A/N: I've had a general sketch of where this story should go for a while, but it's been slow going. It's picking up a bit now, so I should be posting (somewhat) regular updates. (of course, now that I say that, who knows what'll happen.) Thanks again for your reviews; they truly make my day!

Chapter 11

Wendy stretched, smiling sleepily, her arms above her head. She'd had such a delicious dream. It had been so difficult to sleep at first, but as she finally dropped off, she could have sworn that someone had been with her, lulling her to sleep with his steady breathing and soft touches to her hair. She slid her hand to the place beside her, only to find that the sheets were cold. Strange, I could've sworn...

The doors flew open with the now-typical flourish that preceded Smee's appearance. She sat up in bed, blinking as he carried in a tray of questionable-looking porridge and a steaming cup of... something. But what caught her attention was the fact that he was accompanied by the Captain, looking as pristine as ever. She was suddenly aware of her tousled hair and the fact that she was clad in only a nightshirt—his shirt. Wendy hesitated, then drew up her chin, refusing to be intimidated by his mere presence.

"Good morning, Red-Handed Jill," Smee said cheerfully as he placed the tray on the bedside table. "Did you sleep well?"

She smiled gratefully at the friendly pirate, realizing that she was hungry. "Yes, thank you." She turned to the Captain, and offered a smile in truce. "Thank you, Captain, for the use of your quarters. It was quite kind of you." And, she realized in surprise, it had been unexpected. Their discussion the night before had certainly raised a few questions in her mind. He'd been polite and courteous to her, while she had been tense and combative. Perhaps she needed to reevaluate both his position and her own.

His expression did not change, although she thought he seemed pleased as he said casually, "Well, we couldn't place you below with the men; you'd never get out alive." She flushed slightly, but couldn't keep a cough of shocked laughter from escaping. His lips twitched in return.

Smee looked as if he were torn between amusement and embarrassment. "Yes, well, we have clothes in the hold that may fit you. When you finish eating, come find me and I'll help you look through them. They're not ladies clothes, but you can't exactly be picky, now, can you."

She merely nodded, and Smee turned and left the room. The Captain stood in the doorway, avoiding her gaze, looking at a book that he'd selected at random. He seemed uncharacteristically off-kilter, and she wondered where he'd spent the night, and whether he'd slept at all.

"Is there something you forgot, Captain?" she asked sweetly.

He hesitated, staring at the book he'd lifted, then looked up at her. "How long has it been, for you?" She looked so comfortable in his shirt and his bed that he nearly groaned. Why was she sent to torment him so?

She instinctively knew what he meant, and swallowed hard. "Years. Many years." Much had happened since she'd last been in Neverland.

He looked confused. "Yet you say that I have not aged."

She blinked. "I don't recall mentioning such a thing," she said, willing herself not to turn red. She could not let him know that she had memorized his every characteristic, that she had been so aware of him in her younger days that she'd been able to tell instantly that every line on his face had been the same. Her attention had not changed, either; she was still hyper-sensitive when it came to the Captain.

He relented, surveying her silently for a moment, then said softly, "The men do need a Storyteller, Red. Simple pirating is not enough. It never has been."

Suspicious of this apparent non sequitur, she nodded wordlessly. He closed the book, put it on the shelf, and left the room without another word.

Wendy bit her lip as she pulled the breakfast tray towards her. A Storyteller was needed, and she just so happened to have thousands hidden, repressed deep inside. Perhaps she could truly become Red-Handed Jill once again. It wouldn't bring back all of her memories, would it? Some could still stay hidden?

-+-

Wendy made the giant bed, then donned her clothes from yesterday and went to find Smee. She was pleased to discover as she walked that while her wounded leg still throbbed with pain, she was able to get by with a limp. She wouldn't need a stick to lean on.

Smee took her down to the hold, chattering all the while. As she walked through the ship, she was uncomfortably aware of the many eyes upon her. She wondered if the Captain had made a general announcement about her presence on board, for the eyes did not seem curious, but simply watchful. Some felt rather predatory, however, and she quickened her step behind Smee as he led her to the giant trunks in a corner of the hold.

"Here we are." Smee groaned with effort as he opened one. An explosion of fabric lay inside, and he began pulling out pieces of clothing, one by one. "We've been gathering booty for so long that we never know exactly what we have anymore. We've gone through about eight cabin boys, and I'm sure some of them left their old clothes behind, so we're bound to find something to fit you," he said kindly.

She pulled aside shirts that looked about her size, and found a few pairs of trousers that could fit. There was so much inside the first trunk that they didn't need to look inside the second, although Smee insisted upon opening it as well.

As she looked at all of the fabric, an idea came into her head. "Smee," she asked cautiously. "You say that you and the men never use these clothes?"

"Not to my knowledge, no," he said, then looked at her curiously. "Why do you ask?"

A slow smile began to cross her face. "Oh, no matter. I need to bring something up with the Captain later." She got to her feet, stretching out the soreness in her leg, and began to help him put the clothes away. "Tell me, is there anything I can do to help pull my weight around here?"

Smee paused. "Well, you could ask Cookie if he needs help fixin' the meals. The man's a master chef but I'm sure more hands won't hurt. Anything else and you'd be stuck with the men for long periods of time, and that wouldn't be fun for anyone, least of all you."

She smiled at Smee even as she fought back a shudder, grateful for his thoughtfulness. "Well, would you show me where to find Cookie?"

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Wendy growled at the full five-gallon buckets she was attempting to drag towards the stairs. The cook hadn't taken kindly to her intrusion upon his domain, and had relegated the task of water retrieval to her. Of course, the freshwater hold was kept down two flights of stairs; something about the necessary relocation due to dry rot and rat infestation had been muttered as he'd shoved the buckets into her arms and pointed her to the steps. She'd shouldered her burden and marched away, as best she could. It seems the man took a personal dislike to her, and had decided heavy labor would be the best punishment. Had he heard her thoughts on the porridge that morning?

"Men," she muttered as the bucket sloshed alarmingly. "Too stubborn to know what's good for them."

Footsteps sounded down the shadowy corridor, and she fought against the sudden pounding of her heart. She hadn't seen the Captain since his cryptic words before breakfast, and he was not likely to show his face down here. She forced her breath to slow; she did not like the way her heart leapt at the first sound of boots on the steps. Calm down, Red. He's a bloodthirsty pirate who may or may not be holding you captive on this boat. Simply because you happen to dream about him in disturbing detail does not mean that reality will comply with your imagination.

Yet she still looked up eagerly as the footsteps drew nearer, only to see an impeccably dressed pirate making his way down the steps towards her.

She waited, shoulders back, eyes focused on the bucket, hoping that the man would simply ignore her and walk by. She moved back into the wall as he approached, giving him ample room to pass her, but he suddenly stopped and looked at her. His immaculate appearance began to fade upon closer inspection; he appeared out of place in the spotless clothes, as if he were playing a part, but felt ill at ease in the material.

His expression, however, was what caused chills to run down her spine; his gaze was fixed upon her and there was a hint of hatred as well as anger and desire on his face. Yellow eyes narrowed as he closed in on her personal space. "Well, if it ain't the Captain's newest pet," he growled, his breath making her gag.

"Please step aside; I need to be on my way," she said resolutely, but he moved in closer and lifted a hand to trail down the side of her face. She flinched away, but he pressed closer still and chuckled. The hairs on the back of her neck stood on end in sudden premonition.

She tried to push him aside, but he grabbed her forearms and squeezed, making her bones nearly grind together and bringing tears to her eyes from the pain. "Now, now, girlie, I've had my eye on you, and you're going to appreciate it proper, like a good girl should."

Oh, God, here came the memories. Wife is second to Husband. When will you learn to speak properly to your betters? If I'm going to marry you and take you out of this hovel, you are going to learn some respect! He had appeared so pleasant at first, and her family had liked him. Too bad the most innocent looking sheep often turned out to be the worst kind of wolves.

She shook off the past and focused on the alarming present. "Let me go," she said firmly, willing the tears in her eyes to disappear even as she wished her voice could be louder.

The pirate laughed. "Why isn't that charming, she's trying to tell us what to do." Fear rose in her as she realized he wasn't talking to himself, that another man had appeared in the small corridor. Her odds had just gone from bad to worse.

Making up her mind quickly, she flew into action. Twisting her wrist around, she kneed him in the groin and pulled away as he let go and yelled in surprise at the pain. Whirling around, she raced towards the stairs only to find herself falling suddenly. The second pirate had tripped her, and was pulling her backwards by her injured leg. She kicked out desperately, but the first man was stepping over her now and pulling her up by her hair. She gave a strangled cry of pain, but he punched her in the stomach, knocking the wind out of her.

Panic flooded her, and she found herself desperately crying, "No, please stop, not again," wordlessly as they pushed her against the wall. Help, please help me. The first man grabbed her neck and began steadily squeezing as the world slowly went black.

-+-

The Captain was moving before he realized it, striding, nearly running across the deck of the ship to get down into the hold. His men moved out of his way quickly once they saw the look in his red eyes; they recognized the spectre of death in his gaze.

He couldn't quite understand the deep-set trepidation that motivated him; he only knew that if he didn't get somewhere now, something horrible was going to happen. As he raced down the stairs, he heard a yelp, then a thud from the darkened corridor ahead. Another voice cried out, and his blood ran cold. Help, please help me.

Wendy.