Another update! Christ I'm soo tired, I think my brain turned into flubber :p

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Chapter 7

Sophie pov

'Beep beep beep'

I groaned. "Uh morning, I really don't wanna get up." As I opened my eyes slowly I sighed, just for a split second I forgot about the things that went on last night.

I could still feel her in my arms. "Whoop whoop whoop, they've got blueberry pancakes this morning!" I heard a couple of girls shouting.

I got out from under my duvet and stared in the mirror. "Bloody hell, I look like the guy from a nightmare before Christmas"

By the time I got to the breakfast table everybody had already started eating. I sat down next to Katy.

"Morning" she mumbled with a mouth full of food.

I smiled. I noticed Sian wasn't at the table. Fear started to wash over me

Katy noticed that my gaze intensified as the minutes went by. "She's all right, if that's what you're wondering" she stated as she touched my arm lightly.

I looked at her and smiled thankfully. "Well if she's okay then where is she" I thought. I got up and put my plate still full of food on the counter. I felt Katy's eyes on me.

"Where you going?" she asked me. I just shrugged at her and left the dining room.

I made my way through the hallway as the images of last night starting roaming around in my mind. I can still feel her lifeless body in my arms.

Flashback

I'm so sorry Miss Webstert. We did everything we could. I could hear the doctor saying.

"noo" I cried as I fell into Rosies arms. I kept sobbing "I'm so sorry soph shhhh it's gonna be okay" she said as she held on to me.

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT…. I HATE YOU!" I heard a voice shout

"don't, I know you're hurting but just don't okay?" I heard rosie utter

End of flashback

I fell a tear hitting my cheek, I quickly brushed it away when I realized that I was at the end of the hallway. "Fuck sakes" I thought

I turned around, and headed to Sian's room. Once I reached her room, I wanted to knock but hesitated. "maybe she doesn't want to see anybody" I turned around and started head back only to turn around again. "ughh" I ruffled through my hair. I must've been standing there for about 15 minutes when I decided to knock on her door. As I was about to, the door flung open and I nearly collided with her again.

"soph!" she said with a surprised voice

….

Sian pov

"Here we go Sian, clothes, rings, …" gertie said. "tha" I said as I got up.

"I'm gonna skip breakfast and go to my room okay?" I said.

"Are you sure love, food would do you some good. You have to stay strong" she stated.

"Yeah I'm sure and I'll have a big lunch" I answered

"Probably won't change your mind if I said that they're serving blue berry pancakes today?" she mocked

"Nope" I laughed.

…

I was lying on my bed as I recalled the things that were said last night

' I'm not bothered with you anymore, especially after what happened with Mary Mcpherson' my dad's voice echoed in my head.

Mary McPherson

Flashback

"Mary what the hell are you doing, that's dangerous" I whispered loudly as I tried to stop her fingers from doing their work.

"Oh relax, it's just a little joke to shake him up" she said as she dismissed my hand.

"Stop now!" I mouthed

She waved her hand at me. "Stop being of fucking wimp, it's about time we repay him" she sniggered

"What do you mean? Come one leave that while you still can" I pleaded

"Ugh what do I mean? He keeps us here against our will" she spat.

"I won't be chained up like an animal" she said partly to me partly to herself.

"Mary!" I tried again as I took both of her hands.

"Look, sabotaging his electricity plug is dangerous, he could get electrocuted and have bbrain damage or he … could DIE!" I stuttered trying to get through to her.

"That's exactly my plan" she said with an evil grin

"What? Look either you stop now or I'm gonna tell Gertie" I said.

"O give it up already Sian, besides you're not a fink" she said

I looked at her biting my lip; she got up and headed for the door. Right before stepping out she turned around "if you do turn out to be a fink, I'll make your life hell" she threatened .

End of flashback

I shuddered at the thought of that memory, my stomach started to growl. "Maybe I'll go have breakfast after all" I thought

As I opened my door I was blocked by a beautiful brunette. I was kind of taking aback by her presence.

"Soph!" I said as she smiled awkwardly.

"Uhm you wanna come in?" I asked pointing to my room. She furrowed her brows and looked at the hallway.

"I was just gonna get something, but it can wait" I said

We both entered my room. I went to sit on the bed. "You can sit next to me you know, I won't faint on ya" I joked.

She bit her lip and looked at the ground. "Sorry that was a bad joke" as said. I walked over to her.

I lifted her chin and almost drowned in her blue eyes. I cleared my voice and shuffled away from her.

"I uhm wanted to thank you… for what you did last night" I said slowly. She shrugged

"I suppose I better explain" I gulped; she looked at me with the most tension I'd ever seen in her eyes. "I panic sometimes" I started. The tension in her eyes was replaced by confusion.

"My parents… they get to me and… I panic" I continued "uh how am I gonna explain this properly" I thought. I looked at my nighstand and an Idea popped into my head. I took my medication out of my nightstands shelf and held it out to her.

"Here, it's called zoloft" I said, she took the bottle and started reading the prescription. She looked at me and nodded. She gave it back to be me.

She started biting her lip and eventually reached something out of her back pocket.

She held it out to me. 'prozac' I raised an eyebrow.

"you're on anti –depressants" I stated. She nodded

"Suppose we have something in common then ay" I said as she started to look confused.

"I used to be on them to" I clarified. She started to look at the ground again.

"You saved my life yknow…" she looked up "even though it was by bashing my umbrella against the wall" I said playfully trying to lighten up the mood.

She chuckled

"Thanks for bringing it back though, not sure if it'll still catch raindrops" I joked pointing at my bashed up umbrella.

We looked in each other's eyes and busted into a fit of giggles.

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