I do not think you realize the position you have put me in. You are king and can have anything and any you want, yet you want me and only me.
Why?
I am nothing special nor do I want to be. I am content to be who I was born to be, but you want to change. I never aspired to anything but to follow in my father's footsteps.
Can you not see that it is slowly killing me? You have offered me the dreams of many, but it was not my dream. I dream of it now.
I want it so bad, but I cannot have it. I cannot have you, and gods do I want you. I long for you with everything that I am. I have never wanted so much in my life and you are the one thing I cannot have.
You are the man I have always secretly dreamed about. The one would who come and sweep me off my feet and love me for who I am and you are now within my reach. I want to run into your arms and let you love me as I love you.
However, I cannot. You are the king and I am a commoner from a wealthy family. We can never be together no matter how much I should wish it otherwise.