loudly.
"I don't want you to talk, but it's allright if you say my name. It sounds so good when you say it like that"
"Can you move your tongue faster?" Cara stopped to answer. "Yes I can" She sucked it slower. "But you still don't shut up so I won't do that. All you can say is my name". Cara's hands traveled over Kahlan's body. "Now let's see how wet you are for me."
When Cara moved her hand down to the brunette's inner thigh, Kahlan blushed and grabbed her arm.
"You have no need to be shy Mother Confessor. I swear I've never seen a woman as beautiful as you are". 'How can she be so cute?'
Kahlan loosened her hand slowly. The blonde changed her plan; she dragged her to the ground and kissed her to reassure her. This time Cara led the kiss and Kahlan let her do. It is only when the kiss became more passionate that Cara slipped her hand between Kahlan's legs. But brunette was still a little reluctant about this.
"Shhh... It'll be fine. I'm going to take care of you Kahlan." Cara said softly. "I will do nothing that could hurt you".
The Confessor placed a hand on Cara's cheek. Cara started to blush too.
"Kahlan you know..." Cara stopped few seconds. "if you don't want me to do it, you just have to tell me" she finally said, looking away. 'How can she make me so timid?'
Kahlan took her face between her hands so that she looks at her. "Cara, I want this. You are making me want it. I'm just a little bit scared that's all. And this is a part of my lesson right?"
Cara smiled. "You're learning fast".
"Like you said, I have a good teacher."
The Mort'Sith realized everything was different now. She'd shown a weakness to Kahlan. Anyway she didn't want to rape her or have sex with her anymore. She wanted to make love to her, as lovers would.
"I want to be perfect for you Cara"
"You already are"
"You don't have to lie"
"I mean it Kahlan. There's something about you that makes everything you do perfect to me" "What thing?"
"I don't know. But that doesn't matter" Cara sais before she kissed Kahlan.
This time Kahlan did nothing to prevent Cara from reaching her clit and she moaned as she touched her. Cara left her mouth to kiss her cheek, then her neck, her thorax, her breasts, her abdomen... before finally arriving to join her hand.
"Do you feel it?"
"Feel what?"
"How wet you are for me."
"I'm sorry, the only thing I feel is you Cara."
"Well...it is not so surprising. I'll show you how good I am! Do you want me?"

"Yes"
"That's not what I want to hear. Say you want me"
"I want you Cara! I..." she couldn't speak anymore. It was like there was no more air in her lungs.
Cara bit the Confessor lower lips before she kissed her. Then the blonde let her forefinger slide on Kahlan's lips before she put it in her mouth. While Kahlan was sucking her finger she kissed her chest and everywhere she could reach. But she finally withdraw her finger.
"It's time to begin"
She stroked her pussy once again before she put her wet finger inside Kahlan.
"How does it feel?"
"Good. But I want more"
"You want more? Really?"
"Yes"
She put another finger and slid quicker than before.
"Kahlan you should tell me if you want me to let you breath." she whispered seductively. Because it was right, she was breathless.
She wanted to say "I need to breath but that doesn't matter, don't stop!" but she didn't had the time.

Kahlan suddenly opened her eyes and gasped. She could not believe she had dreamed of Cara this way. 'What was it? How could I've dream of something like that?! And why did I enjoyed it so much?'. Kahlan felt something in her. She knew it was magic because she's always lived with it but this one wasn't hers. She quickly realized the magic reached her only when she touched Cara. There was still a part of the magic that saved her in her, it'll probably go away soon. But this dream wasn't important, Cara was not in better conditions. She will have to be patient.

That's all for now ;) hope you liked it