Do you see the crippling pain I am in? How much I fight myself to stay away from you? How much I long to be near you?
How could you? You are the king and do not have the time to spare for a lowly messenger such as myself.
Regardless, I am proud to be a Green Rider and of where I come from. Both have shaped me. And brought me to you. Most could never have the chance to get to know the man behind the crown such as I have and I thank the gods for that fateful fight at school.
No matter how much I long that we were born to the same class, I will never regret meeting you or serving you.
You are an amazing king and I hope that, when I marry, he will be as thoughtful and kind as you are.
I will never forget you, no matter where life takes me, you will always have a piece of my heart.
