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She really had to forget about this dream with Kahlan. If she could, she would erase her from her mind. Yes, if she could... exept she can't.

Cara had no difficulty finding someone. There were men in here that caught her eyes. She just had to choose one and it would be good. No one was reluctant to have sex with her. She chose the first man she reached. Before he could do anything, Cara was already sitting on his knees, her arms around his neck.

"It's a little bit hot here..." she whispered. Her breath on his hear was excited him, she knew that. "Don't you think we should get more comfortable?"

"That's exactly what I was thinking baby." he said, his hand heading to her breast.

They kissed then. That was not a gentle kiss, but certainly not a passionate kiss. Just a mix of aggressiveness and desire.

There was clearly jealousy in the air. Most of people of the room stopped to look at her.

"Let's move to my room sweetie."

"Sounds good. But don't you ever call me sweetie or you won't say anything else. Well, if you stay quiet it would be perfect."

"Speaking would be a waste of time." he said before kissing her neck, making her moan.

"Good. Now, in your room." she said before she got up.

He didn't take his time to undress her.

"You've got such a nice body." he took one nipple in his mouth and played with his tongue.

Cara faked a moan. By the time she first kissed him she knew; it won't be anything but fake. Something was wrong with him. His hands were rough and even the color of his hair was bothering her. She wanted dark hair. And pale skin. He had nothing to do with what she wanted.

Even knowing that it would be just fake, she thought she could do it. Sex without any meaning, that's what she's always done. 'Why the hell am I in the room next to Kahlan's?! She's lying in that bed right behind this wall. Maybe this is the problem. Yeah sure, it must be it'.

She didn't notice but when she thought about Kahlan lying on a bed, she instinctively opened her legs more. The guy saw in this an invitation. So he began to lick her pussy, but quickly she pushed him away.

"What? Are you trying to make me believe you're shy?"

"Shy? No. I've changed my mind."

"You've changed your mind? Why?"

"I'm not as wet as I should be right now."

"Of course you're wet!" he said, trying to put a finger into her.

"Touch me and you'll regret it."

He just ignored her and sucked her nipples.

"This is your last chance boy."

"Alright."

He wasn't as angry as Cara expected. No, he was smiling in fact and she was almost disappointed by that. Well, to be honest she was completely disappointed. Wasn't

she sexy enough for him? He sat on the bed and looked her in the eyes.

"So why did you came to me?"

"I don't know. A mistake probably." She knew it was time for her to leave but she wanted him to be mad at her for leaving him here.

"Is there someone in your mind?"

"I'm a Mord'Sith! There can't be anyone in my mind!"

"Ok so maybe you're impressed by me."

"Impressed by you?! Must be kidding me! No I think all I need right now is a woman." Cara said as she stood up. She was about to leave when he took her hand.

"Hey, no kiss goodbye?" he asked with those fake puppy eyes.

"Kiss goodbye? Seriously?"

"Yeah seriously." Now he was having a big grin on his face.

Cara smiled (in that special way that makes her so sexy) and did as he said.

"That wasn't a kiss goodbye." The blonde said.

"Really? Good news."

"That was a farewell kiss." It was her turn to have a grin on her face.

"Ok but, if you need someone, I'm here."

"Oh that's soooo sweet... you'll be there for me... You should know I don't need anyone."

"All I know is Mord'Sith think they don't need anyone."

"You're a lucky guy do you know that?" Cara asked with a smile.

"Why?"

"Because after all you said, and you even said I need someone, I didn't hurt you."

"That's not my point of view."

"And what's your point of view?" she whispered

"A beautiful woman, probably the most gorgeous I've seen so far, is running away from me. I almost had her but she's leaving. That's not what I call luck."

"I'm not running away!"

"Yeah I know, because you're a Mord'Sith. But clearly that's what you're doing now."

"Oh poor little kid, stop it I'm going to cry. You're the first one I give a kiss goodbye so don't be sad"

"Kiss goodbye! You didn't say farewell kiss, you said kiss goodbye. So tell me, when is our next meeting?"

"Something's wrong with you. That was a farewell kiss."

"Ok ok, I give up. Farewell kiss..."

"Oh God this conversation is so stupid!" Cara said rolling her eyes even if she couldn't help but smile. She even chuckled for a second.

"So if you're leaving, can I ask you a favor?"

"It depends."

"Could you give me..." He stopped to make her wait.

"Give you what?"

"Farewell sex!" He said with a big childish smile on his face.

"Oh god, I can't believe it!" she said rolling her eyes once again.

"Of course you can believe it. I'm not the first one who asks you some sex."

"You're the first one who asks me farewell sex! That sounds so..."

"Stupid? Yeah I know. But I'm being stupid since you've kissed me"

'What is stupid in all of this is me. This guy is beautiful, strong, sexy, funny and yet I can't have sex with him! I hate Kahlan for what she's doing to me. And I hate me for falling in love with her.'

"Ok I think I should go."

Before she could do anything he grabbed her arm, pulled her on the bed and kissed her.

"That was a kiss goodbye. Which means we'll see each other again."

"Oh I see, you expect me to give you a farewell kiss now."

"Exactly. Did it work?"

"Am I kissing you right now?"

"Not right now, but maybe the next seconds."

"Ok. But this will be the last."

"The last." He agreed

Cara couldn't believe he made her laugh like this. First she fell in love with Kahlan and now she was laughing and smiling with a complete stranger. There was definitely something wrong with her.

She leaned on him and kissed his lips.

"What the hell, that wasn't a kiss."

"Really? Show me then."

He pressed his lips again Cara's and their tongues met for at least ten seconds.

"That is a kiss, Miss."

"Well, I think that was a kiss goodbye..." she whispered seductively in his hear. She gave him a wink and then she left.

If she couldn't have sex with this guy so it was useless to try to find someone else. She decided to get some rest, it's always easier to sleep in a bed than on the cold hard soil. She couldn't believe she just left that guy like this. But when she opened the door and saw this beauty asleep on the bed, she understood that, surely she will regret, but not when Kahlan would be around. Still that was stupid, she didn't have to be faithful; they were not together.

Cara felt a strong need to touch her, but she didn't. Her respect for Kahlan was bigger than that feeling. The blonde laid next to Kahlan. She pressed her body against hers and buried her head in her back. She would tell her later that she was cold and Kahlan would believe her, thinking it was because of her injury. 'She's so naive' Cara smiled to herself.

The Mord'Sith didn't know what to feel. Security? With Kahlan at her side nothing could happen to her. Besides, she's just saved her life. Insecurity? Kahlan was making her so dependent, so weak...

Here, she was dreaming again. Not very complicated to understand that; she was in a forest, sitting against a tree with Kahlan on her knees. But above all she was tasting the confessor's tongue. Cara knew this dream would make her weaker when she'll wake up. She didn't care at the moment.

"Cara I want you so bad..." the Confessor said breathless as Cara was kissing her neck.

"That's exactly what I want to hear." the Mord'Sith answered in a whisper.

"Do you want me too?"

"I can't believe you're asking me this. Of course I want you. One touch from you and I'm on fire."

"Because you love me?"

"Can we talk about it later?"

"Yeah, later..." Kahlan said, her smile fading away.

"Kahlan..."

"No it's ok. I know you don't want to say it."

Cara wanted to say something but Kahlan was already gone. She had disappeared, just like this. She saw her a little further. She was happy at first, until she realized Richard was with her. And she had on her face that big, wonderful smile on her lips. That smile which is only for him.

"What the hell is he doing here?"

Since it was just a dream, she wanted to fight with him, to prove Kahlan she was better than Richard. But she couldn't move, her legs were stuck on the ground. It was so painful to see her coming to him.

He was now kissing her. Again those kisses were deeper and she looked happier. It was a dream but yet this was reality. He had Kahlan. Her heart, her body (more or less)... he had everything. And Cara was just a friend.

Things were getting worse; he was undressing her and she was laughing at each touch from him. But what hurt Cara the most were those three words that escaped her mouth. The same three words she asked her to say just few seconds ago. The same three words she'll never hear from Kahlan.

"Cara, time to get up now." Kahlan whispered gently in her hear.

Cara woke up suddenly.

"Is there a problem?"

"Yeah, the problem is you should've woke me up earlier."

"Everyone needs to sleep. And I don't believe you when you say you're completely fine and the wound is just a scar now."

"First, I'm not everyone."

"Oh sure you're not!"

"And second yes, it's just a scar."

"Show me."

"Are you a doctor?"

"I said show me!"

'Why is she so sexy when she yells at me? It's not fair. Kahlan is not fair anyway!'

"See! Just a scar" she said after she undressed herself, making Kahlan blush.

"That is certainly not just a scar."

"Ok doc, I'll be careful." Cara sighed.

"I would appreciate that. Now let's go, everything's ready."

They went downstairs and bought some food for the next few days.

"I'm glad we can finally leave."

"No you're glad you're going to see Richard again."

"Not only Richard."

"Oh come on Kahlan, don't lie to me!" Cara sighed.

"Hey! Miss kiss goodbye, you're leaving?"

"Yeah, as you can see. Let me guess, you want another kiss right?" Cara asked with a smile.

"Are you reading my mind girl?"

"That's not so hard you know."

"Really? What am I thinking now?"

She approached him and whispered in her hear:

"Farewell sex. You want me. You want my body to be yours." she was gently stroking his chest.

"That's right."

Kahlan was looking at Cara. It was clear she was annoyed. 'Who the hell is this man? I thought she had a thing for me! So why is she doing this? I don't know why this is surprising me. It's Cara. Whatever she feels for me, she'll always play with others..."

When the guy put a hand on her ass, it was too much for Kahlan.

"Sorry to interrupt. Cara we should go now. Richard and Zedd are waiting for us."

"So that's your name? Cara? It's pretty."

"Everything in me is pretty."

"I know that. I've seen that." he started to kiss her deeply and Cara let him do, but Kahlan grabbed her arm to break their kiss.

"I said it's time to go."

"Alright, bye Miss kiss goodbye."

Once they were out Cara asked:

"Do you think you're my mum or something?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Are you kidding me?! Why did you do that?"

"We don't have time for your sex adventures."

"Excuse-me?"

"You know what I mean, Miss kiss goodbye. He said he'd seen how pretty you are. You had sex with him, it's obvious."

"Oh I see."

"What do you see?"

"You're jealous!"

"Jealous?! Don't be stupid. Why would I be jealous?! I love Richard!"

Cara stopped and stared at Kahlan, surprised.

"I'm not talking about this. You're jealous because you can't have sex."

"That's ridiculous!"

"Is it?"

"What's bothering me is you've been injured and it's dangerous for you to have sex!"

"Wow, I think I'll never hear something more stupid! I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself."

"Ok this conversation is over."

"If I want to have sex, you won't prevent me to do so." Cara lied.

"As long as your wound doesn't get worst, you can do whatever you want. Now, like I said, this conversation is over."

After that they walked in silence. Cara was still intrigued; Why Kahlan mentioned Richard in the conversation? Of course she didn't expect her to be jealous because she didn't want to share her with other guys.

'It's not like we're a couple'

So, how was it?