Chapter 29
Sian pov
"What, when" she asked as my blood started to boil.
"Ughh in that room you were in a couple minutes ago" I stated as she started smiling.
"Why are you smiling, do you find it amusing that you're hurting me. You know I took a lot of courage from me to tell you how I feel and now you're just sitting there laughing at me." I said angrily.
"Sian, the only guy I love with all my heart is…. my son" she answered.
I frowned. "Don't drag him into this, I'm talking about the guy you were with 5 minutes ago" I stated.
"So am I" she smirked.
"What? Sophie! Not to be insensitive but your son is dead" I stated.
"No, I…. God I don't know how to say this, I barley believe it myself. If I hadn't held him in my arms I probably wouldn't have believed he was here…." She started mumbling to herself.
"Sophie! Who?" I asked her gently. I could see she was upset
"Matty" she whispered.
"Matty, but I thought… I mean you told me he was…. And now …." I rambled.
I just found out…. he's not…. dead. He was kidnapped by the doctor who made us believe he was dead" she said seriously looking down as she took a deep breath. I was baffled at was she just told me.
"Soph…" I croaked out.
"What exactly did you see… and hear" she asked me.
"I saw you say I love you baby to a guy that was standing in the doorway" I stuttered.
"They guy I was talking to was my son, and the big guy you saw was Chesney. Matty's dad" she stated.
"Oh…. Shit" I thought out loud as she gave me a small smile.
"As if I'd be in love with anybody else but you" she said as she kissed me softly on the lips.
"Are you okay" I asked slowly after we pulled out of the kiss.
"I'm fine, happy" she replied as I furrowed my brows.
"You don't really sound convincing, what are you not telling me" I asked her as she sighed deeply.
"I'm scared, my mind is so numb and my feelings are all over the place." she mumbled.
"Why scared" I asked her.
"I'm afraid this is all a dream and I could wake up any minute. I don't know if I could handle losing him again" she stated as she looked at the ground.
"This is not a dream" I stated as she smiled at me.
"Prove it" she said seductively as I lifted my trousers up.
"You remember this scar right" I said as she nodded. "When I was little I fell off my dog onto the road, as I was trying to ride him like a horse" I stated as she started laughing.
"Okay not what I had in mind when I said to prove it, but it'll do" she said to me as she was leaning in for another kiss and I gladly accepted it.
"I'm glad you're here" she stated as she hugged me.
"I'm not going anywhere, not even that stupid key that keeps getting stuck in the elevator will stop me from seeing you" I stated as she started laughing.
"Thank you" she said as I kissed her again.
I pushed her down onto her bed and started kissing her passionately. "Is this what you meant by proving it" I asked her as she nodded happily. She was teasing me by licking her lips slowly. "You're such a tease" I stated. But two can play the game, as she was leaning in to kiss me I slightly held back as I was smiling down to her. I took her hands and held them above her head, entwining our fingers as I licked her lips very slowly. She opened her mouth and begged me to lean in. I eventually gave in and pushed my tong inside her mouth. I felt her tong roam over mine as a soft moan escaped her lips. Her small noises, her thigh pushing against my core was only getting me more turned on. "I want you so bad" I breathed as I kissed her jaw line and ended up nibbling on her earlobe.
"RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING"
I heard the ringing and jolted up leaving Sophie's earlobe as she groaned. "Oh fuck, are you serious, a fire drill" I mumbled.
I quickly got off Sophie when I heard a nurse shouting in the hallway that we all had to gather. "Swell" I thought as Sophie started moaning.
"Uhh great fucking timing" she uttered.
"Well now you know how I felt last night" I smirked as I got back on the bed and straddled her.
"Uuuuhhh" she whined as looked at me and pouted.
"Aaawh my baby's sexually frustrated" I said as she was trying to hold her lips from curling into a smile.
"SOPHIE! Didn't you hear me shout? Oh fuck, don't tell you're already breaking the rules" nurse Terrence moaned. "Guys come on, if you're gonna shag, at least try to hide it" she moaned.
We both started laughing. "I think that's the first nurse I've ever heard swearing in this establishment." I laughed as we both hurried our way out of the room and joined the others.
As we arrived into the courtyard, they made us stand in pairs. I quickly grabbed Sophie's hand much to Gertie's annoyance.
"What are you gonna do" I asked her stroking her head.
"About what" she replied.
"About….Matthew" I asked her carefully.
"What do you mean? He'll come and visit as much as he can and… I don't know, what you after" she joked.
"I just figured that's why you were here, because of what happened to him and how that affected you. I was just wondering, now that that's gone, if you were gonna stick around here" I stated sadly. I knew it was a good thing that he was alive, but I would also mean she would leave. She would leave me.
"I dunno I just have to see what Dr. W has to say about it. I mean, I came here because of… well of mental break down. I dunno if I can just switch back that easily, even if the problem that caused it is gone." She answered me as I nodded and looked at the ground.
"Even if I go, I'll come back and visit you as much as I can okay" she whispered in my ear and kissed my temple.
"Yeah okay" I said still looking at the ground.
"Sian… it's not because I might get out of here that I'm gonna leave you." I heard her say.
"Hey….. I won't" she said as she lifted my chin
"I'm just scared, that once you do get out that you'll go and play happy family with Matthew's dad and forget about me" I sulked.
"Sian, how can I forget about you when you make it so hard not to think about you" she smirked. "I love you" she stated.
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Sophie pov
"No wait, I have something for you" she said to me as I was about to leave. She dragged me to my floor's living room
"What's this" I beamed.
"I prepared this earlier; I thought we could use a break from all the drama" she stated.
"Sian it's beautiful" I said looking at the table she put in the middle of the room. A candle holder on the table with 3 lighted candles in it, 2 plates, 2 glasses. She even made menus. When we sat down at the table she quickly put something on my plate.
"Sorry thought you were going to sit here" she said pointing to her seat as I frowned.
"What's this for" I asked her looking at the tiny package in front of me.
"I just thought you could use some cheering up, after being transferred" she explained. As I was about to open my present she stopped me.
"Open it when you're alone okay, it's a bit embarrassing" she said to me as I nodded suspiciously.
…
"Sian this is amazing, didn't picture you for a romantic" I said as I finished my mac'n cheese.
"I have my moments" she smirked as I put my hands on hers.
"How did you get Nurse Terrence to agree with this?" I asked her.
"I gave her sex, so she did me a favor" she said casually.
"What!" I yelled at her as she started laughing at me.
"I'm only joking, I promised I would help her with her gardening for next couple of weeks" she laughed.
"Yeah I figured, thanks now I'm not gonna be able to get that image out of my head" I whined.
"Well you've got to admit that nurse's outfit is working for her" she stated.
"Siaaan" I screamed wide-eyed as she started laughing again.
"Come on babe, you know you're the only one I wanna see in a sexy nurse outfit" she stated.
"Really" I said seductively as I got up and walked over to her. "I'll make sure to remember that" I said as I sat on her lap. She wrapped her arms around my waist and kissed me lightly.
"I love you, you know that" she said as I rested my forehead on hers.
"Yeah I know…. don't get tired of hearing it though" I said playfully as I leaned in for another kiss.
"It's getting late" she muttered against my lips. I pulled out of the kiss and gazed at the clock as she kissed my neck softly.
'11h15'
"Yeah, we're already late for curfew" I stated. "I wish I could sleep by your side" I sighed.
"I know me too" she said as she gestured me to get up. "Come on I'll walk you to your door" she said cheekily.
We arrived at my room as she entwined our fingers.
"I had a really great evening, maybe we could do it again" she joked as she quoted a cliché line.
"Yeah well I suppose I'll need your phone number then" I said playing along.
Suppose she got tired of playing this game and pinned me to the wall kissing me passionately. My arms snaked around her back as she put both of her hands around my neck.
"Thank you for tonight" I said as we pulled out of the kiss. "It really did put my mind of things"
"Good" she replied as she kissed my lips one last time before walking away.
As I entered my room I remember the gift she gave me earlier. I lied down in my bed and opened it.
It was a page ripped out of something
October 5th 2011
God what is she doing to me, I can't even begin to comprehend what I'm feeling. Fuck sakes it scares the shit out of me. How the hell am I supposed to stop thinking about her? Her eyes, her nose, her lips god those lips they'll be the death of me. I need to get this out.
All the things I love about Sophie
I love that she can make every worry in body go away by just one hug
I love how she always bites the right side of her lip ( god It drives me crazy)
I love that she can role her eyes in 10 different ways
I love her wittiness
I love that she's honest
I love that you he say so much with just one look
I love that how she can turn me on just by the sight of your neck
I love that she can still make me laugh when I am so angry
I love her face when she gets slightly annoyed
I love how he has her own mind
I love that she writes on her hand as if it's a post-it
I love that she can make me all soppy
I love that she can't keep a straight face when you're brushing your teeth in front of somebody else
I love how she pouts your lips
I love that she kicked my ass at ping pong
I love that she let me have all the green m&ms
I just love..L
It was a page out her diary. The dated 5th October 2011, the day I told her I loved her and she didn't reply…. immediately.
I couldn't make out the last word seemed like an L or an H, suppose that must've been when I startled her.I started smiling hand folded putting it the little box on my nightstand.