I often dream that you were mine and I could love you openly and without fear. It is my favorite dream of all.
There are times that I find myself daydreaming of how you would react to situations and comments, but most of all, I imagine being able to kiss your cheek and hear you mutter that you love me.
There are no walls between us and nothing hindering us from being happy. There are never frowns in my dreams. Just smiles and laughter. Most of all, love.
Ah love, how I wish my dreams were reality. How I love to gather you in my arms and feel your warmth against my body, loving me as I love you.
For now, until such a time that it can pass, I will live in my dreams. It is the only place I am happy. They only place were we are together.
A/N- Sorry for the long absence! Life has been crazy.
Thank you for the reviews! These chapters were meant to be out of order as if the pages were randomly found on the ground and someone is piecing them together as a scrap book. They span the first four books. I haven't the courage to do MS just yet. (The Zachary in my head is still very fragile and quiet.) Soon though! It will come.