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Just Because I'm Losing, Doesn't Mean I'm Lost

Chapter No.3

Can you hear me? Is someone there –
Am I losing my mind, am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone, won't you rescue me?
Talking to myself, staring at the sea

What will morning bring?
Will I hear that old sea bird sing?
Will her colors fill my eyes?
As she sails through clear blue sky

Can you hear me? Is someone there –
Am I losing my mind, am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone, won't you rescue me?
Shapes in the darkness, staring at the sea

Blair felt a painful throbbing in her arm. She tried to turn her head to look at it, but she realized that turning her head hurt more than her arm. She tried to open her eyes, but she couldn't. What was happening; where was she? She tried to remember something, anything, about her situation, and the only thing that came to mind was that she was on a trip to Hawaii. Yes, that was right, she was on a trip to Hawaii with Serena, Nate, Chuck, Dan, and Jenny. So where was she now? She tried to remember more. She remembered reading her magazine, Serena calling her a drama queen, the turbulence.. Of course! There was the turbulence. She had dropped her magazine, and she recalled Serena saying something along the lines of, "Whatever happens, I love you. You're my sister." Blair hadn't gotten to respond, because the turbulence had gotten worse, and she'd seen the whole back end of the Bass Private Jet gone. She remembered being flung out of the plane. She'd been viciously ripped out of her seat, and she remembered screaming.

Was she dead? No, this wasn't what being dead was like, right? She doubted she'd be able to feel her whole body ache if she was dead. Was she in hell? Crap, she thought, she shouldn't have been that mean to everyone. Maybe she wasn't dead after all. She tried to open her eyes again.

The brightness of a blue sky peeping out through tall Cajeput trees took her by surprise. She tried to sit up but it was extremely hard to get the upper part of her body from off of the ground. She turned her head, trying to ignore the severe pain in her neck, and looked around for anything to help her. She spotted a large branch lying about a metre away from her. Again, biting her lip to try to withstand the immense pain, she rolled towards the branch. She used her good arm to grab it, and she used all of her remaining strength to hoist herself up. It hurt so much, she started crying. She let the tears fall free, because she was obviously alone out here, in this god forsaken hellhole. Where was she anyway? In a forest? She glanced at her surroundings, taking every detail in this time. She was in a forest, and in every direction, all she saw were trees. Lots and lots of trees. Blair fought the urge to just stop everything and collapse on the dirty forest floor. But she had to find everyone. Then a terrible thought crossed her mind. She wasn't dead. But what about the others? The tears had just recently stopped falling, but they were attempting to spill out again. Was Serena okay? How about Chuck? She hoped the bassterd was okay. Dan and Jenny? She had never liked them, but she didn't want them to be dead. What about Nate? This time the tears actually fell. She knew her and Nate were broken up, but what if he was dead? She would never get to marry him, and have beautiful little brown haired, green eyed babies with him. She would never get to apologize or say "always have, always will" to him ever again.

Blair blinked back the tears. She had to think positive, she told herself. The sooner she found her way, the sooner she'd be with all her friends again, and the sooner she'd be on her way back to Manhattan. Blair looked at her arm again, inspecting it closely. There was a deep cut, and although most of the blood had stopped flowing, there was still some. She ripped a piece off of her now ruined YSL dress, and wrapped it tightly around her wound. She blew her now messy curly hair out of her face, and felt shameful to the conditions she was in. Blair Waldorf would never be this dirty. Blair promised herself that when she got home, she would have the biggest shopping spree known to mankind, and get her hair, nails, and makeup done at the most prestigious salon she could find. For now, Blair needed to focus on getting home. So she took off her louboutins, and left them abandoned beside a Monstera plant and started walking. It didn't matter which direction she was going, it was all the same to her. She just needed to get out of here; wherever here was.

After 100 hours of walking, which was what it felt like to Blair, she saw some light blue peaking out through some trees, and realized that it wasn't sky. It was water! Blair almost leapt for joy, and actually couldn't stop herself from laughing hysterically. Her calloused feet started running, not caring if they were stepping on twigs or rocks along the way. Blair's feet reached soft sand. Could it be? Her feet rang along, hoping for more of the warm sand to bathe in.

Blair found herself on an amazing beach. For a second, she thought that the trip had gone according to plan, and that she was in the tropical paradise she had longed for. All she had to do to burst that bubble of happiness was to glance down at her body and see her tattered clothes and bruised, bloody skin. Blair ran to the water, and feeling like a kid in a candy store, started cooling off in the relaxing water, the salty water stinging her cuts. She didn't care, and continued to scrub the dirt off of her body.

When she was finished, she got out of the sparkling green-blue water, and started walking with her branch along the shore of the postcard-like beach. Blair watched her feet stepping along the mushy sand, the waves crashing in over her toes every few seconds. She started to think about how her toenails were totally the wrong colour, and she felt like she was in the Hamptons for the summer. Memories of her childhood came back to her. She smiled, remembering lazy days on Cooper's Beach with Serena, and shopping in the boutiques on the quiet streets of Southhampton.

She even thought she could hear Serena's chirpy voice calling for her.
"Blair!"
"Oh my God B, is that really you?"

Blair looked up to the voice, expecting to see nothing there, but instead seeing Serena and Nate running towards her.
It was really them, they were okay!
Blair gleefully limped as fast as she could to her two bestfriends almost crying of joy.

Can you hear me? Is someone there –
Am I losing my mind, am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone, won't you rescue me?
Shapes in the darkness, staring at the sea

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the song is called Shipwrecked by Shane Alexander. :')

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