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Chapter 21
Sophie pov
I felt someone shaking me as I woke up. It was Kathy.
"Sophie, sophie…. O thank god your awake, it's Sian….. I… I don't know what to do she won't let me come near her" she rambled.
"What, calm down just start from the beginning" I said still groggy from my sleep.
"Wow fuck me sideways you just talked" Kathy said as she looked at me in shock.
"Hu, you've got the same accent as Sian, does that mean you're from the same area. Have you talked to Sian or am I the first" she ranted.
"Kathy! Focus" I said shaking her shoulders.
"Right, Sian! I tried to look for Gertie but I couldn't find her and she really panicking and I can't do anything about it" she was still rambling but as soon as I heard the word Panic I got out of bed and ran to Sian's room.
I saw her rolled up against the wall. She had her arms wrapped around her knees and was rocking back and forth.
"Sian, what happened" I said softly as I approached her but she leaned back against the wall, eyes shut as I tried to touch her.
"Leave me alone" she yelped. "No" she screamed as I tried to get closer to her. I could see she was struggling with her breathing, I wanted to help her but I just seemed to make it worse.
"Sian, look at me" I gulped in anticipation at what I was about to do. "Sian, it's me. Look at me" I said as I cupped her face.
She started screaming again. I didn't know what to do.
"What are you doing, you're making it worse" Kathy screamed at me as a couple of other girls came into the room.
"Well you brought me here, so what am I supposed to do just stand here and watch" I snapped at her.
"What's wrong with her is she having a panic attack" Jesse asked.
"I don't know, I don't know" Kathy panicked.
I made my way over to Sian again. "Sian…baby open your eyes" I said as her eyes finally fluttered open.
"That's it, look at me, it's me, Sophie" I tried calming her.
"Soph" she whimpered.
"Yeah, it's me" I said as she clenched her arms around me and started sobbing.
"Shhhh, it's okay. It's gonna be okay" I soothed her; I could feel her tears falling down on my neck as her breathing was slowing down.
"it's okay guys I've got her" I said to the rest of the girls who were standing in the doorway.
Sian climbed on my lap and rested her head on my chest, her arms wrapped around my waist.
"It's gonna be okay, I'm here" I said holding her tight as I rubbed her back.
"You can't stop him, don't let him find you" she whimpered.
"What… honey who" I asked confused, but she only tensed up even more.
"Look nobody's gonna hurt you…I won't let them" I whispered to her as I kissed her temple.
…
"She asleep" Kathy asked as she pointed at Sian.
"Yeah, she dozed off a while ago" I whispered. "Can you help me get her on the bed" I asked her.
"Sure" she said as she carefully took one side as I took the other side. We got her on the bed and tucked her in.
"Sophie, can you stay here. I don't want her waking up and having another scare" she said desperately.
"Yeah you're right" I said as I got under the duvet and wrapped my arms around Sian
"Thanks Sophie" Kathy said.
"Sure" I said as she kept staring at me. "What" I asked her.
"Nothing, it's just weird hearing you talking that's all" she smiled.
"Yeah, well I don't really make a habit out of that" I smirked.
"I noticed. Goodnight Sophie and thanks again" Kathy said to me.
"Goodnight Kathy" I replied.
…
I woke up and felt Sian shaking.
"Sian" I said as I opened her eyes. Her breathing was getting irregular again.
"Sian, its okay it's me." I said to her.
"Well I know that you idiot" she snapped at me.
I furrowed my brows. She must've noticed the hurt in my eyes as her expression softened.
"I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me" she said to me. I could see she was genuine.
"Its okay, come here" I said as I pulled her closer.
I started kissing her shoulder, as I felt the tension in her body lessening.
The door slammed open. I tried letting go of her but she wouldn't let me. She clenched her arms around my neck and wouldn't let go.
"Sian, love it's me Gertie. I'm gonna make you feel better okay, I just need you to let Sophie go" Gertie said as Sian started shaking again.
"Sophie you need to let her go" Gertie said sternly.
"I'm trying, but she's too scared." I said as I saw Gertie was taken aback by my talking. I was trying to push Sian away gently.
"No, please don't leave me" Sian yelped.
"Sian… baby its okay, I'm not leaving ya. They just want to help you" I said trying to get her arms off.
"Okay, this isn't working" Gertie said as she pulled out her cell phone and typed in a number.
"Yeah hi its nurse Owens… yeah I'm gonna need it after all…. Thanks by"
"What are you going to do" I asked her.
She didn't have the time to reply when two men came into the room. I furrowed my brows.
"What's going on" I asked.
"We're gonna give her a sedative to calm down and we'll take her away after" the man said.
"NO, get away from me" Sian started screaming clenching even harder to me.
"Don't let them take me, please Sophie help me" she sobbed.
I didn't know what to do. "Sian they're only trying to help" I tried to calm her down but it was no use.
"Soph!" she screamed.
"Soph, Sophie please don't le…" she slurred after they gave her the shot.
"What's gonna happen to her" I panicked when I saw the state of her.
"We're not gonna hurt her miss, we're gonna help her" the man said to me as they put her on the stretcher and took her away.
"My god" I said as I was running my hands trough my hair.
"Love it's going to be all right, she's in good hands" Gertie said.
"Where were you last night, when she was having her attack" I snapped at her. She looked hurt.
"I was working on another floor" she said apologetically.
"What's gonna happen to her" I asked.
"We're just gonna help her calm down okay, don't worry she'll be fine" Gertie replied.
I breathed in deeply as I sat down on her bed.
"What if she's won't be" I thought
….
Sian pov
I woke up in a white room, the fear that was roaming through my body before was gone. I sighed in relief.
"Sian, are you awake" someone asked me.
"Yeah" I croaked out. "How are you feeling." he asked me.
"Okay" I said.
"Not scared, anxious, uncomfortable." He asked me again as I shook my head.
"Okay, well we gave you a sedative to calm you down and we booked you an appointed with Dr. Wittmore later today" he said as he helped me up.
"Great" I thought. The thoughts of previous events came back to me. "O god, Sophie must think I'm a nutjob" it thought as the male nurse pushed my bed to another room.
"When can I go back to my room" I asked knowing it was gonna be a while.
"Not for a while love, we're gonna keep you here for a night or two just to keep a close eye " he said to me.
"Can I have visitors" I asked hopefully.
"We'll see after your appointment with Dr. Wittmore" he said as I felt disappointed ripple through my body.
…
I saw Dr Wittmore come in as the nurse was giving me my medication.
"Hello Sian, I heard you had quit the night" he said as I nodded.
"Can you tell me what happened" he said to me.
"I had the dream again" I said as I swallowed hard not to think of that dream.
"Right. Sian can you answer me truthfully" he asked as I nodded again.
"Did you take your medicine this week" I pursed my lips and shook my head. He closed his eye and sighed.
"Why not, you see what happens when you don't. The medication helps you" he said.
"Yeah, I know. But you said we could consider trying to go off it and I thought I'd try it on my own." I said ashamed of my actions.
"Sian you can't stop a treatment that abruptly. It's dangerous, you saw that last night" he said.
"Yeah I know that now" I replied.
"Look we can try and cut down on your dose, and then we'll go from there okay" he said to me.
"Okay" I answered.
"Dr wittmore? Do I really have to stay here; can't I just go back to my room?" I asked him. I was desperate to get out of there.
"I suppose, now that I know the cause of the attack." He replied.
I smiled eagerly "Thank you" I almost shouted.
"All right Miss Powers go and collect your stuff" I smiled and nodded.
….
As I entered my room I saw my beautiful brunette lying on my bed. I made my way over and started stroking her cheek.
"Rosie stop" she mumbled slapping my hand away. I chuckled at her as she started stirring.
She opened he eyes and sat up quickly. "Sian?" she said.
"Hey, sleeping beauty. I see you've already taken bed" I smirked, but I could see the worry in her eyes.
"Are you okay, where did you go, what did they do to you" she asked as I started chuckling again.
"I'm fine, I went to the medical center, and they just gave me some sedatives to calm down" I said to her.
She started sniffing as her eyes watered. "Hey, Soph don't cry" I said as I pulled her into a hug.
She pulled me on the bed and held me to my shoulders. "Do you have any idea how scary that was seeing you in that state" she stated.
"I'm sorry…" I said
"No don't be it wasn't your fault, I just…. I wanna know what happened, I need to know what put you in that state" she said.
I sighed as I put my head in the crook of her neck. "Suppose I can't not tell her" I thought
