Author's Note: I do NOT own anything of Hannah Montana. Nor the song " Say" John Mayer dose.

Say

I pulled the gun away from my temple and switched on the safety. I slowly knelled down on the ground as tears begin to fall.

Take all of your wasted honor

Every little past frustration

Take all of your so-called problems,

Better put 'em in quotations

I had an problem.....an big problem and it needed to be fixed. Real fast and the only way I knew how was to leave, everything, everybody that I knew or known.

I left my gun laying on the ground as I stood up and headed inside grabbed an suit case and a duffle bag I quickly filled them both up cloths and things I would need, and I left only leaving an note to Oliver, Miley or who every came to my house to check up on me since they haven't heard from me in awhile.

Say what you need to say [x8]

To whom every it may concern,

I left my LOADED GUN outside. I needed to get away quickly before I did anything. I'm sorry that this may hurt an few people or upset but I had to leave. Please don't try to contact me I need time. Love, Lilly

Walking like a one man army

Fighting with the shadows in your head

Living out the same old moment

Knowing you'd be better off instead,

If you could only . . .

I've been to Europe, France, Rome, and now I'm sitting on the beach in my hammock behind my little house that I had bought in Sydney, Australia when I first came here. I've written some more songs, I even got up on open mic night and played one or two in front of an full bar.

I do miss my family and friends but I'm not sure if I'm ready to go back yet.

" Lilly ? Honey what are you doing ?" I smile and look back to see my girlfriend, Mikayla Gomez walking towards me.

" Nothing just thinking about writing an new song." I said to her as she sat down next me. She kissed my cheek as she laid her head down on my shoulder.

" Hm mm........can't wait to hear it, baby. But go to sleep we've got five hours before we have to be at the bar to meet Luke, Adam. Josie, and Anna for open mic night."

" Yes ma'am" I whisper to her before giving her an soft, sweet kiss on her lip.

Say what you need to say [ x8]

I meet Mikayla about six months ago, she had helped me get through an lot of things. Miley too, thank god but I do think about her from time to time wondering how she's doing.

Have no fear for giving in

Have no fear for giving over

You'd better know that in the end

Its better to say too much

Then never say what you need to say again

I feel asleep holding Mikayla as she slept.

Our cellphones alarms goes off waking us from our nap and made our way up to the house to get ready.

Once we was ready we left to go to the bar and too meet our friends for open mic night. Everyone cheered and whistled when they called me up. Mikayla being the loudest of them all. I smiled and waved as I took an seat on the stool.

Clearing my troth, " Thanks. I um......wrote this today and I wanna know what you thought about it. It's called Say. I hope you like it." I said before strumming my guitar and started singing.

Even if your hands are shaking

And your faith is broken

Even as the eyes are closing

Do it with a heart wide open

There wasn't an dry face in the bar by the time I finished singing and playing my guitar.

Say what you need to say

Everyone stood up and started clapping, yelling my name as I walked off the stage.

It was later that night did I know that I was ready to go home. Just as long Mikayla went with me I knew that I would be fine.