I am a Green Rider and I am proud of it. I can count myself in an elite force, trusted with the royal messages and as a representative of the king.

But that is not all who I am. I am a young woman, far from home and deeply in love with one person I can never have.

Why must fate be so cruel to me? Did I anger the wrong god? It is as if the gods wanted something to play with and decided it was my emotions. I must have done something in a past life.

To see him standing so close and know he is so far is unbearable.

I often imagine what it would be life to be able to call him mine for just a moment. Any long and things would happen that I would regret. A life time with him wouldn't be enough for me, if I was so lucky to get that.

That road is one I must never travel down. It is the most perilous one I would ever travel.

But oh how I love him.