"You were pregnant?" Kevin asked still holding Ashley in his arms.
"Yeah" Ashley sighed trying to regain her composure.
"What happened?" Kevin asked carefully.
"I lost the baby because of them" Ashley cried. She hadn't told anyone, not even her family that she was pregnant or lost the baby. She moved away after everything happened.
"Oh my gosh, Ashley... I'm so sorry" Kevin said tightening his grip on Ashley.
"Because of them i lost my baby... Because they caused me stress and fucking trauma my baby suffered the consequences" Ashley exclaimed, all the emotions were coming back to her. Kevin just stood there silent as he had no idea what to say to her now that would make her feel better.
"I'm so sorry. Have you told anyone about this" Kevin sighed.
"It's not your fault" Ashley said whipping away tears from her face with her sleeve and letting go of Kevin. "Nah, i haven't. So please don't tell anyone" Ashley said looking deep into Kevin's eyes.
"I won't i promise" Kevin smiled. He knew he wouldn't tell anyone.
"Thanks, and if you don't mind i'd rather not talk about it again" Ashley added.
"Of course, i understand. I'm happy we can talk now though" Kevin sighed with a half smile.
"You really care don't you?" Ashley asked.
"I do" Kevin said taking Ashley's hand.
"What do you see in me though?" Ashley wondered. She never felt worthy of anyones affection or care.
"I see a girl whose been hurt and who needs to be treated right, and i want to be the one who treats you the way you should be treated." Kevin smiled coming closer to Ashley now. Ashley backed away not wanted anything to happen between Kevin and herself.
"Thanks... I'm just sorry that I'm not enough for you" Ashley said walking away into her room and closing the door. Kevin stood there and just sighed. All these emotions and thoughts were running through his head. He knew he had gotten through to Ashley, he was just upset that she felt like she wasn't enough.
Ashley and Stephanie were in their room getting people ready for another show. Ashley didn't tell Stephanie anything about the secret she told Kevin, although she did tell her that Kevin told her he knew, and that she wasn't upset about it. She knew that Stephanie and Layla just had her best interests at heart, so you couldn't complain about that.
"Good, because we thought it would be good if he knew because he cares a lot about you" Stephanie explained after Ashley told her she was fine with Kevin knowing. Stephanie was happy with how her and Ashley were getting along now. Ashley seemed much more open and friendly with her now.
"That's really sweet of him. I just don't get why he's so interested, I'm not usually the one people are interested in" Ashley sighed sorting through her make up. Ashley could feel herself starting to like Kevin, as much as she didn't want to admit it to herself.
"What do you mean?" Stephanie asked.
"It's always been my sister that's gotten everything. I've always been the one living in her shadow. In comparison to her i've never been good enough and it's been like that my whole life, and Ted's a prime example of that" Ashley shrugged. She accepted the fact that she wasn't the one who was good enough. Steph just looked at her and pulled her into a friendly hug, because she could tell Ashley needed one.
"Sorry to interrupt your little BFF session or whatever this is, but i believe it's my turn" Randy laughed walking into the room with Cody and taking a seat at Ashley's stool as Cody went to Stephanie's.
"You're Layla's sister right?" Randy scoffed looking at Steph.
"Uh, yeah... why?" Steph asked.
"No reason... although... what does it feel like having a sister whose such a bitch?" Randy laughed.
"Shut up, Randy" Cody exclaimed looking mad at Randy. "Sorry, he's just a fool. Don't ever pay attention to him" Cody said to Steph who looked angered.
"It's okay... He'll end up a sad bald, lonely man" Steph shot back.
"That's what your sister said" Randy sighed.
"What?" Steph asked looking confused.
"Nothing... I didn't say anything" Randy exclaimed.
"So, what's new with Ashley?" Mike asked as he Jake and Kevin were walking back to their hotel room.
"Nothing yet" Kevin shrugged.
"We're bound to find out sooner or later from Ted. He'll spill the beans by accident" Jake laughed.
"Yeah, probably" Kevin laughed forcefully.
"You still hooked on the girl though?" Mike asked stopping in the hallway near Kevin's room which was a few doors down from Ashley's.
"PFFFT, NO" Kevin giggled nervously. He really liked Ashley, but didn't want to tell the guys. He thought she was a beautiful girl, he just wished that she could see it too.
"Good, because you deserve better that that load of baggage" Jake exclaimed patting Kevin on the back.
"Yeah, he's right. I mean would i tap that? Yes, but there's a whole lot of girls out there who would be better for you" Mike explained.
"I guess so" Kevin shrugged.
"You guess so what?" Jake asked raising an eye brow. Kevin just looked at him weirdly noticing Jake wanted him to say something.
"I guess... I do deserve better" Kevin cringed not knowing exactly what Jake meant by the facial expression.
"Exactly, bro" Jake said looking pleased.
"Thanks for that" Ashley exclaimed poking her head out of her door. Ashley had heard the whole conversation. She was just about to leave her room to go see Steph until she heard the guys mention her name so she stopped to listen.
"No, Ashley it's not like that" Kevin shouted looking at the guys and back at her as she walked back into her room.
"Ashley, i didn't mean what i said" Kevin said walking into Ashley's room as she didn't close the door properly. Ashley was just standing there leaning against the wall crying.
"Yes you did... You meant every word. I'm not worthy of you and that's that. I already knew that" Ashley exclaimed.
"What are you talking about? Yes, you are! I just said those things to them so they would lay off me. I couldn't tell them i know what happened to you" Kevin exclaimed walking closer to Ashley.
"Kevin, i get it... I'm not good enough for you. Now if you would please leave i'd really appreciate it" Ashley exclaimed running her hand through her hair.
"No, I'm not leaving. I've gotten this far with you and I'm not turning away now" Kevin said coming even closer to Ashley but she just pushed him.
"Why do you care so much about me?" Ashley exclaimed.
"Because i do alright... I think about you all the time! When I'm without you I'm worried about you and when I'm with you I'm still worried about you" Kevin explained.
"Well, we're nothing anyway so you can forget about me and that should sort everything out. You won't have to worry about me anymore" Ashley exclaimed.
"But i can't forget about you Ashley, do you get it?" Kevin said moving towards Ashley again.
"Well you should because i know i'll never deserve you. I'm not pretty enough, or funny enough or happy enough..." Ashley exclaimed as Kevin put his hand over her mouth to stop her from continuing. He thought the exact opposite of what she was saying.
"You're enough for me" Kevin sighed looking deep into Ashley's eyes and moving his hand away. Kevin's body was now just inches away from Ashley's who was still leaning against the wall.
"No, I'm not" Ashley cried.
"Yes you are... More than enough" Kevin said before he leaned in and pressed his lips against Ashley's and started to kiss her softly.
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