I'm disappointed in myself. I re-wrote this chapter so many times its not even funny. My head hurts from this story, at first it was fun to write now it gives me a headache. I love this story and all but I need a break from it, no its not going on HIATUS but just a month or couple of weeks of a break, this will be the last chapter for a while. I know its not the best but I owe you guys a little something. I promised a chapter when I came back and I've been back for a whole week and nothing from this story whatsoever. To me it is kind of boring if you agree I would love to know and fetch some ideas too. I guess I just need help writing this story, all my other stories I have such an easy time writing. But that's just writers block I'm experiencing. Eh? Well enough babbling, try to enjoy this chapter! I own nothing expect their kids.. Eh ha ha!
SPOV
"Right, she's such a Munroe.." I bit my lip unsure if I could tell him now.
Chad chuckled and drove off, Sarah was singing in the backseat and I was fiddling with my fingers like a 3 year old. I turned on the radio to stop my panicking so I wouldn't have another attack.
"Hey Sonny, what you did scared the chickens out of me. Was there something on your mind or something?" Chad asked, looking straight ahead glancing at me every few moments he could.
"Um, well not really. But I'm fine now."
He shrugged, I felt horrible lying to him.
He turned the station and Sarah squealed. One word, a disaster. Justin Bieber was on and let me say this once and only once. She's an overly obsessed little girl to be only 4.
I shot Chad a deathly glare for him to turn it off and he nodded in approval he turned it off.
I looked in the rear mirror and Sarah was whimpering, then she looked up and growled. I admittedly looked down.
"Chaddy, please turn it on.." She said ever so sweetly using the puppy dog face.
He looked at her then at me. I nodded 'No' and he felt sympathy for Sarah so he turned it back on. I groaned, and looked at him. Yes Chad you are totally a sap and very pathetic.
"I'm sorry Sonny, she's just so darn adorable and no fair she used the puppy dog face!" Chad whined.
I rolled my eyes and closed my eyes. Sarah started singing loudly to 'Somebody to love'. Again, I have warned myself not to be in the car with Chad.. EVER. I sighed as Sarah continued to sing.
"For you I'd write a symphony, I'd tell the violin its time to sink or swim, watch em' play for ya." Sarah sang.
I banged my head onto the window and Chad snickered. I glared at him, "It's not funny" I whispered.
"For you I'd be, Runnin' a thousand miles. Just get to where you are. Step to the beat of my heart. I don't need a whole lot. Coming for you I admit, I'd Rather give you the world. Or we can share mine I know I won't be the first one. Giving you all this attention, Baby listen" Sarah continued.
Chad huffed and laughed "Please Sonny, like I would ever sing Justin Bieber to you sweetie.."
Sweetie? That was very un-Chad like of him and sweet.
"Chad… Sweetie?"
"I really didn't mean that.." He said blushing..
"Of course not right?" I said brushing my hand against his face, yeah Sonny can play hard ball with the king of drama.
"Mommy? What are you doing to Chad?" Sarah asked, disgusted.
Aw, she was looking? Dang it.. Think Sonny, think quick! Aye, I got nothing..
"Nothing, just messing with your da-I mean Chad. Your Chad. Mm hmm" I nod trying to hide my mistake.
"I just need somebody to love. I, I don't need too much. Just somebody to love" Sarah said forgetting our mini conversation for a while. She was standing up singing. Wait what? She was standing!
"Chad you didn't buckle her in!" I screeched.
"What? I know I did" He said looking back at Sarah.
She cocked her head to the left, grinning. "I like having no seatbelt on, why cant I do it more often?"
"Because it's illegal!" I said, stretching over sitting her down, buckling her back in.
"So?"
"Chaddy… and I could go to jail.."
"Oh.."
Chad laughed. Will he be a good father? Probably not..
"So Sarah, what kind of ice cream would you get?" Chad asked her
She hummed for a moment and thought. "Hmm, maybe Mint Chocolate Chip or Birthday cake.. Hows about yous Chad"
"Well, it all depends. I love all types of ice cream but I can never get tired of Chocolate Marshmallow."
I snickered. He sounded like a little kid. "Well my favorite is, Cotton Candy, plain and simple.."
"No one asked you mommy.."
I frowned. Chad burst into hysterics.
I glared at him "Shut up"
"I'm sorry Sonny, but you got burned..!"
"Oh ha-ha very funny I'm so laughing!" I said sarcastically.
Chad parked into my driveway and Sarah jumped out of the car and ran into the house. I opened my door and lost balance as soon as I fell tip on the ground. Chad ran up to me and picked me up bridal style and sat me carefully into the wheelchair.
I smiled "Thanks.."
"I have my moments now do I Sonny?" He said winking at me.
I nodded as he rolled me into the room.
Tawni opened the door for us and I grinned at her.
Bridget was playing with her Barbie's and Bratz's cutting the hair off. As soon as she saw me she stood up and froze in place. Okay, so maybe bringing a wheelchair wasn't the best idea… I guess she still was off with her nosocomephobia.
"Bridget, baby I know Aunt Tawni has talked to you about what happened and for the next couple of weeks I need you to be really strong for me. I need you to help mommy out.. Please come out, I know that strong Coo- I mean Munroe women is in there somewhere.." I cooed, trying to comfort her.
"…"
No answer..
"Bridget? I know your scared.. Please say something"
"…" She blinked.
Well at least she blinked that's a good start.
"Mommy, I don't feel good." Bridget started off.
I smiled, "I know, you know what might make you feel better?"
She nodded no.
"Ice cream… And your favorite. Vanilla dipped with Butterscotch topped with extra whipped cream and cinnamon." I grinned.
She snapped out of it, "Sounds good lets go!" She said grabbing Sarah's hand and running outside.
"Wow, you know your one amazing mom Sonny" Chad said.
"I have my ways.."
"Okay eww? Let's not get all mushy gushy now okay?" Tawni said squirming.
I tugged on my hair and Chad rolled me out the house.
"Okay Son-Bun you have my number on speed dial if you need anything CALL ME!" Tawni demanded getting into her car.
"Ah, she's got it, Blondie.. Don't make her any worse than she is." Chad said rolling his eyes.
"Oh come on Chad.. And I'll be calling every few hours cause I know Chad can be a little extreme if you know what I mean" Tawni said winking at me.
I blushed and Chad growled something to himself.
Tawni drove off and Chad helped me into the truck, Bridget kept staring at me, worriedly.
"Honey, its nothing to be worried about okay?" I said trying to assure her.
"I guess, I just don't like seeing my mom like this.. Your not the sunny, funny, loud, obnoxious person you are.." Bridget mumbled.
Chad pulled her into a tight embrace and Bridget held onto him tightly. They looked like the perfect Dad and Daughter I have ever seen. Too bad either of them knew..
Chad got in and drove off.
CPOV
Sonny is one of those girls that no one could ever hate or ever be mad at. She makes her kids feel so much better when they feel so bad. And knowing that I am the dad of Bridget, I have to step up my game. Showing her the fatherly love I have towards her kids and not just Bridget but Sarah too. I want to be in their lives and I would never try to hurt them. Looking at Bridget I see another me but in a girl form and stuff but it makes me so proud to know I created this loving girl. I feel like she's going to turn out a lot like me. Her cockiness and rudeness, her moments how much she cares for her mom. Wow.. Then looking at Sarah, I see this huge ball of sunshine and I just know that she's going to turn out like a replica of Sonny. Her little split personalities, how sweet and sincere she is and how easy she can get mad. Sonny, every time I look at her I see our past and I always feel sparks between us. Even though we never admitted our love for each other I always feel like its still there waiting to be revealed into the open.
About 10 minutes later we stopped at Dairy Queen and Bridget's eyes glistened with excitement as she un-buckled her seatbelt and bolted out the car. Sonny sighed and tried to get out herself without anyone's help.
"Um, what do you think your doing?" I asked.
"Getting out.."
"Sonny you can barely keep yourself balanced. Do you really think you can lift yourself up?"
"…I guess not.." She mumbled.
"Then let me help you" I said picking her up, holding her in my arms. I felt utterly complete with her with me. I sat her down and she mouthed a 'Thank you'
We rolled over in line as Bridget and Sarah were eagerly jumping up and down waiting for their ice cream.
"Calm down.." Sonny sneered.
"Mommy, what are you getting?" Sarah asked.
"I don't think I'm getting anything.."
"Ah, yes you are because I'm paying.." I smiled, lifting her chin.
"Well then since your spending your money, girls get any toppings you want" Sonny said grinning ear to ear.
"So what are you getting?" I asked.
"I don't know I know I won't be able to finish it.." She started off.
"Then we'll share one"
"Fine" She shrugged.
"Fine" I said starting our argument.
"Good"
"Good"
"Banana Split?"
"Sounds good to me.." I walked up to the cashier and ordered what we wanted.
The total came up to $15.75 and I gave him a twenty. Sonny wheeled over to us and whined.
"Chaaadd.. Did you make sure we got two cherries?"
"Why two?"
"Because I know, we are going to be fighting over a stupid cherry!" She whined.
"I only got one and you can have it."
"Well I feel guilty having your cherry so you have it!"
"I don't want it!"
"Yes you do!"
"No I really don't Sonny!"
"Have it Chad!"
"No thanks!"
"You better eat it!"
"You know what! I'll eat it!" Bridget said cutting into our argument with her hands on her hip clearly annoyed.
"That's fine with me.." Sonny said.
Our ice creams came and Sarah drooled as soon as she had hers in her hand. Oh Sarah... How much I adore you.. Yup, such a sap I am.
Okay that's it for now! I'm tired people! No cliff's today!