Kari,
Everytime I see you in my personal prison, I want to fall to my knees and pour out my heart to you. I am in agony that we cannot be together. I want to give you the world and lavish my undying love on you. It is the least I can do to atone for the sadness I see in your eyes.
I curse the fates that put us into such a position.
You must know that I do not care that we were born worlds apart. I know, in my heart that we were meant to be together.
But I hear the fates laugh at me as I gaze longingly at you and I feel their pull away from you. I know my duty but heart longs for you.
I want you and you alone.
I understand and accept your wishes to never be alone with me. I won't ask you to meet me again but I will request a letter or anything to know it's not just me who feels like this.
I await your response.
Zachary