Dearest Kari,
I know you have no wish to talk with me in such an informal manner, your continued silence has made that clear, but I need to clear the air between us.
There is no easy or private way to say this. I suspect that even my letters are read by other parties. No matter how careful I am.
Karigan, I love and, not just with lust as I mistakenly implied that one night, but with all that I am, was, and will ever be. I love you with all my heart.
Please believe me, Kari. I only want your happiness and I want to be the man to do it. I want to be the one who put the smile on your face, but I respect your silence.
If you feel anything towards me, as I think you do, please give me some sign. I will always fight for you. Always.
Zachary