The wishes of my heart will never be fulfilled no matter how much I wish them to be.

While I am king and it seems I have unlimited power, I am actually a caged animal, desperate to break free and run free in the sunlight, but I cannot. This crown, the symbol of power is a lease, chaining me to the whims and wishes of others.

A simple wish like living among my own content people at home is denied me. I will no longer smell the sea or bask in the ocean sprays as the waves beat upon the rocks of the cliffs. No longer will I be able to enjoy the magnificent sunsets as they fall behind the horizon. Nor will I ever be able to choose my own bride.

I know the needs of the country must come before mine, but how I wish to set them aside and live for my own happiness. For once, I want to be greedy and put my needs first.

Alas, that is not to be, for the people, my people, must always come first.

But oh how I love you.