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A/N: Thank you to all those that have reviewed so far, I am currently planning to publish a new Chapter about every 3 days or so.

Chapter 3 – What happened to Chuck

The Tactical Scenario Course

Sarah got to the course and started thinking about what she would say, considering the things she has found out about him over the last few days what she has wanted to say has changed. Not what she wants but also what she wants to know. Before these last few days she has wanted to know how he has been the last 3 years and desperately wanted to know had he been thinking about her. But know while she desperately wants to know if he has been thinking about her, she now is also worried about what Chuck is involved in, seemingly being an expert in martial arts and an accomplished marksmen and who knows what else…..

Her mind goes back to the fateful day when she told Chuck she was leaving, leaving with Bryce on the new Intersect Project, why did she have to have such a strong sense of duty and why couldn't she just be selfish and have the one thing she so desperately wanted, a normal life? A life with the man she loved, a life that she didn't have to worry about terrorists and foreign governments and rogue organisations. She would only have to worry about showing Chuck how much she loved him every day. How did she screw up her life so badly? 'That's right I was scared, not scared of being loved but not being loved. So what did I do? I left the one man I was in love with.'

A man came up to her "Agent Walker the boss was willing to re-offer you the five minutes of non professional discussion if you are to beat him on the course, however if he records a faster time while successfully negotiating the course, you will have to answer one question truthfully, do you agree to the terms?". Sarah thought about it, what question would Chuck want answered, she can only think it has something to do with why she left. It may give her the opportunity she needs to clear this up and make him understand her feelings were real and how hard it was for her to leave and how hard it has been everyday since. "What question does he want an answer to?" asked Sarah. "Sorry the boss will only ask the question if he is successful, however he promises not to endanger national security or any ongoing operations" responded the man. Sarah sighed, 'well that doesn't give much away' she guesses if it is not about why she left maybe it is something personal about her, like her real name, she remembers him asking that question before, when he wanted to know something real about her. Could she open up to him like that is this a test? She decided she would have to take the risk and the risk will be worth the possible rewards. "Ok, I accept those terms. Can you give me an idea of what time he normally does the course in?". "I'm not sure his exact time, however you can probably ask the Range Master as he currently holds the course record." Sarah deflated slightly and the man could see. "Oh the boss wanted to make sure you got in as many practice runs as you needed to familiarise yourself with the course. Thanks, he will be along in 30 minutes to record his time." 'Ok, I can do this I held the record at the Farm for sometime'. "Just a question for you, does he make you call him boss, I didn't think he would be like that?" asked Sarah. "Ah, no we are all on first name basis, its more of a family then a detail, but for security reasons we try to not use his name wherever possible". Sarah smiled at the comment about family, that certainly sounded like her Chuck. 'I can't think like that, he is not my Chuck anymore, but I have to do everything I can to change that'.

Sarah went through the course at a comfortable and steady pace, but was not concerned about time at all and did not even ask for her time. She did however sit down with pen and paper to work out the best tactics for taking the course on in the most efficient manner. After she had worked out what she thought was the best tactics she went to the range master and asked if he knew what the course record was, she found out it was 2 minutes 21.86 seconds. Sarah looked at her watch and realised, with her casual first run of the course and the time she had taken to analyse the best tactics, she would probably only have time for one more run at the most two before Chuck showed up.

She went through the course again happy with how her tactics worked, but once again did not check her time. She looked at her watch and decided she would have one more run then possibly a final run after Chuck completed his. She took to the scenario with hunger hit each target with skill, easily bouncing of the ground and obstacles with controlled aggression. She completed the course then went up to get her time. She saw the range master beaming at her, "Wow that was clinical, you will not see too many better runs then that, amazing. So you want to know your time?". " Yes please" Sarah answered. "2 minutes 25.42 seconds, wowwee". Sarah 's shoulders dropped she has to make up nearly 4 seconds. "I thought you said the course record was Two minutes 21.86 seconds, how was mine such a good time compared to that". "Ah, well the person that holds that record is a bit of a freak, and he is the only person that has bettered your time on this course. My god speak of the devil there he is". Sarah turned around to see Chuck dressed in his vest with spare clips attached, he looked in Sarah's direction and nodded his head. "Agent Walker have you completed all of your runs" asked Chuck. He is calling me Agent Walker in a very unemotional, almost robotic voice." Ah no, I wanted to do one more run I have only completed 1 timed run" replied Sarah. "Do you mind if I take my run now then and you can complete yours after mine?"asked Chuck. "No not at all, go right ahead." replied Sarah. Sarah was keen to see how he attacked the course to try to determine how she could improve her time.

She noticed that Chuck carried the Sig Sauer P229 the same handgun that Casey always used. She wondered was he involved in his weapons training somehow, it would make sense; 'Casey did say they stayed in contact and where friends, I wonder if they still are'. Chuck started his run and was moving with such fluidity and speed that he almost appeared to be in two places at the same time. He finished what looked like a flawless run. The time was confirmed as two minutes 22.1 seconds. Chuck looked disappointed with the time Sarah was surprised at his reaction. "Agent Walker did you want to complete you run now or would you prefer to wait?" asked Chuck. "I will wait" replied Sarah. 'Come on Sarah, you need to get him to stop calling you Agent Walker. You know he is distancing himself from you and that is not going to help you get what you want". "I will wait, but can you please call me Sarah?" asked Sarah , he looked unaffected by the request. "If that is your preference". With that he had reloaded his weapons and started the course. Once again he completed the course in what could only be described as poetry in motion. His time came up two minutes 21.22 seconds, Chuck looked pleased and had a quick look in Sarah's direction. Sarah could not take her eye of him. Sarah felt inadequate, being realistic she did not have much of a chance of beating Chucks time but was not going to go down without a fight.

Sarah blasted off the line took the targets cleanly went through each section of the scenario as smoothly and quickly as possible. She did not miss any shots or miss any opportunities and did not take any wrong steps as far as she was concerned it was a flawless display. Her time came back as two minutes 21.40 seconds. She had been beaten, only just, but beaten by someone that just over three years ago had accidentally shot someone when he dropped the gun the first time he had held a gun. Was she simply having a bad day? One of Chucks security Detail came up to her and asked " Do you mind if we each do our runs through now and the boss can ask you his question?"

Chuck Security Detail started the first man completed the course in Two minutes 28 Seconds. Chuck then started walking over towards where Sarah was standing 'here we go it's crunch time'. He came over to her and put his hand out for a hand shake and with a forced smile and a nod of the head he said "Agent Walker, I would like to ask my question or would you like to have another attempt at the course?". Sarah responded "No ask your question, but I had thought we agreed you would call me Sarah, Chuck?". There was a pained expression on his face "Ok Sarah, however I go by Charles now. So as an experienced field agent and one of the best operatives the CIA has, what value do you see in the Nexus Communication sets and what value do you put on accurate and reliable in-mission intelligence?". 'Oh my god that is the question he wants to ask after 3 years and I just show up, is he being serious? And how does he know about the Nexus?' "Chuck, sorry I mean Charles is that the question you want to ask after all this time, and how do you know about the Nexus?". "Well yes that is the question and I really do not see the value or need to discuss anything else, and on the Nexus I believe I was the one that earned the right to ask the question"

Sarah was speechless could he be any colder or unemotional, 'I guess he has no feelings for me, maybe we were never real, I just deluded myself thinking he felt the same way about me as I did about him' Sarah took a deep breath to settle herself and answered as mechanically and cold as she could "The Nexus Communication sets are an invaluable weapon within the tactical arsenal. I am sure it has saved my life and the life of other operatives since it has been commissioned" Sarah noted some emotion from Chuck but couldn't quite make it out it was almost like he was proud "And on the value of in mission intelligence, what do you mean, like you were able to provide as the Intersect?" asked Sarah. "Well…..I guess yes, that would be the best way of explaining it" this was said with a little more emotion by Chuck. "Charles, you and the information you were able to provide during missions was invaluable and saved lives including my own on many occasions" Sarah said emotionally. Sarah eyes started to glass over and looked away, she did not want Chuck to see her cry, he must know how much he means to me and that has nothing to do with the value of in mission intelligence.

"Chuck, even though the intelligence you supplied was invaluable to the team and the Agency it pales in comparison to what you meant to me personally" said Sarah. Chuck looked unsettled, looked away and responded "Thankyou for you response Agent Walker and good day." With that he walked back to his detail. Sarah could tell that her last statement had an effect on Chuck, but he once again attempted to distance himself. The final member of his detail had just completed his run on the course and it appeared that the best time was a 2 minute 26.1 seconds. Well at least she was not beaten by anyone on Chucks detail only Chuck himself.

Well she has had her first conversation with Chuck, it did not go how she wanted it and was way too short for her liking. But she did manage to say something about her feelings for him and could see that there was something there, he wasn't completely cold around her even though it appeared that is how he wanted to be seen. She would not give up, it is only a few days into operation reconnect.

Meeting an old friend

Sarah came back to her Hotel room after leaving the Shooting Range and started thinking about all of the things she learnt today. Chuck was more then capable with a fire arm, he was probably more capable then herself but when it came to putting a bullet in another living person it wasn't just about whether you can shoot quickly and accurately but also if you could pull the trigger in the first place.

Sarah also found out that he knows about the Nexus Communication sets, though she needs to do some more digging on how he found out, did Casey tell him?

Finally she also found out that it appears that Chuck still has some feelings for her, but is trying very hard to keep them hidden. If she had beaten Chuck on the course, how would the 5 minute personal conversation have gone?

Hmmm, she had to do something to get to talk to him again, what could she do to get him to give her those 5 minutes? She would much prefer more then 5 minutes, but she had to start somewhere. She decided she had to go see someone to get a different perspective and also maybe get some more information on what has been happening with Chuck the last three years. She did the some quick research and made a phone call and was now waiting on the phone.

"Hello, how can I help you"
"Um…. Hi its um Sarah Walker, um not sure if you remember me.."
"Of course I remember you Sarah"
"Well, um ….im back in LA and was wondering if we could catch up, I have been trying to get an opportunity to catch up with Chuck but he is kind of ignoring me could we talk?"
"Sarah I'm working tonight, but if you come down at around 8PM we can talk, while I grab something to eat, but Sarah be warned I am going to want to get some answers to some tough questions before I answer any of your questions".
"Ok, I will see you at 8PM" 'What have I gotten myself into?'

It was 7:55 PM and Sarah walked into the hospital and went straight to the cafeteria, she saw who she was meeting and walked over to the table.

"Hello Devon" said Sarah.
"Hi Sarah, take a seat" replied Devon.

Sarah sat down across from Devon and was very nervous, what kind of questions will he want her to answer? She had decided after her phone conversation with Devon earlier that she would be as truthful as possible; Devon already knew some details about Chucks spy life so it should be ok. If he asked questions about missions she would have to deflect, but anything about her and her and chuck she had every intention of being completely honest. She had decided that this maybe the only opportunity and had to put it all on the table.

"So Sarah, I have some questions to ask and dependant on the answers, I plan to try and give you some answers to some of your questions" said Devon.
"Devon, I am willing to answer what I can, but understand if it is information specific to missions I will not be able to share much if any details" replied Sarah.

"That's fair so first question, why do you want to talk to Chuck is this related to an existing assignment/mission? I understand you can't tell me details but I want to know if it is work related" asked Devon.
"Devon, I am currently on leave, yes I still work for the Agency but me being in LA has nothing to do with my Job, in fact certain people in the Agency might be annoyed if they were aware I was here" said Sarah.
"Ok so it is not work related then why Sarah?" asked Devon.

Sarah new this question was going to be asked and she knew she needed to answer, but now it was time it was a whole lot harder then she thought it would be. "To see Chuck" she said sheepishly, she had to answer this but didn't want to even admit certain things to herself, let alone someone else.

"Sarah, why did you want to see him?" asked Devon.
"Ahhmmm" Sarah took a deep breath "ok, Devon I love Chuck, I have for a very long time but was unable to open myself up to what that means. You have to understand that I am terrible with relationships; my father dragged me around the country doing cons from one city to the next until he was arrested and thrown into Jail. This was when I was 17; I was recruited into the CIA the same day my father was arrested. I didn't have an ordinary childhood and have never had a relationship that wasn't about the Job". Tears started falling down Sarah's cheeks and she took another deep breath, Devon was stunned. He had long suspected that Sarah had strong feelings for Chuck, but Sarah just told him that Chuck was probably the first person she has had those kind of feelings for."Devon, I was scared, I didn't know how to deal with how I felt. And I wasn't sure how Chuck really felt about me. The CIA had become my life and while I would have given up that life to be with Chuck, I…..couldn't….take it…..if he didn't want me. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Chuck but was too scared to give up the life I knew for the chance, if…if he didn't want me, my life would have been over". More tears were streaming down her face." I nearly threw it all away, the day of your wedding, Chuck asked me to take a holiday with him. I had thought his question was something else, something more permanent but it seemed he just wanted to have fun" Sarah was looking down at her left hand playing with her ring finger as she said this.

Devon now understood that this women before him was head over heels in love with Chuck but gave that up because of here own insecurities.

"Sarah, so why now, why do you want to talk to Chuck now why is this any different to 3 years ago? Why are you back when things are even less secure, less likely then when you left?" asked Devon.
"Devon, every day of the last three years I … I have never stopped thinking about him. Every time I see a happy couple, every time I see a family I….I….I am reminded of what I turned my back on, I would do anything to be given a chance to go back and do things differently. I have not been living these last three years, I have only existed from one day to the next, in a form of purgatory, getting constant reminders of what I can never have, but so desperately need"

"So Sarah, what are you willing to do for that chance? What would you want Chuck to do? "
"I just want him to give me another chance to prove to him that…that…. Devon, I desperately want a chance to be with him, I want him to give us a chance, if there is even a chance he would give us a go I would leave the agency and do everything I could. But… I don't deserve him, he has all these other women throwing themselves at him. Singers, Movie Stars, Models I can't compete against that I don't know why I thought I could" Sarah said and started crying.

"Sarah, there is one thing that you have over all these women" said Devon.
"What?" asked Sarah looking at Devon hopefully.

"Sarah, you have his heart. He has never had anything for any of these women, because he gave his heart to you and does not have it to give to anyone else" said Devon.

Tears started falling down Sarah's face again, "How do you know? how can you be so sure?" asked Sarah.

"Sarah, Chuck has changed, he is not the same person he was from three years ago. After you left he just stopped caring about anything, he just buried himself in his work. He told me that he had left the spy life; you did not have any real feelings for him, that it was just a cover and seeing that he was no longer a spy you left. He said that no one could love him and that he would concentrate on work" Sarah felt a pain in her chest and was having trouble breathing. Devon took her hands and was talking her through breathing exercise she eventually got her breathing under control again. "Devon, thank you I am sorry, um not sure what happened". She looked down at the cafeteria table "I never wanted to hurt him, I guess I was being selfish and didn't want him to break my heart. But I guess that is what I did to him". Tears were streaming down Sarah's face again.

"Sarah, so what did you want to know?" asked Devon.
"Um, I spoke to him today but he was very clinical and impersonal it was like we never had anything, even a friendship before. I just wanted some time to talk to him about how I feel how I felt three years ago and if he could see a chance for a future for us. But he would not let me talk; I guess I called you to see maybe to get a different perspective and how to go about talking to him" said Sarah.

"Ok Sarah, how about I talk to you about Chuck, what I know about him and maybe you can see something that you can use. Does that sound fair?" Sarah had a smile "That would be great Devon" replied Sarah.
"OK so as I said before he buried himself in his work, hardly speaking to Ellie or I for several months. We tried several times to get him to come over for Dinner with no luck" said Devon.
"Oh, so he moved out?" asked Sarah.

Yes he moved into his own place and setup an office over there, He was working on several projects. He said that he was given some start-up money when he quit being a spy and used that money to set himself up. So he was working very hard, travelling a bit for meetings and seemed to be doing rather well professional, but he didn't seem to have anything outside work. Morgan left to go to Hawaii and Chuck never seemed to go out. He asked his dad to consult on some of the things he was doing, but had an argument and since then I don't think they have been talking" said Devon. Sarah was sad "Do you know what the argument was about?" Sarah asked. "Um, not exactly, but I believe it wasn't a technical disagreement as dad kept saying how brilliant Chuck was and how the direction he was going was so exciting and how proud of him he was. I was led to believe it was a business disagreement, his dad didn't agree with the direction he was heading and said it wouldn't work. Well I guess we know who was right on that one" said Devon with a little smile. "Um, what do you mean Devon?" asked Sarah. "Well at the moment he would be one of the most successful business men around in fact. Like he has met the President, been a guest at the Whitehouse. We don't really know how.. um successful Chuck is, as he will not tell us how much he is worth. He just tells us that the Forbes List was not accurate. Also I have heard that he has some companies that are not public knowledge that he controls" Devon said noticeably shrugging. Sarah was a little lost she didn't know where to start, how wealthy and successful is Chuck? "Also Its not like Steven Bartowski was the best business man anyway, I remember how he was blaming Ted Roark for stealing his ideas, you would think a man that smart could protect his own IP. So anyway we couldn't get Chuck to come to dinner, so I decided maybe I could get him to come along to a Guys day. So I asked him a few time to some different things, he turned me down each time. I then decided I would try one more time and asked if he wanted to come rock climbing". Sarah smiled and said "I am sure that went down well". Devon Smiled back and said "Well its funny, he accepted I was shocked and had to ask him again to make sure I heard right". Sarah was surprised she remembered how Chuck used to joke about his Awesomeness and how Rock Climbing was just one of those things. "So anyway we went and he was a little awkward, but kept pushing and having a go, the thing that impressed me the most was that he didn't seem afraid he just kept doing what he needed to do" said Devon.

Sarah was thinking of something she had heard when she was watcing the talking show on TV with Chuck as the guest. The hostess had said that he was a bit of an adrenaline junkie.

"So after the first time I thought Chuck wouldn't want to go again, so I didn't bring it up again. A week after the Rock climbing he called me and asked, when I would be going again and that he would be interested in going again. Well I didn't have anything planned, but thought if it was going to get him out and give us an opportunity to talk then I would make I happen. I told Him I was thinking of going this coming weekend but didn't have anyone else organised. He told me he would be there. Let me tell you, I was a bit nervous because just the two of us, with Chuck only having climbed once I had to try and get someone else to come along. The only person I could get was my mate Rob who was a seasoned climber, he has just about climbed anything and everything the world over. " Sarah released her breath that she only just realised she was holding. "So anyway the climb started off pretty well, Chuck was really putting the bit between the teeth and was doing pretty well, in fact I was surprised that he was doing as well as he was. Rob spent some time with him during the climb and gave him some pointers. Well by the end of the day Chuck was climbing better than me, I was stunned and Rob had said that he couldn't believe how well he is going compared to how he started. He has done some classes teaching people to climb and he has never seen anyone pick up the concepts and actions as quickly as Chuck" said Devon.

Sarah thought about that for a minute, she knew Chuck was very good at certain things within the spy world but had put that down to the Intersect, not Chuck himself. Could Chuck still have the Intersect, had it had some other effect on him or was it simply that Chucks capability to absorb and learn went beyond data from the intersect.

"So Chuck continued to go Rock climbing and he started just going climbing with Rob, I couldn't keep up with them. Chuck asked me to go sky diving with him then; I was up to the challenge so went with him. Chuck had a ball, Ellie started getting worried about him, I just said that it was good for him to get out, I didn't tell her how good Chuck was at Rock Climbing" Devons face went a little red. Sarah asked "So, Ellie was getting worried about Chuck, why?". " Well the things he started doing were getting more and more serious and more dangerous, he started doing things that I was too scared to do but Chuck just didn't have any fear. I asked him why was he doing it and he said to feel alive, he said that other then work he had felt like he didn't have a life and that the exhilaration of risking his life was allowing him to feel alive. I was shocked and there was no way I was going to tell Ellie that her little brother is risking his life in more and more risky situations just so he felt alive."

Sarah felt sick in the stomach, she realised that it is probably more then just to feel alive, there was a general feeling of not having anything to live for and therefore not afraid to die, that was the way she felt before she met Chuck. But after meeting Chuck she knew that she wanted to live for the small chance no matter how small there was that she could have something real with Chuck. That was what she would be losing if she did die. She felt sick because she knew that it was her actions that had made Chuck feel that way and she could have lost him forever because of that. She also knew that human natures own self preservation was the thing he was fighting, the level of increasing risk was to overcome Chucks own self preservation instincts. Simply Rock Climbing was no longer seen as a risk because of his skill and it was just like a walk in the park.

"I heard a report that he had dived with Great Whites?" asked Sarah, "Yeah Chuck tried to get me to go along with him on it, I have dived with sharks before but Great Whites no way. Talking about sharks did you hear about the Shark attack?" Sarah nodded and said "I heard about it but no details how much do you know?" Devon stood up raised his shirt and showed Sarah the scar that ran down his side. "We were at the beach in Baja, one of the few occasions Chuck was doing something normal. Ellie and Odette where on the beach..", Sarah asked" Who's Odette", Devon responded "ah… just someone that Chuck saw for a short period of time Odette Yustman. Anyway so Chuck and I were in the water and I heard Chuck call out shark, I turned around and saw the fin, the shark was pretty close to me and everyone was rushing to get out of the water. I started swimming in as well, but I took another look back at where I saw the fin and it was even closer, it looked like it was coming straight for me. I panicked and started swimming as hard as I could" Sarah eyes were wide and large and asked "So where was Chuck, what was he doing", Devon responded "I am not sure what he was doing at the time I was panicking, but Chuck said later that he was making his way to the beach. Though I'm not sure if it make sense timeline wise. Because before I knew it I felt a pain in my leg and was pulled under, I knew I was a goner, the shark let go and then bit into my side. Then I saw hands moving quickly and they weren't mine, they were hitting the nose, eyes and the gills of the shark. The shark let me go and was then pulled towards the beach, I lost consciousness somewhere along the way. It was Chuck that came to my rescue and was hitting the shark and then brought me onto the beach. After the event I had thought about it and the only explanation I have, was that Chuck was swimming towards me and the shark. There is no other way he could have gotten there in time to save me."

"So you are ok now no further problems from the attack?" Sarah asked.
"Well no physical damage but I have some pretty vivid nightmares and can not watch and jaws movies" Devon said with a grimace.
"Um is Chuck seeing anyone now?" asked Sarah. "Sarah, if he was seeing anyone serious don't you think I would have let you know before now? He hasn't seen anyone seriously in the last 3 years, he has had the opportunity just doesn't seem interested. There hasn't been too many girls he has seen more then once" answered Devon.

"So anyway do you see anyway that I could get him to talk to me to spend time with me?" asked Sarah. "Um…. Do you know how to snow ski?" asked Devon.
"Um… well yes I can ski, what he wants to go skiing? You mean he wants to go skiing and you wouldn't go with him?" asked Sarah. "Well kind of I have gone skiing with him, but he wants to go Heli-Skiing, I am too scared I can not do it" replied Devon.

"To try and explain his well 'fearless nature', um… im am not a psychiatrist but have done my psych rotations and every doctor needs to be able to diagnose simple mental health issues anyway. So the Chuck you knew when you first met him had gone through some stuff with his mother leaving and his father leaving this really took a toll on his self confidence and caused a lot of anxiety and getting kicked out of Stanford and well Jill was kind of the last straw, he was rock bottom. Ellie tells me that Chuck of today is very much how she remembers him when he was young before there mother left. He was a very active child able to do anything and not scared of failure in fact spurred on by the desire to be successful. Did you know when he was a child he learnt to play the Piano in only 4 weeks? He was able to pick up things very quickly his mum even taught him a couple of Languages. I am not sure what his mum did for a job but she seemed to be quite an amazing woman, up until she left off course" said Devon.

Sarah was very interested in these developments, getting to know more of the childhood of the man she loved. Chuck had never spoken about his mother, she would never ask because of how private she was with her own life. But this development of his apparent aptitude for many different things was also around when he was a child tends to suggest that his current skills are probably not due to an Intersect or similar.

"So Devon, what had happened for him to revert back to this now?" asked Sarah.
"Well after you left he went almost catatonic then one day he woke up and just didn't seem to be concerned with anything other then work. It was like he turned off his emotions and became a robot"

This statement hurt Sarah, Chuck had accused Sarah before of being a robot and she had caused him to be that way.

"Then when I got him to go Mountain Climbing he just didn't seem scared, at the time it was like he wasn't scared of dieing almost like he had a death wish. Maybe it started out that way. But with not being concerned and not anxious with possible outcomes he just seemed to change into a different person. He got his self confidence and self belief back and with a vengeous. Don't get me wrong Chuck was still Chuck, lovable Chuck that cared more about other people then himself but he had a confidence about him but did not become arrogant" Sarah was wrapt in this new Chuck it sounded like he was still Chuck but finally believed in himself. "It was funny he became someone that had extraordinary self confidence but still remained humble. If you asked him a question… like can he sing he would just say I am nothing special, I have embarrassed myself in Karaoke once or twice. So anyway it was like he went so far into himself rock rock bottom and bounced or reset to how he was when he was younger" said Devon. Sarah was having trouble grasping Devons explanation but didn't seem like any further explanation was going to come.

"Chuck can sing?" asked Sarah. Devon looked at her strange and said"you have never heard chuck sing?". "Um…no" replied Sarah. Devon had a chuckle, "Do yourself a favour and search Charles Bartowski and Elisha Cuthbert on YouTube". Sarah's eyebrows raised and asked " Elisha Cuthbert, who is that?". Devon face went a little red "Ah, yeah she was probably the closest thing that he had to a real relationship, it lasted about 2 months. Um she is an actress blonde hair blue eyes it was from about 6 months ago" answered Devon.

'I can't get worried about all the girls he has been with', she knew that he had been seeing beautiful women but she would need to do some research on Odette Yultsman and Elisha Cuthbert.

"So how do you suggest I get him to go skiing with me?" asked Sarah. "Well tomorrow he is playing golf; you could turn up wait at the 18th hole and ask him. Hopefully he would be in a good mood after a good game" said Devon. "I assume he would have his security detail with him?" Devon thought about that for a second and responded
"yeah I'm sure there will be security following him around. Um…. do me a favor don't have any weapons or pull your gun"

"Ok, thanks for taking time to talk to me so how are you and Ellie going?" asked Sarah.
"Well, actually we have a little girl now her name is Yvonne" said Devon.
"Wow, Yvonne thats a beautiful name, congratulations" said Sarah smiling.

"Well good luck Sarah, I need to get back to my shift" said Devon.
"Thanks again Devon" replied Sarah.

'Baby, wow, I would love to have a little boy that looked just like Chuck. Really? did I just think that'

A/N please Review.