A/N: Sorry I haven't updated...just life...yeah not even gonna explain...so this is the next chapter...any mistakes in this and previous chapters is my own fault sorry bout that.


He came to her in the middle of the night. He was her guardian angel. At least she thought he was. He took care of her when pets died, when she couldn't sleep, or when she needed nothing at all. The man with the smile and the eyes she could get lost in. The man from her dreams since as far back as her memory could go. He had been with her since she was little. The knight in shining armor, the southern gentleman, the one who would eventually destroy her, he was all of those.

The break was not until she was 17. He waited until he knew she was in love with him. The man that had always been there, her first and only love, and he broke her. The night before her 18th birthday he came to her as he normally did, only this time he carried a bag with him. She smiled at him with a broken smile. He kissed her softly before laying her down on the bed. They just lay on the bed holding one another. Just before she fell asleep in his hard embrace he whispered, "I will come back for you my love. One day I will come back and we can be together forever. I promise I will be back. Never forget me please." A tear slipped from her eye as she faded into unconsciousness.

Her birthday was to be spent with her parents camping out in the woods. Oh how they had loved the woods. They took pride in that they were half-breeds of such pure blood. That of both Native American and Druid heritage their pride was well founded. Strong blood ran through their veins. They went off into the woods claiming they needed to speak with her when they returned. She waited for hours upon hours for them to come back to the camp site only to go find them after three hours of waiting. What she found was not the parents she knew and loved, but pieces of them.

The police said that they were attacked by a black bear protecting her cubs. They had fought back to protect her. They died in nature, by nature's hands. The irony was not lost on her poor soul.

She went through the motions of the cremation, funeral and life in general. All the while hoping her love would return to her and whisk her away from all the pain. For a few years she just waited for him in a daze. She never left her home town thinking he would come for her. On her 21st she finally gave up on the man who said he would come back for her to start their forever. She moved to a place where the weather matched her constant depression.

He came back one day. He knocked on her door soaking wet from the rain. When she opened the door she just stared at him, not really seeing him at all. He whispered her name over and over again as if it were the only word that had gotten him through the years without her. His eyes begged for forgiveness and compassion. When he tried to hug her she just stood there, a shell of the girl she once was. Her eyes which were once so vibrant and full of life were but mere blank orbs. They stood there for a long time. Him whispering her name as if trying to call her back, and her just staring without seeing.

She was a broken soul. Her fate had been broken all because of his leaving. He was the beginning of the dominoes falling. He kissed her with every ounce of passion and love that he had left in him after seeing her so broken by his own hands. She fell to the ground with blood pooling around her. He was so lost in her blank eyes that he had not noticed the blood pouring from her open wrists. Holding her close to him she whispered a simple sentence, "You came back my love, you came back." As her eyes darkened he sobbed. Screaming to the sky his eyes shone with tears that would never fall from his eyes. She left this story for those to find. Her story speaks to every person, saying to be careful with your actions. Love those around you with everything you have.

(This is just a basic idea of the book not the entire thing of course.)

PPOV

This was our story, well her story. Jasper and Bella insisted that I read it after them so they could go see Moon before I could. I take it she doesn't remember who I am. That may work to my advantage. Though it would seem Bella knows more than she is saying, when it comes to Moon. Kind of pisses me off that I can't be like the pixie bitch and make my gift come to me whenever I call it. Bastard thing doesn't work that way. Only thing I do 'know' is that Moon is more special to this world than anyone ever expected or will expect.

The girl I fell in love with I learned about as she grew and learned herself. From when she was a little girl into the woman that she is today. Watching her legs grow longer, her chest fill out, and her curves form. I fell in love from the inside out. So for anyone to say it was just about her looks better watch out. Because I swear I will tear the bastard apart…changed man or not, that shit doesn't fly.

I tore out of that god forsaken room as fast as I could. This was my last straw. I was going back to the old me…minus the diet. She fell in love with the old me…not that pansy ass fucker that I was becoming. She was gonna accept me for who I was damnit. And if not…well then I'd just have to convince her that she didn't have another option…When a vamp mates…we mate for all time. And it was about damn time I took my mate back!

MPOV

Well I really don't feel bad for lying to Bella. She would understand what really happened with my parents. I wasn't in class like I had told her. Hopefully she would understand why I had lied. No one wants to repeat the death of their own family. Well the ones they knew of. I walked into the bar, which was just as dark as if it were night. The setting made me feel a little better since I have always preferred the dark to the light anyway, it matched my mood more. I ordered a scotch and just sat listening to the soft music. There weren't many people there but I still sat in the farthest corner I could find. While they read the book I was forced to sit and think.

The book wasn't far from the truth, even if it didn't explain what I was. Hell I didn't know what I was until years later when I was going through the house.

*Flashback*

It had been years since I had messed with anything in this house. Think about it now, I should have done this not long after the accident. Slowly, room by room, I packed things up to be moved, sold, or donated. I left their room for last, not wanting to deal with it. The weather outside was angry. The storm had rolled in over the last few days and right as I stepped inside it let loose.

I opened their door slowly, afraid of what I would find. Once open I nearly fell to my knees at the sight. Nothing had been touched. It was almost as if they were just in there. The rest of the house had a layer of dust on everything, but not in here. Here it was warm and soft, and it still smelled of them. My own room still smelled like HIM but I was not about to think of him again.

I spent a few hours going through their things, putting each item lovingly into different boxes with different destinations. Once the room was almost sparse I noticed the box under the bed with my name on it. The board it was on seemed just as out of place as the box itself. Curiosity getting the better of it I pulled the box out sitting it on my lap. It took me several minutes to get the courage to open the simple little box.

Nestled into some paper was a note on top of three small boxes. Rolling my eyes at what was obviously my father's sense of humor I opened the note.

Moon,

You're mother and I are so proud of you. We have been waiting for this day to give you these items! Two have a simple explanation as to what they are. The third is something that is yours by right. Love you sweetie and hope you've had a great day!

Love,

Dad and Mom

The note alone had me almost crying. The rain outside got a little softer, though I wasn't paying much attention to the weather as I lifted the first little box up. Inside was a beautiful necklace with a crescent moon pendent. Hanging off of the bottom tip was a sapphire that seemed to change color with each slight movement. Underneath the necklace was a note saying that it was an item from my mother's childhood that her parents had given her. It took everything in me to not break down and cry as I put the necklace on and stared at the sapphire. The metal seemed to cool my skin as it came into contact with it.

The next box was lighter in weight than the first. As I slowly opened the lid I saw a gorgeous simple ring. It must have been redone so that it was more feminine. The ring was simple silver with what looked like the sun on the center. Inside the sun was a garnet stone that, just like the sapphire, seemed to shift colors when moved. Similar to the necklace, the note said it was my father's that his parents had given him when he was younger. The ring warmed my finger and seemed to mold right onto my hand when I slipped it on.

The third box was light and thin. When I opened it all I could see was a card. When I looked at it I noticed that it was a bank account card with my name on it. I was beyond confused but decided I would look at it more closely later on. So instead I shifted my eyes to the board that was out of place. It seemed to come up easily when I tried to see a hidden compartment. What was sitting inside made me cry harder than I had ever cried in my whole life.

*End Flashback*

I was startled out of my own memories by the three sitting in front of me. Bella looked hurt but understanding. Jasper looked confused, probably by my emotions. While Peter, with his sexy cowboy boots, just looked remorseful but determined. I ordered another scotch muttering to myself about how long the night was going to be.

"So, what do you want to know? Since I'm guessing that's what you guys are waiting on…but don't expect me to just break down right here…If that's what you're wanting you'll be sadly disappointed!" With that stated I tipped my first drink back and downed it waiting on the flood of questions.


So yeah there you go...longer than the other chaps...I'm working on getting them longer I promise...so R&R please and thanks